drowning in a sea of doubts

thermody = thermo-die... fluid mechanics =x e 2 suckiest mods of my sem... oh man...

stayed in sch till 9pm, mugging my ass off... even when zy and bl went to gym la... i was mugging along wif adrain... i also cant believe dat... by e time i stepped out of e library, my eyes were like closing liao... ok now it's nt la... cos im nt doing thermo-die... LOL

it's gg to be blast tml (again)... oh well... im nt reali dancing dat intensive la... was comparing it to my tj days... i think preparing for contemp items r far more strenuous den preparing for hip hop pieces... i dunno... i mean i sweat less... HAHA... ok i miss dancing contemp...

realised dat ensemble audition was today... im still pondering... haven made up my mind... but i guessed wad candy said way way back last yr when i was stuck in a similar dilemma, was true... im feeling stagnant already... =x

i wanna point my toes again =(

noise pollution to e max.

went back home (finally) yest... missed my bed... and now im like at home, withstanding high levels of noise pollution... wif vulgarities hurled by dat someone... until im like immune by it... cant u give us some peace??? juz 1 wrong move made and u start to rattle like a spoilt tape recorder, repeating stuff u said... can u pls shut up???

u blame everyone for stuff which u have caused... u act as if u r e perfect one and all of us r like out to ruin ur life... but cant u c dat u r e one who ruin our lives? i juz wan my life back... pls, juz shut ur trap...

Day 1 in sch!!!

day 1 in sch was onli 2 hrs =.=

e 1st lect was on fluid mechanics, and i was like huh-ing all e way thru.... normal stress and strain tensor... HUH??? all of us were either discussing on which mods to ballot or wad tbs to buy... and e lect notes (ok he called it e outline) is super summairsed, so i think im so in need of a tb la... ARGH!!! man this sem we have like 2 chem eng mods... can swim like mad la...

managed to ballot all e slots i wanted... thank God! if nt, i reali dunno wad to do also... managed to sell my poe tb too!!! yeah~! gg to meet my buyer tml... and ive bought 2tbs from yong kai, 1tb thru e used tb forum and 1tb from hua cheng... haha... now left wif e biochem tb which im unsure of... if need to buy e latest 6th edition... den my $$$ will be gone... =(

gave tuition to wendy in e aftnoon and i was surprised dat i still rmb those stuff i learnt in phy in sec 4 la... LOL... ok some of e jc topics were brought down to their level... HAHA ok im so nt gg to give tuition nxt yr, so dat i can concentrate on my studies... and my occasional dance committments... yes occasional is e word... haha

yupyup and i have an 8am lect tml and im still blogging... LOL... alright, im gg to slp now... did i mention dat im gg to have a korean lecturer for biochem??? haha... but dat time when i have a korean tutor, i got a b- for econs la... i hope it doesnt work e same as econs... =x

4 more days to go!!!

this is getting freaky!!! rag is in 4 days' time!!! argh... ah huan is pulling out her hair le... =x

went for rag prac early today in e morning... haha started to panic when i dun c dancers there and i realised dat it was onli 1045... HAHA... oh well... ah huan is stressed liao... =x ying ying and i went to eat e remains of e buffet prepared for e freshies... HAHA while e rest went to eat at subway... and went for cheerleading... ying ying and i went for pat's prac and although e cfa studio was air-conditioned... my shirt was wet la... super warm sia.... running like some siao za bo also... onli 4 counts to run from e far end of e stage to centre la... God pls help me lor... =x wanted to leave e prac halfway de, but pat began to take out e dancers who left... sigh... so decided to stay... i mean i get his pt la.. he wans to block e item asap, but when ppl leaves, he cant block ma... reali hope dat e rest of e blastards can come for pracs b4 we r like dead aft dancing e 1st item la... prac ended at onli at 1730

went to meet my raggers for dinner... had my fav mee rebus... b4 making our way back to engin to prac... dearest partner joined us in e meeting... haha and we managed to come up wif e designs for e face paint... thanks jia ren!!! hee karen is gg to help us in rag make up for e dancers too!!! hehe... jia ren shi zui hao de!!! yup aft dat, we went back to rag prac and im reali proud of my raggers today!!! they have shown improvement despit them being super tired... i noe aft long hrs of pracs... reali appreciate to have such friends to standby for one another... =)

well 4 more days' to go... and i shall use wad jie mei has always taught us... repeat aft me, " WOW, LET'S DO IT!!!" haha =)

packed, packed and more packed!!!

juz finished giving tuition today... went to sch early in e morning for rag remedial... haha i muz say dat e raggers r getting better!!! yeah~! yest was pondering wad to take as e 5th mod... it's btwn fna (which is now called acc... LOL but still as 'ex' as ever) and korean... haha but korean mod does nt have any exams... but quite time consuming la... 4h lect and 2h tut... dunno if i shld go for it leh... scared acc also gt not enuff bid pts sia.... since now we r no longer protected le... =x

yest was super tiring sia... danced from 11am to 6pm for rag... more of shouting of counts for me... hehe... our lunch and dinner were survived on snacks kouped from e tea sessions downstairs... haha e guys went to koup 1 whole tray of bee hoon for me la... LOL... and e food became better and better... LOL... from juz plain finger food to drumsticks... white bee hoon to brown bee hoon... HAHA

went for prac for idil's item... hehe finally learnt e contemp/jazz part... i muz say dat as7 is freakingly warm la... i perspired like mad there la... think EA is way much better... haha but ke xi de shi, we dun have reflective windows like as7 =( if nt e raggers can look themselves in e mirror la... haix

rag is like so damn near now... me also stressed le... haix... pracs r becoming more intense wif me gg to sch almost on every single day la... LOL... sigh dun care la, shall go watch dark knight later... hope we can still get seats la... =( dun wan to go there le, den sold out, i confirm sian one... LOL 2.5h show leh... cant take e 9pm one la... by e time end liao, super late sia...

sick and tired of ppl saying dat they have cough, den nv come for dance prac... told them e change of timing and stuff and yet still say dunno abt e change e nxt day... i mean it's like i ask whether u will be free nt... and u said yes... =.= if u wanna slack, dun waste my bloody time k??? if u noe e steps and r gd at it, i dun mind... but nt when u dunno ur steps and still come late for pracs... when u missed like 5hrs for prac, juz to send ur friend off... =.=

but i guess doris is right, im in charge... so i shld have e right to take u off e item... and if u dun freakingly turn up for tml's prac, i will... mark my words

post-camp

yeah!!! finally e camps r all over... back to me dancing everyday again... seriously mon is gg to be my only rest day =(

anyway, went to shop (like mad) today wif zy, treated him to sakae sushi (for his bdae =) ) and we watched e red cliff... HAHA super exciting... though most of e time, i have to rely on zy to tell me on e storyline of e whole entire san guo yan yi... LOL takeshi kaneshiro is damn shuai... HAHA he and his lame lines (together wif tony leung, my fav actor) they managed to change e whole mood of e story la... e whole movie was long lor... 2.5h leh... still got part 2 some more, i wonder when it will be released...

met michelle and doris at e cine toilet aft e movie... they have watched e dark knight and they said it's a must watch!!! i wan to watch dark knight!!! sigh... but i guess i have to wait and c when he's free... seems like he's e busy person now... LOL

met e fright nite ppl @ harbourfront pastamania for dinner and all e fn comm ppl ordered e same thing... bacon aglio... zy hates it though, he said it's too bland for him... but i think it's nice... LOL... we all ordered e same thing cos we wan to save $$$ to treat e fn ppl... HAHA

since i have spent alot of money today... i guess i shall go back to my thrifty lifestyle again... HAHA... no more shopping as of now... didnt regret buying e levis jeans... cos i like e colour super alot!!! HAHA but i juz pray hard dat it doesnt expand la... if nt, it will be super loose =( tml will be rag prac e whole day!!! dance, dance and dance away e fats!!! LOL

a simple prayer...

yest i couldnt slp initially... quite strange cos it was 2am in e morning... so i uttered a simple prayer... asking God to remove my horrible sore throat... juz 1 sentence and amen... and today im feeling much better.... e pain has reduced by alot... thank God =) juz a simple prayer and it did wonders... it has been such a long time since i last prayed... haix i mean... but He showed me dat it doesnt matter, and He juz wan me to tok to Him, to ask and He will provide... =)

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managed to hitch a ride on uncle lau's car later... hehe can save time on travelling... later shall be blast and den find somewhere to have dinner and rot till 8pm, den it would be jie mei's rehearsal!!! dance, dance and dance!!!

dance wk man...

yest had jie mei's rehearsal for e blast concert... LOL... everyone was falling off balance la... yes i will try to practise isolation at home... HAHA... and im aching all over now... super long time nv twist and isolate my body like yest la... HAHA... saw faces whom i missed... aprine, raz (aka rust LOL), tang guo jie jie and of cos jie mei... hehe... think at this rate dat im gg, i dun need to care abt my diet le... HAHA

sore throat is back again... SHIT... im nt gg to c e doc liao la... shall juz guan water down my throat and survive on strepsils... sigh jie mei said dat my voice still sound hoarse... haix...

tml is rag prac, wed is blast, thurs is idil's rehearsal, fri is e show, sat is idil's rehearsal and rag prac again... and den back to sun... OH MAN... haha but i noe i like this kind of life la... hehe

stress...

juz realised biyi is unable to make it for our pracs... oh no... hopefully teik kheng is able to teach some basic stunts so dat we can do... and now im faced wif a prob dat im short of 2/3 villians... SIGH...

had fwc meeting today and i think we managed to sort out alot of fright nite stuff... wif all e stations and routes planned out... heck e lighted path... ARGH

ya and im scratching my head now... sucks

rag blast!!!

today i managed to hitch a ride from my dad to e mrt stn... hehe... yup went to sch for rag blast... e turn out for e event is ok... wif bulk coming from my dance team... haha we had lots of fun today... yes im vv bad... i always bully peifen... HAHA... yup we managed to cover our objectives today... did sit ups and push ups today la... haha muz start training e guys to lift e gals le!!! LOL... if nt, sure jia lat de...

aft e event, we went over to yoshinoya at harbourfront to makan... 1st rag dance dinner!!! yeah... reali happy dat junjie, kenneth and khairul joined dance!!! hehe...yup... and i saw some of e costumes le!!! hee cool!!!

aft which, peifen and i accompanied e freshies to ecp for nite cycling... and peifen's dad offered to send me back home... wanted to juz stop at any mrt stns de.... but her dad is like my dad... he insisted to send me back home... so thanks peifen!!! =) reali saved alot of transport time... hehe

sigh im now wif a frail voice... and wif phlegnm stuck in my windpipe... im like coughing now la... my throat is still as sore as ever... so i decided to go c e doc tml... e terrible thing is dat i have to confess dat i took antibiotics meant for other things la... sigh... bu ti guess datz e onli way to cure my illness... haix...

horrible sore throat wif phlegm stuck

down wif a fever during fright nite dry run... started to feel my joints were aching all over la... so audrey suggested me taking panadols... yup e fever came and e feeling sucks... so uncle lau sent me back home right aft dry run... haha i actually fell asleep like few mins in e car... LOL... yup... thanks uncle lau for sending me back home!!! =) so i stayed at home yest... e whole day and i guess i feel damn bored le... streamed movies online, talked to zy, watched animal planet and ch 56. nth else to do!!! zb asked me to learn from zy e art of staying at home... LOL ok i shall try today again...

missed blast like consecutively twice le... jie mei asked me to juz rest and dun think abt dancing... HAHA... ok i shall be gd den... duo kui partner le!!! cos she has to teach me e steps... which is alot la...

watched centerstage yest... and i was reminded of e times when i used to learn ballet... being so passionate abt ballet but in e end, cos of sucky techniques, i have to forgo it and choose other forms of dance... i muz say dat this movie has inspired me and motivated me to move on... esp when i was super depressed when i cant go on pointe fully... i decided to move on to take up other forms like street jazz and hip hop... im happy now.... but i still missed e days when i trained damn tired wif e entire leotard soaking wet and order a cup of mac lemonade aft class... HAHA yes dat was my life... and gg out wif my friends to performances@esplanade, spending a hefty amt juz to sit near e stage to catch e entire view of each and every dancers' feet and expressions... making trips down to sonata juz to buy demi-pointe, pointe, ballet shoes, leotard, etc... haha

yup those were e days... when i was much skinnier too... LOL... okok shall go stream movies to watch le...

taiwanese drama-ness

was watching my lucky star yest on ch56... haha and i was hooked... so i went to chiong e entire drama set on crunchyroll yest b4 my rehearsal... HAHA... yup so i finished e entire drama... and yoo-hana is so pretty =)

this is like e 2nd taiwanese drama which ive watched almost fully (hehe cos of fast forwaring) ever since e lu guang sen lin... haha... which is like 2 yrs ago la... yupyup and lin zhi ying is so shuai... haha as ever...

went for fitting yest and heng heng i can squeeze into their skinnies... LOL ok la... short segment so still can dance in it... best of all - sneakers!!! yeah~! no need to worry abt heels getting stuck into e long-kang gaps... horrible stage layout la... argh

yupyup and we were done at 2040 yest... haha... and i met biyi!!! LOL wad a coincidence... haha... she was practising cheerleading wif her crew wif one of e contestant... aiya hope dat today wont dragged too... cos today im gg to watch this ballet contemporary concert @ e esplanade... free tics given by wei liang!!! haha and my mum forces me to bring a set of clothes to change... =x haix.... wads wif e dress code man??? it has been such a long long time since i go esplanade to watch a performance la... ever since ive quitted ballet... haix... ok la e last time was us performing nt gg in as audience... hehe yup i miss ballet... but i noe i can nv go back le la... wif my sucky turn out and pointe... argh... beta stick to wad ive been doing now... nt as if im vv gd la.. but at least much beta at den ballet...

shopping!!!

went to somerset to hitch a ride wif xiao di to holland v... haha... had my fav shrimp paste rice @ thai express... hee den xiao di fetched yong kai and michelle to ucc and me back to orchard... and i finally bought my wallet!!! haha... at 1st i didnt wan to approach e staff for assistance cos e wallet was placed inside e cabinet... cos i thot it shld be ex... i think japan has influeneced me la... LOL... den xiao di kept asking me to ask e staff to take a look at e wallet... so i did, and it cost onli 36 bucks!!! haha rip curl wallet leh... okok so i bought it... and i saw a similar one @ fossil... this time, e leather was much of a better quality... HAHA... yup and it cost 198 bucks... yup... so ok la... 36 bucks leh

den i went to wisma and i bought a nike sports bra... haha at like 39 bucks... ok im so loving GSS... LOL aft which, i decided nt to continue shopping for stuff le, or else i will like spend away all dat ive earnt la... HAHA...

guess im still nt sicked of shopping... LOL

my muscles and brains r rusty...

went for blast juz now... and we danced 2hrs straight... HAHA and i think my brains r like turning rusty... haha i suck in psycho-motor la... LOL... o la.. at least i can exercise... which in e end i think i gain in all back cos i ate quite abit at zy's place... HAHA...

gg for rag mass briefing tml at 10am =.= and it's like everyone telling me dat they r nt free to attend... make me also feel like nt attending when e main com ppl r like having other committments... ok la... im like thinking in e first place, if u reali wan to join and commit rag... u wont like go for internships and stuff lor... in e end we hold meetings on sun... and ppl complain dat sun is a family day... HARLOW im nt complaining??? haix... priortise ppl!!!

yup gg to give tuition to melissa tml... ya got to earn money liao so dat i can spend in GSS... LOL like i didnt spend alot in japan and korea... HAHA okok so i muz like earn back money le...

back to dancing =)

ok ive finished wad im supposed to do... haha ive finally finished up e rag music... but i cant get e last song right cos it sounded abit muffled... haha but nvm la... ok la... so nxt is choreo... which im like totally rusty liao.. glad dat partner is able to help me out!!! =) hehe thanks, karen!!! and all e best for ur upcoming dance comp!!! =)

so yup im gg for blast tml!!! like finally... haha... kind of missed dancing... i haven been dancing for like mths!!! ever since e mugging has started... haha and it's combined class tml!!! guess i will be able to burn out all e fats which ive accumulated ever since e start of my journey... haha maybe nt all, but some la... gd enuff le... sad dat partner and xiao di wont be there... =x... hee there's still alvan, clarice and serene!!! haha okok so i wont be dat lonely tml...

this wk is kind of a relaxing wk for me... off to give tuition when my students r free and gg out wif friends... haha yes i bought a new bag from Great Singapore Sale... LOL uncle lau and zy said it's super my style... but i guess i wont bring it to sch la.. think i will dirty it lor... cos im always so careless... LOL... yupyup... bought shirt for dear too... for his sis's wedding... special thanks to uncle lau who gave me a lift down to orchard... HAHA uncle lau!!! glad dat u feel much better k??? hee and thanks for fetching zy from his house to orchard... haha dat zy treat us like we r his personal assistants la... HAHA jkjk... e lady from this store... think it's called X ADVENTURE at 4th sotrey of FAR EAST PLAZA is super nice la... i highly recommend this store... for guys' stuff la... she's reali patient and nice... hee and she has great memory... aft e shopping trip in far east, it made me realise dat spore is reali getting better in terms of customer service... nt yet on par wif japan cos e shoe sale assistant reali carried my friend's shoe bad to e entrance of e store and bowed... haha but we r getting there... at least better den korea la... LOL... okok... bad experience in korea... HAHA enuff said...

as for cn1111... yup it's a happy ending... I JUZ WAN TO SAY TO MY DEAREST HEAVENLY FATHER, THANKS ALOT =)

back in spore! =)

ok so im back here, sneezing... LOL but wad can i say??? i miss spore... HAHA despite of e warm weather... so im back here, into reality... need to start choreo-ing for rag and settle fright nite for chess camp, give tuition... haha ok back to my normal lifestyle... no more reading of maps... and walking in unfamiliar grounds and faced wif chor lor ppl who speak a totally diff lang, symbols which i dun even noe how to draw... yup... back to spore, a familiar place to me... HAHA

had rag meeting today... on a sunday... yup... LOL but im glad dat we get to iron out stuff... so yup... gotta redo e music which ive edited... cos now e storyline has been changed slightly bcos of e tight budget given... nvm la... i got e time tml... haha gotta give tuition at nite though to wendy... so still ok la

down wif mild flu... think i shall go c e doc... since it is covered under insurance... HAHA...

i miss dancing!!! looking forward to blast prac this coming wed =)

nice homestay @ pusan

im out of japan and ive finally reached korea... haha... now at pusan where everything is so cheap... LOL and u can keep eating like mad... HAHA cos everything is so cheap!!! LOL and e clothes... i think it's onli here where u can get cheap stuff la... doubt i will get these stuff at these prices when i reach seoul... haha i juz simply bought 2 tops at 7sgd... and e bim bim bab... 4.20sgd,,, and e portion is huge!!! my sis and i have trouble finishing e food!!! LOL... and e face shop stuff!!! is so damn cheap here!!! e eyeliner which i bought costs like 5 times more in sg la!!! im so sad... HAIX

yup... juz went down to e supermarket and realised dat it onli opens at 10am... LOL so ok... shall wait for 1 more hr.... aft dat shall juz tour arnd this area... HAHA... den take train down to go for e hot spring at hotel nongshim... heard dat it's super gd... haha so shall look c... haha hope dat i wont be boiled alive... cos e temp is quite high!!! =x

im missing my dear... haix... nvm 8 more days to seeing him... and e stupid thing... 7 more days for e release of my results... =x hope i wont da bao cm1502... cos this mod was like siao... haix... and my maths and matlab was abit messed up too... HAIX... dunno la... i did my best le la... wadever i shall try to enjoy wad i have here... HAHA...

almost done wif japan...

ok so im leaving matsuyama soon for hiroshima... so a total of 4 more days in japan b4 moving on to korea!!! haha my yen is running low now... LOL and ive finally bought my earpiece!!! hee... my sports fit one... HAHA... and did i miss out sth??? i have this super huge mosquito bite here la... LOL... and e crows here r like super huge... quite scary sia... LOL

and now my mind is starting to pile up wif rag... wif my music half done... and fright nite planning... LOL which is i seriously need to rely on sia see to do dat cos im still far far away from spore... sorry sia see!!! =( i come back i treat u sth nice nice k???

guess i beta start to finish up these details... haix... anyway i will be gg to hiroshima -> fukuoka -> busan -> seoul... den back home... yeah!!! i miss my family and my dear... =( bet he is now having fun at sentosa... haix

off to japan in less den 20hrs

yup... we've finally finalised most of e stuff... except im left wif accommodation @ seoul is still uncertain... once it has been confirmed, i can go and print out all e maps... haha

yup so im flying soon... cya in jun... LOL... hope dat i will be back in 1 pc... hehe

suddenly i see!!!

ok yest ive finally realised sth which i failed to understand e moment since i stepped into uni... an incorrect concept which i had from e moment i entered into my course... and i onli realised it aft i handed in my matlab script =.= ok la... cant blame God for e delay... cos i noe He has His purpose for e delay... anyway, it has been a long long time since He has spoken to me... haha yes... i think ive been bad... hmmm... uncle william was vv right today... e reason dat we stray away from God, it's bcos of our daily affairs... affairs which onli matters e world... yup... and we always think dat we can run e race... e mad academic race alone... but actuali, wad we can accomplish is juz a short-d race... nt a long-d race... lest to say a marathon...

e moment i stepped into my sec sch, i told myself dat i cant expect much for my results, cos i juz merely passed e aggregate score to enter e sch... however, God proved me wrong... in fact, he helped me to achieve many of e results which ive nv saw myself possible to achieve... look @ my science... i scored a c for my science in pri sch... and i was like publicly insulted by my science teacher cos i couldnt ans a simple science qn... (and e prob was dat i was from e 2nd best class... ya stress =x)... and in e end... i was in triple science... irony huh?

e moment i stepped into my jc... i told myself e same thing... cos everyone was like e best of e best... ya... but in e end, God helped me to juggle many of my committments... dance and house com... and i participated in many events la... LOL... reali cannot imagine how i manage to pull thru... LOL... and still God helped me thru my a levels... yup...

but e prob was dat, e moment i stepped into uni, i told myself to keep up wad i had achieved so far... and dat was all wrong!!! wif dat mentality, i have been running e race alone... though wif less committments now (ever since e mistake i made in sem1)... and each time, i returned disheartened... yup... so starting from yest, i told myself dat i will nt indulge in my incorrect mentality... ya aft 3 papers have passed... LOL... nt dat bad wad, at least i realised... haha

tml it's cn1111... oh man... i told myself dat im nt gg in wif a mentality to solve all qns... i will juz attempt to ans PARTS of e qn... hehe... cant expect much la... let God do e rest ba... =)

2 more days n im free!!! cant imagine dat... and i will be gg to japan and korea!!! hehehehehehe

random thots...

hee another fav song of mine... too much to ask by avril lavigne

Its the first time I ever felt this lonely
I wish someone could cure this pain
Its funny when you think its gonna work out
Til you chose weed over me, you're so lame
I thought you were cool until the point
But up until the point you didnt call me
When you said you would
I finally figured out youre all the same
Always coming up with some kind of story

Everytime I try to make you smile
You're always feeling sorry for yourself
Everytime I try to make you laugh
You can't
Youre too tough
You think you're the best
Is it too much that I'm asking for?

I thought you'd come around when I ignored you
So I thought you'd have the decency to change
But babe, I guess you didn't take that warning
'Cause I'm not about to look at your face again
Can't you see that you lie to yourself
You can't see the world through a mirror
It wont be too late when the smoke clears
'Cause I, I am still here
[ "Too Much To Ask" lyrics found on http://www.completealbumlyrics.com ]

But everytime I try to make you smile
You'd always grow up feeling sorry for yourself
Everytime I try to make you laugh
You stand like a stone
Alone in your zone
Is it too much that I'm asking for?
Yeah yeah yeah yeah
Can't find where I am
Lying hereAlone I fear
Afraid of the dark
No one to claim
Alone again

Can't you see that you lie to yourself
You can't see the world through a mirror
It wont be too late when the smoke clears
'Cause I, I am still here
Everytime I try to make you smile
You're always feeling sorry for yourself
Everytime I try to make you laugh
You can't
You're too tough
You think you're the best
It was too much that I'm asking for

running out of stamina...

ok im supposed to study now... but ive juz stopped at 2pm cos i gotta research on my japan and korea trip =x

dunno wad to study le la, i tried to study cm1502 today... but it's like juz running thru lor... no stamina le la... guess ive started chionging too early... HAHA... zy and e rest r now discussing wad r we gg to do on tues... LOL... im already on half-tokyo mood liao... hehe

and i juz realised dat i missed dancing... =x guess i will miss it even more during e trip... nvm shall go and watch e dance performance in korea (The Ballerina Who Loves A B-Boy) =)

exams...

ive been mugging every single day like dunno ever since when... so now ive reached to e pt dat i dunno wad to do now... and yet im still lacking of practice... haix... yup shall do ss later... though ive been getting like b-, b grade... also dunno wad to do to improve it... cos no matter how much effort i put in... seems like a waste... argh... zy says i should study acoording to timeline... hmmm ok... i shall try =x

did a maths paper today and i had so many careless mistakes la!!! oh man... reali dunno wad's on my mind... argh... forever so careless la... can knock myself in e head la!!! tried to study some of ss... shall continue tml, together wif maths... all my ntu friends r like starting to enjoy themselves and i haven even started 1 paper =.= but nvm la... once it begins, everything will pass super fast... haha!!! i hope =x

im now like waiting for borat to buffer... yest i watched evan almighty and it was super funny... but it makes me think for a moment... think abt this:

If you ask for courage, does God give u e courage or will He give u e opportunity to do so? If you ask for bravery, does God give u e bravery or will He give u e opportunity to do so? hmmm food for thought... =)

my wisdom tooth is out!!!

went for scaling and polishing for my teeth on tues aft being asked to go for it like 2 yrs ago... haha so i decided to listen to dr wong so i went to e bukit merah outlet for ntuc denticare... e dentist was vv nice... haha he thot dat i was in yr 4 when i told him im onli yr 1... and he didnt believe me... ok i have an old face... =.=

everything was done in 15mins... when he told me dat i have this wisdom tooth on my upper right side which is tilted... he told me dat it will never come out fully cos it's being blocked by e rest of my teeth... so he suggested me to extract it out... and dat he can do it in like few mins and i can be discharged by 5pm... my appt was at 4.30pm btw... aft thinking it thru, i decided to extract it out... HAHA... ya ah huan is super decisive... LOL... yup so he injected anesthetic into my gum and it became numb... den he covered my eyes... and tataz it was out!!! thank God i didnt have much swelling... went back to eat normal food e nxt day... haha and that was arts canteen's ba chor mee... LOL... ya... but now i still dun dare to eat laksa... =x ah huan has been tolerating... haha

studied alot today!!! so i shall take a rest... now it's backto watching 8 Mile... hehe =)

matlab day =(

met zy on bus 33 to go sch... and i think we pissed e old man who sat in front of us... lol e thing was my legs r quite long... so obviously my knees were pressing against e front seat rite??? so e uncle was quite pissed... so he shifted inside (in front of zy)... which was even worse... cos zy's legs r MUCH LONGER den mine... haha so he turned his head round 1/4 la... nt our fault wad... seats too cramped ma...

today all of us decided to finish up our last matlab assignment... so we camped @ e engin clusters today... until a moth kept ga chao-ing us... it first ga-chao bl... den bl swept it away den it flew towards me... and started to chase aft me =( so we ran round our seats like a bunch og gundus... and e clusters were quite quiet la... OOPS... anyway e moth left us alone... finally... lol... anyway yeah!!! we managed to get it done and over wif... so good lor... aft dat zy and i went to catch a movie @ cineleisure... e funny thing was we intended to watch e 1940 slot of definitely, maybe... but when we were buying e tics... e person said e 1845 slot was available... so we took dat slot... and by e time we reached e theatre, it was juz nice... haha... zy used his uob debit card... so e tics cost onli 8 bucks each, instead of e usu wkend price of 10 bucks!!! haha benefits of using uob cards huh... initially we wanted to book via online, but e tics like quite ex... so yup... decided to put our debit cards to gd use...

definitely, maybe is a super heartwarming show... can deny dat there were 2 scenes which made me cry... but too logical zy kept disturbing me when i was trying to 'feel' from e movie lor... =.= dun forget ur hols assignment k??!! LOL

building e nation...

juz reached home nt long from my supposed-to-be long journey from sch... but i was reading e ss readings on e bus, so by e time i finished 1 article, i reached my stop le... ya datz how long e reading is... argh... ss test on thurs!!! building e nation is so nt easy!!! =.=

today i had e most amazing day of my life... i left my aunt's place at 7am... super early liao.. for my 8am lect... so i took 195 and alighted to change to bus 33... and i waited for 20 mins for dat bus... zy said there were 2 buses coming... and he couldnt take e 1st bus cos it was super packed wif those ns guys (argh) so he went to take e mrt instead... yup so when e 1st bus came, everyone took e 2nd bus la... cos e 1st bus got no seats ma... ok lor... happily happily went on e 2nd bus and ive found a seat... took out my mp3 and i was super happy cos e aircon was blasting... aaahhh so nice....

den e bus juz stopped aft alighting passengers at e dover road bus stop... i thot was traffic jam so it didnt matter much to me... it took me 2 mins to realise dat there wasnt any vehicles in front of dat bus... @ dat pt in time, i said to myself... e bus shouldnt break down la... cos e aircon was still blasting damn strongly... den e bus driver said bus huai diao le =.= and it was 0750... thank God dat there was bus 95 opp la... so i wanted to get down e bus IMMEDIATELY... den e bus uncle didnt open e doors... still busy printing out e tics to "compensate" us... but I DUN EVEN NEED DAT TIC LA!!! JUZ LET ME GET OFF E BUS!!! COS IM SO GG TO BE LATE FOR MY LECT!!! when e doors finally opened... i wanted to get off liao... but den there was this ah pek and this sec sch kid trying to tap their cards REPEATEDLY!!! DIDNT E BUS UNCLE TOLD ALL OF US DAT E BUS IS SPOILT SO AUTOMATICALLY E CARD READERS R SPOILT AS WELL?! and they continued to tap =.=

Lesson No. 1 learnt: Singaporeans are sceptical of one another

when they finally stopped, i chionged out of dat bus... initially i wanted to take cab... but there wasnt any vacant cabs arnd... argh peak hrs ma... so i waited for 95 lor... den 95a came... didnt noe if i shld take cos it terminates @ nuh... but i figured out dat either way... it will be much better for me to take e bus cos i dunno if e nxt bus 95 has space for me la... cos this bus is already almost filled... thank God there were ppl alighting @ my bus stop...

yup so i took e bus and alighted @ nuh... walked 1 bus stop down to wait for shuttle bus a1... and thank God it came quite fast... yup... so i reached my lt 15mins late... i took altogether: 4 buses from depot road to nus... abit irony hor??? uncle lau said i should have gone home on mon nite and take his car to sch instead... LOL...

lecturer onli went thru 1 slide... HAHA thank God... and this was e one of e few times i sit in lect alone... and i realised i can concentrate and understand better... hmmm wad does this apply???

Lesson No. 2 Learnt: it's ok to be alone.

eh nt dat when im wif zy and e rest we talk... but ya... there's a diff... haha

went to print notes wif zy (his printer spoilt liao... dun sad k???) for once he decided to learn from me on how to operate e printers in sch... HAHA... "amazing" lab partner asked me to print 1 copy for him... yup so i helped him lor... nt to my amaze, when i gave him his copy... he didnt offer to pay me... =.= den i realised last time when i lent my cashcard to him to print notes... he didnt pay me also... =.= ok i mean im ok if this happens to uncle lau, zy, zb or bl cos they always help me buy stuff so these stuff often cancelled out... it's like i help u, u help me like dat... but my lab partner??? i mean... i dun noe u well lor... argh (im nt being niao abt this... but e notes doesnt consist of few pgs la...)

Lesson No. 3 Learnt: dun be so helpful to others cos others wont appreciate u

yup... so now im like waiting for my tuition time... gotta travel to punggol... 1 thing im so thankful for e govt & sbs is dat sbs provides concession passes for students... i dunno how i will survive without it man... taking buses back and forth... and adult price... how to la???

ok 1 more addition to my amazing adventure... when i was running for bus 3 juz now... i stepped into a puddle... and my right sandal was soaked in water... (my papillio!!! =x) so i kept running, den i left my right sandal... and i got to run back to get it back... argh!!! and there was ppl!!! =.=

Lesson No. 4 Learnt: dun run so hard for dat stupid bus =.=

Blake

oh man!!! super nice!!!

Funny motor imitation.

hey guys!!! this a funny clip!!!

ah huan tries to mug hard

woke up early today to watch my korean drama... haha finally i started watching it... and to my surprise... it was 10am!!! so i rushed out of home aft dressing up and guess wad??? dearest mu tou overslept... and he juz woke up... haha so we decided to eat @ redhill instead... tried e pontian wanton noodles and it's super great!!! haha wanton was reali crispy... yupyup so if anyone passes by blk 79 @ redhill, can juz try this... i bought e 2.50 bucks one... so serving was super small but it's reali unique, totally diff from e rest of e wanton noodles stalls... haha

e funny thing was zy wanted to order it as well,but den when i saw e uncle served e soup... e soup looks like e cmi kind, so i told him nt to order... haha... poor him went to order prata... sorry =x

lects today was fine... e weird thing was i left my pencil case @ my aunt's place... so i went to sch WITHOUT a pencil case... wad on earth am i doing in sch den... LOL... heng heng, zy got a mechanical pencil which he borrowed from his sis and has yet to return it (bad zy!!!)... and i wonder y cos this pencil has these words, 'cherry pomp' written on it... LOL... and juz nice his 'hollow' eraser broke into 2 pieces... so can lend me 1 of dat... haha thanks zy =)

went back home, tried to do my maths tut but to no avail (again =x) but i dunno whether im on e right track... guess i need my notes at home =( tml is an early day for me... 8am let... hope i pay attn to it... haha... and tml got ss tut... argh disgusting dun even noe wad e tutor wans so i also dunno how to present e ans... everyone takes out e marlboro and smoke thru (dunno bout e rest of e artsy fartsy ppl... but zy, bl, zb and i reali do dat... LOL) i mean ans to e pt --> lack of analysis b-... beat arnd e bush --> a+ ??? argh i reali hope to do well in this mod... cos i dunwanna use my su AGAIN for this sem... cos im still in yr 1 man!!! argh =x

okok enuff bitching... jie and i watched e repeat telecast of spop yest... man my face is so freaking square and big!!! guess sia see was rite aft all =x

study!!!

went for blast yest and pat told us dat we're doing more of a gangster dance... ya and im aching now =x e most funny thing was dat jeremy (whom i hardly talk to) told kenny dat im pat's niece =.= alamak pat's niece is wei ting la!!! nt me!!! -_-"

rag meeting ended at 9pm yest and xiao di gave me a lift back home... thanks xiao di~! since i couldnt make it for e surprise party... i decided to give him a treat... haha... partner and e rest gave him a vv great surprise party @ west coast mac... too bad i wasnt there =x

today's classes were fine... finished at 4pm... and got a lift back home from uncle lau... hehe thanks for dong bang-ing me from sch and to sch!!! haha... so when i went back home, i was super tired and i slept while watching larry king... LOL haven been watching tv la... den also quite tired so i fell asleep... when i woke up for dinner it was 1930 le... watching gong zhu xiao mei now... wu zun is so shuai!!! haha... and zhang shao han is so pretty... but this show quite lame la... LOL... shall study hard tml and go eat @ ichiban boshi tml wif zy!!! =)

MY 100TH POST!!!

haha juz realised this is my 100th post... LOL... wa didnt noe i blogged so much sia... haha... actuali quite little la... but at least is more den b4 la... haha

came back aft jdc concert... i muz say e ticket sales were super bad... e audi was onli 1/3 filled? onli half of e front stall seats were filled... and there were empty seats... =x didnt give my full out... guess it's e cold... me super weak now...

went to school and went straight to sta travel agency... and i was being fu yan away by e woman... i said i wanted to enquire abt open jaw tickets... told her i wanted to fly from spore to japan den korea to spore... den she tell me got such ticket... 600++ bucks onli... from spore to japan, japan to korea, korea to spore... den i double checked wif her e details and she said yes... alamak even her sec sch kid also noe dat it's impossible to get a tic at this price la... u think i dumb ah??? couldnt be bothered by her and i didnt wan my day to get ruin by her rite @ e start la... nonsense woman... erjie told me i shouldnt like dat... should have asked for her name and complain... argh slacker woman... u were eating chips when i saw u la... u so slack liao do a little bit of work also cannot ah???

heck care... im so nt gg to purchase any tics from u...

went for lects... skipped cn tut to go for maths tut... couldnt understand alot of things la... argh... went for cn1111 lect and e amazing thing was i understood all e stuff ^^ matlab lect was fun too... aft which, i went straight to ntu le...

did finish my matlab lab assignment le... and i cleared my cm1502 lab report liao... yeah~! da gong gao cheng... have to give tuition tml morning... den got cam run tml until midnite!!! hope i can rmb e steps... =x

dance, dance and dance!!!

yest rehearsal was super chop chop... haha we finished at 2145... and thank God... all e buses came super fast... so i reached rachel and aprine's room at 2230 la... LOL speedo leh... aft which chel brought me to fong seng to eat my post dinner cum supper... haha... i ate e maggi goreng and it's quite nice =) thanks to aprine, i was able to slp on her bed... thanks gal =)

chit chatted wif rach and i did my stuff... and bu zhi bu jue... it was 3am already!!! and i had a 9am class e nxt day... LOL... chel said she normally cant wake up de... and guess wad??? i managed to wake her up lor... LOL... wo shi li hai de... chel brought me down to eusoff canteen to eat... gotta help to collect aprine's food... so chel wrote 2 matric card no.s on a piece of paper for me to enter... LOL... obviously e person suspected la... den asked me if i was new here... and i said... yes??? LOL

went for maths lab class and there was onli 10ppl... hai hao marianne came... haha zong suan got some1 to accompany me... sigh... and e rest of e day was super lethargic... guess it's e lack of slp... =x and i think im gg to fall sick soon...

rushed down to ntu straight aft class today wif zy... e rehearsal was ok la... haha i totally screw e 1st run cos i totally forgot my steps... HAHA... lots of waiting time also... hai hao, i brought my laptop... so can do half of e matlab assignment... shall complete it tml... i hope... LOL...

when it came to e 2nd run... we asked e stage manager when do we enter e stage... since e mc was talking... den he replied... actuali i also dunno leh... wa piang and i heard this com is also under e same com as impresario... alamak can u pls wake up ur idea??? if u dunno e roles of a stage manager, pls dun take up e job k??? @ least find out some info from ur seniors la... which i bet e impre com didnt do it... ARGH...

maybe im juz being bitchy la... but i cant stand disorganisation... if it's a big event... im sure no one wans to mess up e whole event... so... we can all corporate together... and organisers also have to do ur part la...

guess it's e lack of slp and datz y im back to my complaining mode... ok shall go zzzzz now... tml gotta wake up early again... 8am lect and im hitching a ride from uncle lau!!! =)

mugging hard...

planned to wake up @8am tody, instead i woke up @ 0730... LOL cant slp too much al.. since i slept at 2330 last nite... 8hrs of slp leh!!! haha... watched step up wif zy yest... for e 1st time, i book e tics thru credit card... LOL nv tried it b4... im soo noob!!! i was super amazed dat u can collect e tics thru any axs stations... den i was like... axs stations can print gv tics meh??? haha ya they can... 1 pathetic slip of receipt-looking paper is ur tics lor... HAHA... thank God i printed out b4 i took e train... e queue to collecting tics were long lor... haha heng heng i bought e tics online... cos e theatre was half filled already when i bought it online... looks like everyone likes this show...

zy said nv to step into plaza sing gv anymore... he couldnt stand e ambience of e cinema... HAHA... he said he rather pay dat 50cents more to watch it @ cine or e grand cathay... HAHA ok lor...

anyway, i feel dat step up2 appeals more to e street-stylers... it's totally diff from step up1, which involves more of jazz and hip hop fusion... more like stomp of e yard kind... so if u dunno how to appreciate e real original hip hop style... i guess u wont enjoy e show... haha... but i feel dat there were more gimmicks in step up1 la... channing tatum onli appeared for like 5-8 mins... but his moves were enuff to thrash robert hoffman... HAHA... yes dat dude's moves were super impressive... esp e part on e trampoline...

obviously dance shows like these have less story line la... but step up1 had more story to it... haha but i like e songs in step up2!!! im so gg to buy it... LOL...

hmm rating wise.... 7/10 =)

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juz finished cn1111 tut... gg to start reading on those wordy ss readings =x i hafta complete my ss tut TODAY... so dat i can watch my korean drama... aft which i got rehearsal @ 7pm!!! gt a vv bad feeling dat it will end late... argh... and i seem to forget e steps liao... OH NO!!! =( ah huan shall perservere...

ah huan is sad =(

brought e korean drama discs to my aunt's place to watch... den realise dat e com cannot read dvd =( dun wan to watch outside cos i dun wan to disturb e rest... guess i shall juz resort to blogging and reading manga ba...

yest was a super interesting day... i went to crash cm1502 tut and i saw e infamous chem eng couple and zheng wen... haha so i had someone i noe to accompany me thru e tut... aft which i went to have dg wif yong chean and janice... den i went for e-stylez lunch... it's like a mini update session for all of us on wad we went thru dat wk... haha... den we went for blast... erwin thot us this choreo which he learnt from youtube... super his style... haha quite diff to get e groove into me la... couldnt stay for e 2nd choreo cos i need to rush for my e other rehearsal... thanks to alvan who ferried us to e kr terminal so i wasnt wet... but i was wet from e perspiration... LOL...

went for rehearsal yest and it was super chop chop... so fast dat we actuali had 30mins of chatting time... haha was damn funny to chit chat wif zaki, candy and ash... LOL dad came to pick me up... thanks dad =)

realised i couldnt perform for e good fri's show... sigh cos of rehearsals scheduled on fri itself... got cam run =x reali vv sorry guys...

tml's gg to be a hectic day for me... gg to rush back home aft maths lect to give tuition to my 2 kids... den can watch step up2 wif zy lor!!! yeah im so excited abt e show!!! =)

ah huan is pissed.

im blogging this cos i wan to send a note to parents who r sending their kids for tuition... pls ensure dat ur kid wans to study and nt trying to merely obey ur commands... yes, im paid for all e lessons and i ought to be sure dat ur kids show gd results... but hey... im nt giving tuition merely for e sake of money... i rather help ppl who wan to help themselves... i understand dat my dear wendy is busy and she noes dat it's time for her to buckle up le... and ok i will try to help her, cos she's willing to put in effort... but e other one??? finding excuses dat im sick, i gt book review, blah blah blah... when i noe dat u r watching tv and lay-paking at home... if u seriously wan to pull up ur grades, PLS DO STH... dun expect me to push u as and when u like... it's e hols i noe... but consider e no. of times u have been postponing tuition... it's definately more den wad wendy does throughout these almost 4 yrs dat im teaching her... PLS WAKE UP URSELF... and i dun wan to earn ur money if u r nt willing to help urself... even jonan wanted to help himself... and i appreciate dat...

ok enuff of complaints... im feeling much better now

took e same bus as zy for e 1st time in dunno how many mths... poor me was squeezed rite in front of the bus... carrying my laptop... =( and onli when i sat down, zy saw me and came over... i was abit shocked... stupid bus, waited for 20mins for it... nvm...

did finish matlab assignment during break, so i guess i dun need to go for matlab tml!!! crashing uncle lau's cm1502 tut tml... hope e tutor doesnt find out... hmmm dunno how to explain to blast abt my situation... got zaki's rehearsal tml... hope i still rmb e steps... =x

took uncle lau's car home today... he sent me to my house... THANKS UNCLE LAU!!! slept for 1 hr, den went to do maths... and i think im screwed la... quite tough leh... =( onli did like 3qns out of 6 la =x i hate modelling!!! gg to eat dinner soon le... shall eat le den go give tuition... wont unleash my anger on her... cos my qi xiao le... HAHA

on 2nd thot... hmmm i shall go and crash e 10am-11am cm1502 slot... rehearsal should be late tml, i suppose... den can go for blast... feel bad for nt gg =(

dry throat =x

argh im like now guan-ning water... having dry throat now... =( nevertheless, i fully enjoyed e dinner!!! haha

went for rehearsal juz now... hee managed to catch e steps... all of e gals doing 3 items... so yup doing 3 items... LOL there was this particular part where we gotta kick and lift our left leg during e 1st time, but 2nd time we r NT SUPPOSED to kick... so blur ah huan went to kick e 2nd time and i was rite in front of zaki... LOL so he laughed like mad... LOL... and ah huan is losing her flexibility, guess i gotta start training it or else i will end up like wad i did during e superheroes show (burok kick) LOL

finished my cm1502 tut le... yeah... ah huan did study during e rehearsal lor... LOL... i mean wad i said... this wk shall be a dancing wk for me... wad an irony from wad i blogged last wk =.=

i noe e consequence.

woke up early to start to do my lab report... but i realised dat e graph i plotted wasnt precised enuff cos of e older version of excel... sigh... so now im waiting for zy to wake up, so dat i can use his laptop... and while waiting... zaki called me and told me dat he will put me in 2 items onli... so on 2nd thots, i agreed... and yes, i noe e consequences... show is on 26th march... wif 2/3 rehearsals this wk... full dress rehearsal on 22nd, cam run on 25th... should be ok la... zaki said he will make sure i study during rehearsals... LOL i guess this time round is nt abt trying... I WILL STUDY DURING REHEARSALS...

gotta rush out my report by today... if nt, i wont have time... gt rehearsal tml... so i better start priortising my stuff... no cn1111 tut nxt wk... so datz a gd thing... means i onli need to do cm1502 and maths tut... nt to mention, my lab report... =x

1st programming assignment!!!

it was such a gd and cooling day today dat i almost didnt wan to wake up... haha so nice to sleep leh... cos it was drizziling, my grandma fetched me down to e bus stop wif an umbrella... thanks nai nai =)

e 1st lect i had today was cm1502... zy said e lecturer looked like my sis when she's in short hair... HAHA some more talk like her... eh jie, zy insulting u lor... cos @ e start of e lect, my lecturer apologised for talking monotonously lor... HAHA... oh well... i like dat lecturer lor... gou shuang kuai... release us in 1h instead of e usu 2hrs... hehe

went for cn1111 tut and nv failed to dun understand wad mark saeys said... haix... shall learn e art of chem engin asap... =x

rushed back home to give tuition, rush out my matlab assignment and maths tut... hee thanks to uncle lau, i was able to get back home at 1645!!! haha... thank God, i managed to run my 1st matlab programme... hehe... tried to calculate zy, bl and my cap and it works!!! yeah... haha zong suan jiao cai le... hehe erjie, wo shi you qian tu de lor... when mum came into my room, i told her im doing e simplified version of wad im doing... den i asked her to see, she refused... LOL...

tried to attempt as many maths tut qns dat i can do le... e rest shall leave it tml... God, pls gimme ideas for rag, PLEASE!!! =x

ah huan needs patience.

finished all my mid term tests liao... yest was e most tiring day of my life... having 3 tests and 1 super long experiment wif 80 readings in a day wasnt a nice thing for me... zy said like dat better cos can get it done and over wif... but e thing is... it's so mentally exhausting!!! haha nevertheless, im glad dat it's over... despite e stupid calculate e thickness of e earth's atmostphere in cn1111, e stupid cm1502 tutor who made me run all e way to e other side of e hall to get my matric card when e lecturer said no need to and insufficient time to do e maths paper.... im ok la... shall take a rest this wk... dun feel like doing cn1111 and maths tut cos i wanna rest plus... vv difficult... malthus modelling qns r so long =x

yest was like sitting for patience test... whoever whom i dun wan to mention, reali pissed me off big time, ive nv seen a guy who has ego so high (nt to mention, zy, zb, bl and uncle lau la... HAHA... @ least they have sth which they can base their ego on) this stupid guy... who insulted dat my maths vv lousy... skipped a total of 3 readings during my expt... nv mind... 1st time was 2 readings and they were @ my most critical part opf my expt... they were supposed to help me judge e endpt of my titration... and he screwed up... nvm... say until so easy... ask me go find out e rest of our peers' increment... UNCLE, U THINK SO EASY IZIT??? WE STARTED OFF WIF A HIGHER READING COS OF OUR MACHINE, AND OUR ENDPT IS MUCH EARLIER DEN DEM!!! worst thing was, he did it again e 2nd time la... i knew sth like this would happen cos he's a super impatient guy... dat experiment needs us to be extra careful and precise... and during e whole experiment, he was juz complaining dat he hasnt studied for e maths test ah... haven do mid term paper ah... blah blah blah... U BUGGER!!! DUN U NOE DAT EVERYONE ALSO HAS MATHS TEST TO STUDY??? U THINK U R E ONLI ONE KENA STUCK IN THIS SITUATION AH??? gd thing is, i didnt lose my cool... thanks to sia see, wan tian, leonard and daphne who gave me a smile to cheer me up... IM SO GLAD DAT WE R ONLI LEFT WIF 1 EXPERIMENT TO DO... u super competitive guy... got a b+ for e lab report den scold h*** g**... gt a need to lose ur cool like dat nt??? i also got a b+ la... should i lose my cool like u???

ok im feeling better now. haha.

had matlab session today... didnt manage to finish it... so i gotta continue doing tml aft giving tuition to melissa... had discipleship session wif janice and yong chean... it has been such a long time since i last went to dg la... haha... went for blast prac today... joo teng taught us 2 choreos taken from youtube... haha it's e style which i dun c myself gd @, but i tried k??? haha... learning e 2 choreos in 2hrs nt vv easy leh... further adds on on my mental stress... haha...

yupyup ah huan wans to rest this wk... shall catch up nxt wk la... haha but matlab assignment is due on this fri =(

cramping all e formulae and stuff...

had matlab test today and guess wad??? ah huan was super careless again... argh hate mcq... and e thing was it's open bk leh... damn it... argh.... nevertheless, beloved sis asked me to concentrate on my e other subjects and dun care abt matlab le... haix...

e thing is when i opened up my cn lect notes and tuts... im filled wif qns like y im studying chem engin... cos cn1111 is so super difficult... janice said cn1111 is already e easiest chem engin mod le... sigh i dunno how to endure for e nxt coming 3 yrs... AAAHHHH~!

talked to zy juz now... and he asked me nt to cramp so many stuff le... i managed to calm down aft talking to him... hee thanks, mu tou =) wif attempts of marlboro, dunhill, viceroy and texas here and there... we managed to clarify certain doubts... HAHA... but ppl, smoking isnt good k??? im lame =x cos im stressed

didnt blog abt it dat day... but we, e d-vantagers, came in 1st for impresario!!! haha... yes we won e senior gals and e senior guys teams... hmmm.... nevertheless, it has been a great experience for all of us... and this was absolutely e 1st time i felt proud dancing @ mediacorp... cos e audience applauded for us, DANCERS!!! nt e artistes.... haha sth diff sia... and it was machiam a standing ovation lor... LOL ok im exaggerating... haha but our last pose was a salute position... HEHE

had a hard time removing my hair... LOL but thanks to beloved sis who used nail clipper to cut e rubber bands, my hair was saved... HAHA if nt, huo guo jiang hui shi bu kan she xiang... LOL

ok im like having cn1111 test @ 8am to 9.30am, cm1502 test @ 12pm to 1pm and ma1506 test @8pm to 9pm... and nt to forget, e killer expt 3 @ 2pm to 5pm... God pls help me... i reali dun wan to get burnt out b4 my maths test... i dun wan to have a mental block again... man dat experience was certainly traumatic for me... ah huan will nv do dat again!!! =x

my mind is squashed wif stuff

decided to give up on cn1111 and move on... cos i cant remain stagnant too long =x went for dance prac yest and ive managed to squash e steps in2 my mind... but i still got psycho-motor probs la... LOL so need to practise on my own le... d-vantagers, thanks for being patient and tolerant towards me... haha i noe ive been skipping pracs but im glad dat u all find time to teach me e stuff... =) thanks to mov also... cos i cant go down wif dem today to lavender to buy costumes cos i gotta study... but mov said he will help me buy =)

ok im finishing cm1502 soon... wan to move on to maths soon... im worried dat i cant rmb e stuff la... =x

yest erjie brought me to e quad to eat claypot chicken... man e portion is so big la!!! and it costs onli 4 bucks!!! haha initially we wanted to order claypot seafood one... but den e person said no more seafood le onli left chicken... so we took e chicken lor... den e person behind us ordered claypot, but e person said sold out... hehe thank God we got e last 2 claypots... haha... or else our long walk to e quad will be wasted... erjie brought me to e quad there to print my notes... gosh e place is so condusive to study can??? who says ntu lack of places to study ah??? haha... and it's so quiet also...

ok shall go wash up now... LOL i haven washed up yet la... HAHA... yes, im missing u 2... =(

stressed out =x

tried to understand e concepts for cn1111 today... outcome???

not much better

argh i think whenever i study cn1111, i will age like few mths... this mod is giving me headache... senior said it's like e easiest chem engin mod... =.= studied @ central library today... from 9am to 7pm... but i still dun understand alot of stuff la... understand e formulae liao, den try to attempt tut qns... in e end also dunno how to do... =x cannot la... gotta start cm1502 le... or else dun have time liao... gg for impre dance prac finally... sorry for ps-ing u guys... but i gotta cramp all e stuff in like these few days... no time to study aft e comp la... cos my tests r on mon and tues... argh...

ah huan is vv stressed now... how??? haix...

tuition day.

woke up @ 9am today... super unlike of me... since ive always wake up punctually @ 0830 during wkends... haha... yes ah huan is tired... and i went to switch on tv and watched channel 55... and im hooked on this new drama called ying xin jie fu... im so gg to like watch it online if possible... HAHA... i was laughing super loudly and i watched it straight for 3hrs... LOL

gave tuition to wendy today and i went to youth, like finally... haha but i couldnt stay for long cos gotta give tuition to melissa... waited super long for bus3 la... dunno y it took forever... cos it was e onli bus @ e bus stop... all of us stood up when we saw an sbs bus passing by... LOL... yes e bus stop was crowded cos of e stupid bus delay... so we had like so many of fake surprises... argh

reach melissa's place @ onli like 1930... ya dat stupid bus... haha but today im quite happy cos i feel dat melissa has improved quite abit for chinese... at least now she noes how to read more cl words... hehe... ok la... auntie celina sent me back home... so nice of her... =) we chit chatted and i realised how much my parents care for me by asking me to stay over @ my aunt's.... together wif my aunt's family... they reali wan to help me out... thanks =) ah huan will always remember this... and i will do u all proud in return for ur care and concern...

guess ive learnt alot today abt repentance and humanity... thanks for making me more human... i thot ive lost my sense of humanity ever since i indulge in my own world of busi-ness... =)

shall take a break from dancing.

ah huan decided to take a break... and try to be a gd chem engin student... HAHA... so much dat i have a super big pimple on my forehead now... yes alot of ppl were amazed @ e size of it la... ss and yan ling said they could c e pimple from afar... -_-" ok this shows dat im stressed k??? HAHA... dun wanna screw my mid terms again!!!

zaki called me today... cant do e show la... despite e short rehearsals... till date i still have yet to attend any impre pracs la... oh man... guess i have alot to catch up!!!

finished choreo-ing e super simple steps for e filming on sun... HAHA... all of my fellow blast hippies caught e steps quite fast also... so yeah!!! we r all ready for e filming on sun!!! i hope... haha ok i have faith dat we would!!! went to ang suah to eat dessert with partner... talked abt alot of things... partner bu kui shi wo de partner... hehe i promise dat i will study super hard k??? den we can join hip hop nite nxt yr!!! HAHA... hope dat we can go for dance pracs and e dance concert together in seoul!!! hope dat e schedule can match... =x

ok ah huan is tired... giving tuition tml and gg to attend youth which i haven been doing for e past few mths... =x ah huan is gg to get her priorties right this time, i promise.

Shinhwa-Perfect Man m/v

this was e 1st song which i choreo to... haha brings back memories sia.. ahs council... HAHA

home alone.

woke up at 0815 and i read e newspapers... a routine which i would dutifully obey since sec sch when im @ home mugging for exams... i would always pour myself a cup of super warm water... plus bread spead wif peanut butter... den bring all these stuff to e living room where i will read e newspapers on dat cold marble floor... apparently... i cant do this now ever since e day my dajie asked my mum to terminate e contract wif e newspaper vendor... argh... ya so obviously i haven been reading e newspapers...

hmmm... but today was diff... im @ my aunt's place... so i drank my fav soya bean milk and ate spaghetti which was cooked by my nai nai... aft which i slamned myself wif e numerous ss readings =x

my nai nai went out in e aftnoon so i had to cook my own lunch... yeah my fav maggi mee... datz y i think i can nv stay in hall cos i will adopt e habit of eating cup noodles for meals... LOL... aft lunch, i forced myself to memorise all e history facts... yes my mind is exploding soon... wan 2 sit for e paper like now so dat i can juz throw away all these facts... and i noe uni history isnt gg to be easy... think memorise also muz noe how to use e facts to ans e qns... sth im extremely weak in...

went to e living room to study and uncle david (e neighbour nxt door) was playing di ni hua... to think dat i can identify e song... LOL... im a cantonese k??? of cos i noe dat song la... my dad's fav duet wif my mum leh... nai nai came back @ 2pm and time reali passed super fast... it was 4++pm liao... my nai nai super cute... came to me and said y am i nt feeling hungry... den she started munching on snacks... so i joined her lor... anyway approximately 5pm liao ma... my official knock off timing... haha... so i decided to watch tv lor... e ellen degeneres show and tyra banks show which i swiftly changed to kids central to watch daffy duck... LOL... saw this 15 yr old filipino gal in e ellen degenres show singing... and gosh her vocals were so gd!!! reminded me of e filipinos who sand during church service while we were there for mission rip... e filipinos are reali blessed wif great vocals... to c them singing so passionately for God, despite e mediocre standard of musical instruments and equipment, was vv touching... i still could remember e guilt i had while i was listening to them pouring their hearts for God... and now im thinking abt myself... i haven been attending church and youth regularly cos of my dance committments... and i guess it's time to stop these stuff... and im slowly drifting away... i wan to come back again... im sorry, God...

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my nai nai super nice... asked me which veg i eat and whether i eat zhu gan (pig's liver) and fa cai... i wondered if i wasnt @ home, she would be so lonely @ home... hated dat i couldnt chit chat wif her cos gotta study ss... but thank God i managed to finish it by 4++pm... so i chit chatted wif her lor... now i noe e reason y i stayed home e whole day today... maybe God was trying to give me a chance to interact wif my nai nai despite my busi-ness... =)

watched e channel u 7pm korean drama wif xiao rui and nai nai... apparently xiao rui has a test tml... both xiao wei and i were pressurising her to study for her geog test... LOL... and me??? still dare to watch korean drama... reward ma... haha... ok so now im sitting down blogging like a couch potato... maybe zy was right... there's benefits of staying @ home... nt doing anything... haha...

i hope tml's test would be ok... i dun wan to waste another day, stuck on e shadows of my mistake...

izit too much dat im asking for???

woke up @ 6am today... ya onli had 4 hrs of slp... went to sch wif uncle lau and realised dat mark saeys was lecturing today for cn1111... apparently a continuation of where he last stopped... so i didnt bring e notes lor... but thank God i still have a laptop... haha... so can refer and go on msn also... LOL... and thanks to uncle lau... he helped me to submit my data sheet... HAHA cos blur ah huan forgot to attach e data sheet when submitting e lab report... LOL... THANKS UNCLE LAU!!!

went to crash cm1502 tut today and i was shot e most diff qn -_-" obviously ah huan didnt noe how to draw e dot and crosses la... cos i juz drew e skeletal structure... ok so ah huan went to look for zy aft her tut... waited for him till 4pm when he called and said he juz remembered dat he got cm tut aft his gen bio lect... OK this is e 1st time u ps me... LOL... so i shall not ji chou (since ah huan has always been putting u on numerous aeroplanes... LOL)

tried to do e matlab assignment... hmmm should be ok la... so i shant go for matlab tml... stay @ home and hopefully finish memorising all e historical facts abt Spore... ARGH!!! 1st mid term of e yr sia... i wanna dye my hair this sem!!!

Impresario semis 2008-d-vantagers

HAHA yup this was us at causeway... izaac u missed this performance!!!

stressed =x

ah huan is super stressed now... cant even finish maths oscillation tut... cos im like stuck and dunno wad im solving =x... and thurs is e ss exam... wif so many stuff nt memorised... super nt prepared for midterms... dun wan e same thing to happen to me again!!! argh... i muz be able to fulfill my wish of dying my hair this sem!!! haha yes, datz my motivation force... LOL...

tml we r finally having our official dance prac over @ ntu... we were editing music on our last prac... vernon reali put in effort in editing this one... hehe thanks vernon!!! hope we r able to come up wif steps tml =x

juz realised dat e musical filming is on this sat... oh man... means i have to choreo by fri and teach them... and matlab assignment better be done by wed... or else i also dun have time to study for ss plus to choreo for e musical!!! ah!!! someone save me!!! =x

ah huan doesnt noe wad to do now...

yes im now slacking... juz remembered dat i haven helped my sis to research on japan stuff... LOL yes supposed to research on it and i forgot... paiseh la... haha oh well... shall go research later...

im sorry zy for fu-yaning u e whole day yest... u reali surprised wif dat bouquet of flowers... didnt expect u to do dat...and u planning it like 1 wk ago... it's so nt u... haha even u admitted to it... thanks alot for everything... i reali liked e sashimi... haha thanks, mu tou =)

anyway... when we were making our way to e restaurant.... on bus 33, there were these 3 gals standing in front of us... when 1 of them started talking in this fake american accent and bimbotically... emp all e "oh my God..." and "it's totally like..." ya... imagine this scenario when it's like 6pm ++ already... aft a long day at work or in sch... and u finally got e time to settle down and rest for awhile b4 gg home to rest for e day... and there's this gal who started to talk in super loud voice machiam e whole bus is hers... shouting e f word when e bus uncle jammed e brakes cos of e sudden brake by e vehicle in front... i started taking out my mp3 and decided to share it wif zy since i can sense him gg to lose it anytime... LOL... e gal started to talk abt guys she prefer to date, etc... which nono of us on e bus were interested to hear... ya she was literally shouting... and den suddenly i saw zy's earpiece dropped... and he said to dat gal, "excuse me, can u lower down ur volume?" HAHA and another lady from e opp side said to her e same thing... LOL... i guessed e gal and her friends were super embarresed... juz nice... they were alighting at dat particular bus stop... so we onli had peace for e nxt 10mins... ARGH

i juz realised dat ss exam is juz nxt wk... i mean i noe e date... but i didnt expect it to come so fast... LOL... okok ah huan shall work hard this sem and try my vv best to fulfill my wish of dying my hair aft this sem... haha... i will work hard de!!! ah huan jia you =)

shall go research now, take nap den go for hip hop nite...

memories...

gave tuition to wendy today... prada (one of e dogs) had nv failed to terrorise me... LOL he was barking all e way when i got up off my seat to go for my toilet break... HAHA... ok he listened to me k??? i felt quite accomplished @ dat instant... HAHA

finally finished reading thru my lab procedure for tml... prepared my data sheet liao lor... haha hope i can finish within e time frame tml and wont have cock ups from e t.a =x... gotta wear shoes tml... so it's back to my dance attire... HAHA... asked raz abt e venue for tml's prac but he replied dat i did nt need to go down for prac cos they doing reblocking for e sch performance on wed and thurs... haha so gd lor... tml shall try to gao dim e lab report... so dat i can finish by wed... this wk gotta prepare stuff ahead sia...

was listening to 98.7fm for e past 3 hrs... feels gd to have my radio back... i can finally switch on e radio while i slp once again!!! listening to songs played while i was back den mugging hard @ nite for a levels... brings back gd old memories... as if time has stopped... for once, im nt even worried abt e time.... even when i got sch @ 8am tml... and my fav song went on air:

When You're Gone - Avril Lavigne

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days felt like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie
Is made up on your side
When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Did you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do
Reminds me of you
And the clothes you left
they lie on my floor
And they smell just like youI love the things that you do
When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Did you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
And when you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were
Yeah Yeah
All I ever wanted it was for you to know
Everything I do I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe, I need to feel you here with me
Yeah

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear will always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

this song has nv failed to make me tear... sounds silly but ya... guess im emo-ing... juz wan to say im sorry... if u r reading this...

hardworking ah huan.

woke up at 0830 today and straight away, i chiong thru my tuts... hee cleared ss, maths and cn tut lor!!! hehe... and ive finally finished up e last bit of matlab!!! yeah~!

went over to bai nian @ zy's house onli @ 1415 cos i wanted to finish up all my work... since there's gonna be dance prac tml... so no time to do either... plus giving tuition and stuff =x

train was half empty today la... guess dat it's cny chu san ba... tried to fall asleep on e train but i couldnt la... haha guess my mind was still pretty awake from all e tuts... LOL

played mahjong @ zy's place and e 1st thing i did was to anyhow hu my pai... LOL... wasnt aware how to count fans and stuff... and they were actuali playing min 3 fans... LOL... took super long to learn e rules... HAHA... slow learner sia... so i was declared bankrupt twice... and e irony was i took over zy's bro-in-law... and he had been winning like big amts... and i juz lost all e chips like dat... LOL... e funny part came when i was holding my last 4 tiles... and waiting for e last tile... and turns out dat zy has e exact 4 tiles as me... so we were waiting for e same tile... ie 6 tong... and zy's second sis was holding onto it la... LOL...

but ah huan did actuali win 1 k??? i won a ban she... bamboos cum triplets of a big pai... which i forgot wad it is... haha... 5 fans lor... finally got 1 achievement... HAHA... my mum actuali called me @ 8 plus to ask me to go back home... but i felt dat i haven learnt enuff yet... LOL funny thing was by e time i reached back home @ arnd 2220... she didnt scold me... guess dat she knew she had to hong me @ 8 plus to get me reahed home by 10 plus... clever mum... HAHA

ok ah huan is scared of looking @ this coming wk's schedule... cos mon would be tuition, tues would be dance prac, wed would be tuition, thurs would be =), fri would be dance prac, sat would be musical filming and make-up maths tut... if possible, church youth steamboat... sun would be dance prac again... HELP!!!

haha juz got news dat tml we will be gg to vernon's and jacky's place... juz brainstorming for ideas... so no dance prac!!! yeah!!!

da nian chu yi

ok today i woke up quite early den e past few yrs... haha... i woke up at 9am++... i DID help in preparing food to bring to my da yi's place... i helped to roast e peanut for e yu sheng... still gotta remove e skin and stuff... haha... and my sis and i watched some paris show halfway... sigh cant continue now cos i gotta chiong for ss tut... matlab deadline has been extended... which im 90% completed... -_-" ok nvm shall focus on finishing ss and maths tut...

went to my da yi's place to visit all my relatives from my mum's side... and yes i realised how OLD i am cos of my small little nephew whom is 12 YRS YOUNGER den me, his name is shawn... yes he's a fellow dragon... and i realised both of us had alot of similarities:

1) We are both talkative.
2) We are vv clumsy.
3) We cant take super spicy stuff (thats when im young like HIM).
4) We like to play @ my da yi's swing.
5) We love to shift e blame onto others.

LOL... and yes i met little benedict who is 3 yrs old onli... and he's my little nephew too... he's super quiet... hee but datz wad i like abt him... wad happened was he didnt noe how to wear his shoes... so i gotta help him... den it was e socks... and i have to correct him on how to wear e socks... hee... 3 yrs old onli ma... so muz help lor... e funniest part was when shawn offered benedict har bi hiang... i started saying... y jie jie dun have??? den little benedict went to tap shawn again to take another piece of e har bi hiang for me!!! so sweet!!! =)

yup for e rest of e day, my sis and i juz stared @ e tv watching random programmes... this yr there wasnt loud singing of hokkien songs... it's quite peaceful... HAHA... cos im nt reali vv close wif my nieces and nephew who are of my generation... my cousins are like 30++ yrs old... ya... datz e age gap im experiencing... im already an aunt when i came into e world... HAHA sad case...

talked to zy @ 6 plus cos i couldnt tahan e sian-ness... and he told me dat zb, bl, justin and him are planning to go to tioman during e hols... ARGH!!! dun think i can go cos my parents sure wont allow... i asked him to ask my parents on my behalf when he comes to bai nian @ my place... LOL... he said no... u r so bad!!! HUMPFH... LOL

yeah tml we're gg to jb!!! to visit my relatives... will be gg to my uncle's house instead of a restaurant... it has been a long long time since i last seen my cousins... i miss yuan xiang!!! my sis said he changed alot... ok i shall c for myself tml den... thinking of bringing ss readings to e road trip tml... hmmm

so tired!

ok today i woke up early so dat i can clear my stuff in my "room"... but a terrible incident happened which got me all in cold sweat until 10am la... haix... right now im still feeling a little nauseous... =s

yes so my room is all cleared up wif a table now... wif my dearest radio!!! =) no need to rely on my lappie for online streaming for 98.7FM!!! haha

gonna be a long long day @ my da yi's house tml... and matlab is half done!!! haha ok 90% done so im happy!!! yeah

all set for cny???

went back home to give tuition to melissa... and now im sitting in front of my laptop watching e lake house... hmmm finally la... haha... didnt get to watch dat show last yr cos i didnt have time... keanu reeves is so shuai and sandra bullock is so pretty... so touching sia... im still watching it halfway while waiting for it buffer... haha... pls buffer quickly!!!

gg to wake up early tml to da shao chu... and also to shift my table and cd player to my "room"... argh still got so many stuff uncleared!!! argh... shall settle everything by tml so dat i can kai kai xin xin eat my tuan yuan fan... and watch raz, pam, shawn they all performing @ e cny eve show... haha

a trip to ikea. finally.

ah huan made an achievement today... i stayed awake for all e lects cum cn tut despite nt understand wad my tutor was talking abt for dat cn tut... HAHA... i didnt slp lor... enjoyed most of e lects la... except for maths... think i have to digest it during cny hols =x

janice, my discipleship mentor told me dat @ times she felt like bringing her tb to her relatives' place during cny visitation... haha i totally understand wad she's saying now... haix but everyone does noe dat it's a taboo!!! =x

me aim to finish matlab on chu xi!!! i shall stay awake to shou ye, while doing matlab... haha... great plan rite??? den like dat i can go visiting wif relief and stress-free... HAHA... but i hope to do finish la.. doesnt mean i can finish la... =x

went to ikea aft completing my lab report and eating my dinner... took bus 58 to tamp ikea... haha it has opened since like almost a yr i supposed... and ive yet to visit it... yes... im a noob... ah huan busy ma... and it's juz 2 bus stops away from my place lor... haha... went to do shopping for deco to decorate and organise my "room"... bought a cd box, wastepaper basket and a file rack... vv sad la... went to do shopping alone... everyone was wif their family/bf/gf/wife/husband... and i was alone carrying dat big big yellow ikea shopping bag =( doesnt matter... i gotta plan wad i wanna buy... hehe... my da jie agreed to gimme back my table and cd player... so YEAH!!! i can finally have a proper table now... no more doing hw on e floor!!!

shall da shao chu on wed since im nt gg to sch... gg to make my "room" nice nice!!! yes messy ah huan is gg to clean up my "messy room"

cn1111 tut =x

dance prac got cancelled cos everyone was gg to be late... so if we actually had e prac, it would onli last for 1-2 hrs... yup so raz decided to cancel it... so i went back home right aft giving tuition to wendy... and went straight to do cn1111 tut and damn... i cant even be sure of my ans of any of e qns la... i juz left blank for some lor... didnt wan to even try... sian chem eng is reali super cheem sia... dun even understand non-ideal gas eqns... how i wish i can return back to jc physics where ideal gas law was juz a super-duper small topic... haix...

it's a rainy day and i didnt slp cos of this tut since i would be gg for e cn tut tml... and wads e diff??? i barely written any stuff for e tut... =x... now waiting for my mum to finish cooking dinner b4 my sis and i can embark on e journey to e west... shall bunk at my aunt's place today =)

e calories!!!

today i woke up @ 8am plus to do my lab report b4 gg to marina to meet e hc ppl!!! haha super long time nv c them liao... tay as joker as ever, lau as serious as ever, clement as pai kia as ever, yq as wacky as ever, liesel as more girlified den me as ever and yan liang as calm as ever... haha yes today's outing was super testosterone level filled... haha... but ok la, since liesel and i are considered half-a-man... hmmm...

we went to catch e movie e mist which was based on a novel by stephen king... basically it's abt a grp of ppl being trapped in a grocery store and they could nt get out of it cos of e mist outside where dangerous creatures wif tentacles from e 4th dimension were roaming outside... ok it's lame... pls dun watch it... if u wanna have a great laugh over gruesome scenes den go ahead... LOL i muz say dat e graphics were abit too morbid den saw sia... haha... e movie ended @ 6pm... so liesel and i rushed off... she gotta go back to bedok, while i gotta rush to koshimbo over at suntec... haha

went over to meet e rest of my family there... was vv happy to see nai nai and xiao rui eating vv happily =) glad dat nai nai likes e bouse which i bought for her... hehe... yup so ah huan ate alot of sashimi and gained back all e calories which she had lost over e consecutive wks of intensive dance pracs... oh well... at least it's sth which i can look forward to for tml's prac... dat is to burn calories!!! =x

oh ya rating for e mist = 4/10 it's reali low budget sia... e camera suddenly zoom in and out and change to diff angles... super giddy sia... ok im exaggerating =p

seh day.

went for eusoff hall production last nite wif e-stylez... haha had a great laugh during e production cos e plot was super humourous!!! reali enjoyed it!!! saw patrick, aprine and rachel dancing on stage... haha looking @ aprine and rachel doing splits and stuff, i wonder if im still able to do dat la... LOL... im stiff and old already!!! =x

aft which, e-stylez went over to west coast mac and ate supper!!! and ah huan being e glutton as ever... ate fillet-o-fish student meal -_-" im so dead la... 1 wk of break and im building up all these calories again... haha nvm got dance prac on sun to burn it off... HAHA... so we discussed abt danceworks and we've finally finalised on e music and choreo to use... and it was past 1am... LOL... so poor xiao di gotta send karen, me, elson and eva home b4 gg back to his place... sorrie izaac!!! but thanks for e lift =)

so i slept @ round 0230 and woke up @ 0620 for my 8am lect!!! so lack of slp now... but today i had a vv fulfilling day!!! i did my cny shopping and i managed to buy nai nai a shirt!!! both my mum and my er jie said it's nice... hehe thanks mu tou for walking down e streets of orchard road and people's park wif me!!! noe dat u muz be super tired from my crazy shopping spree... =x hehe... brought zy to toji, a korean restaurant @ mosque street... and he liked e food alot!!! hee i kind of miss dat place =x e food was superb and cheap!!! though we sat outside... we were nt exactly perspiring dat much cos it was drizzling... hehe... e funny thing was when we were resting on a bench @ people's park... an old lady came and sat beside us... and she started speaking in hokkien to us... obviously i didnt understand 80% of e content... but zy managed to converse wif her super fluently in hokkien... hehe but e ah ma was super friendly to us =)

met my mum @ og and zy waited for my mum to appear... when my mum started to "bad-mouth" me saying dat i anyhow spend money on clothes and ended up nt wearing them... LOL... zy, u beta dun use dat as a ba bing against me ah!!! HAHA

dad got his new car... YEAH!!! it's super spacious... hehe of cos everyone is vv cautious abt e car now... but ya... few mths down e road... hmmm i think it would be quite hard to maintain e cleanliness... HAHA alright... shall slp soon... movie outing wif hc friends (if tuition is nt on) and kushimbo outing wif family + nai nai and gugu's family tml!!! =)

rest day. =)

woke up @ 8am today to eat e tom yam cup noodles which my sis bought for me... haha yes i was waiting for it with anticipation... haha... did finish cn tut but wif lots of doubts... aft which i ate lunch wif my beloved sis at hall 2 canteen... had e chicken rice... which is super yummy as usu... though it was a short lunch i reali enjoyed spending time wif my sis... aft dat i chiong back to nus to meet janice... hehe had a 1hr talk wif her... aft dat i went to join e e-stylez lunch... partner was nt feeling well so i sent her back...

i had my hair cut today!!! it's shorter and lighter... heng i didnt kena e woman who cut my hair super ugly dat time... haha im satisfied wif it!!! =)

got lessons till 5pm tml aft which im watching eusoff hall production... all e bez to patrick, aprine and rachel for ur performance!!! =)

1st lab!!! =x

LOL as usu... ah huan is being as blur as she is today... i thot dat i balloted for e even wks lab for cm1502... but in e end, i actuali balloted for e odd wk one!!! AH!!! lucky i was wearing cargo pants and my adidas shoes... proper attire for lab... excluding e lab coat and goggles la... LOL... zhao xiang helped me out today by lending me his lab coat... surprising thing is dat i can wear a size l la... haha... ya i noe e pain when u arent e 1st one wearing e new stuff which u have bought... so im sorry zhao xiang =x allen helped me out alot today by helping me to print my lab manual... thanks allen =) he's definately a friend whom u can rely on =)

went to lab together wif e familiar ppl i noe... haha... so quite fun... partnered hua cheng who is super tall so he can easily read off e burette readings without me lowering it... haha... e weird thing is i kena phenolpthalein on my right sleeve!!! i was like, "allen!!! zhao xiang sure kill me one..." haha den allen said vv calmly, "juz put some diluted acid and smear it over... " hehe... yup so it's gone like magic clean!!! yes ah huan is vv clumsy =x

e stupid ah tiong ta... came over and said our temp readings were wrong when it's correct so we ended up re-doing for nth -_-" he said e same thing to allen also la... nonsense... but allen ignored him... argh... stupid bugger...

but we finished quite early la... 1645... hee aft which i met zy for dinner @ clementi which i successfully psychoed him nt to eat laksa since he was gyming for e past 1h 45mins... haha... c im vv influential one lor... LOL juz kidding

wendy had fever today so she's cancelling this wed's tuition so i do not need to go home tml!!! got blast prac tml!!! and i forgot to bring out my cartoon shirt again =x sorry alvan!!!

dance wkend

yest was d day for us D'vantagers... hee out of e 5 grps competing, they were selecting 3 grps for e finals on 1st march which is gg to be held @ mediacorp... yup so we got into e finals!!! yeah!!! i got mixed feelings abt dat cos 1st march is b4 my mid-terms while it is aft their mid terms... sigh... backed out of danceworks becos of this dat, in e end, i still gotta dance on this date... but hai hao e choreo is up liao... so not much things to change... i hope...

yest venue was @ causeway pt... and impre is more of a singing competition rather den a dancing competition... yup so e dance segment was b4 e singing segment... so aft our competition, we still gotta wait for 3 hrs 4 e release of results... yup... xiao di came to support me and e fellow blast team (black ice - chun's grp) hee was veri touched dat he came down... this poor guy went rounds and rounds and rounds to level 6 to find a parking lot... so in e end he missed both of our items... =x... nevertheless, his effort of coming touched both eva and i... thanks xiao di!!! it's ok dat u cant find e florist!!! da ge appreciates ur effort!!! =)

izaac had a 40 bucks ichiban sushi voucher... so he decided to use it wif us... thanks xiao di!!! but eva and i nv eat ba wang can k??? we got pay money lor... haha... aft e release of results, xiao di drove fred, eva and i down to town for funka... i was removing my makeup in his car la... but i cant remove e gold glitters on my hair... =x

while we were outside cineleisure... 2 gals came and appraoch me... she asked me if im a dancer.. den i replied uhuh... den they said we understand it... e hairdo and stuff... den they said bye... and xiao di and i looked @ each other in bewilderment la... weird sia.... LOL... georgina was @ heeren watching manhunt... haha... sorry georgina... didnt mean to let u wait for so long... ah huan is super sorry =x

yup so we went to watch manhunt... and eva and i found out dat we had a common friend - ben kwan... apparently he was 1 of e contestant... most of e contestants r chui... either nt proportion or nt defined... i think zy can do a better job lor... haha... but i think if zb go and compete... sure will win one... he didnt get e title of pageant king for nth k???

walked over to watch funka and it was vv packed... yong kai siad it's a gd training session to exercise our calf muscles by tip-toeing.... LOL... ya datz wad we all did most of e time... trademark and static crew have both improved alot!!! but trademark is definately e one which entertained and showed e most musicality, style and techinque among all e other teams... hee... so it was no doubt they won... i was reali enriched aft watching these teams strutting their stuff on stage... and jie mei!!! it's ok k??? u nv fail to show e diff variations of dance throughout e item... great job!!!

went to eat dinner wif xiao di, georgina and elson @ newton circle... and it was my 1st time gg there la... haha... ate e famous ba chor mee and we shared cai dao kweh (e black one)... hehe had a vv fulfilling dinner... @ like 10pm... aft which xiao di drove us home... and georgina's condo is super class k??? oh my... we made her promised us to bring us arnd soon... haha...

ok back to student life again... shall go pack my stuff and begin my 1h 15-30 mins journey to sch... =x

unreasonable auntie.

today i woke up super early to go for dance prac @ ntu... so yup gotta take train which i kind of hate it cos my back will definately hurt aft such a long ride on e train... but nvm... ok so i was listening to my mp3 while up on e escalator and i was standing on e left side of e escalator... there was already a train waiting @ e platform le, but i decided to give it a miss... so when i was approaching e platform, i checked dat there wasnt anyone walking up e escalator on e right... so i decided to stepped to e right and walked up e escalator onto e platform... so aft i had walked up quite a dist... an auntie who was chiong-ing for e train... stepped on e back of MY left shoe... and she tripped... so in e end she missed e tain and nvm, she turned arnd and gimme an angry stare... i dunno y... but my blood started to boil... i mean it's like u stepped on MY shoes (and i bet it costs much more den ur lang guai heels... yup she stepped on my new adidas shoes) and u tripped cos u were key kiang thinking dat u could rush for e train... and u blamed me??? i would have said sorry if u didnt gimme dat angry stare la... told my mum n she said i should have said sorry cos by nt doing dat, i appeared vv hostile towards dat auntie... but sorry la... so as usual, i gave my bin chao chao's face which i dun intend to check in e mirror if it's super filled wif sha qi... cos i believed it is... LOL

yup so i continued my journey on e train, trying hard to read e ss readings... but it's too wordy!!! LOL... almost slept but i didnt... i read e readings all e way till jurong east la... and i didnt highlight any stuff cos it was too much for me to digest... LOL so gg to read it again later... and i shall go watch memoirs of a geisha later... not gg for youth cos i think i should complete my tut today, since i wont have time tml... cos tml is e semi-finals for impre!!! and it's @ causeway point... which is like so far away from my home and my aunt's home... so nt gg for youth later though... =x.... wad am i doing now??? giving tuition to wendy... LOL cos she's still doing her phy tys... so ya got nth to do for e moment...

yeah impre is finally here!!! but it's e semi-finals though... heard dat e stage is super small... haha so hope dat no accidents will happen tml... esp e jumping over part... haha... yupyup

1 more to go!!! =)

went for sde bash yest to support xiao di and guess wad??? he won!!! haha way to go, izaac!!! karen and i were like quite lay pak sitting down @ mos when ppl are like so full of enthusiasm... haha... me n karen were juz shouting izaac's name throughout e whole show... haha e rest of e-stylez except clarice and patrick were there... elson went there late and he was quite shocked to c me there... LOL cos i dun seem like a person who goes to club... and he actuali said i dressed quite demure la??? eh harlow!!! i so nt demure meh??? LOL...

went to sch for 8am lect... manage to understand wad e maths lecturer said... actuali met him on bus 33 la... LOL... aft which, zy and i went to central library to mug... finished most of my maths tut le... yeah~! left wif ss tut... haix shall do it either today or tml... gotta give tuition to melissa aft e dance prac @ ntu... haix busy day...

so here i am sitting in front of e com, watching naruto... and seeing zy doing weights and pumping @ e same time... he's strong!!!!!!!! haha

mugging hard!!!

er jie juz left her shell in e morning... and e way she woke me up was like whacking me super alot of times... haha wad to do? gotta help her close door ma... haha... anyway i had a vv gd slp last nite or in e morning??? since i slept at 0145... LOL... woke up at 8am, ate cup noodles again... LOL and i juz ate it yest nite la... haha and did cn1111 and cm1502 tuts liao... left wif maths whereby e qns are so super wordy dat i dun wanna look at it... LOL... plus e fact dat e lecturer hasnt taought finish ba... shant do it now... left wif ss tut... which im having probs opening e file cos of dunno wad reasons... guess i will juz gotta do it over e wkend... yup so now im stoning... thinking of steps to choreo for e chorus part of lucky... how to choreo??? dun have inspiration now...

even for rag, i also dunno wad to choreo... jia lat liao... ah huan relies too much on others' choreography and now her choreo skill sucks to e core... haha... okok im so gg to rot now till 4pm!!! argh... juz rmb dat i cant go anywhere except staying at my sis's room cos i passed her my ezlink!!! =.=

sleepy headed.

hitched a ride with uncle lau's car to sch... so i woke up super early!!! and discovered dat i onli had 4hrs of slp =x balloted for my cn1111 tut slot again... hope i'll get it this time round!!! haix... decided to crash e tut wif my class for cm1502 tut... it's e onli way out la... or else i gotta stay until super late on fri la!!! =x

went for gen bio lect wif zy and e rest... was trying hard to do e cn1111 tut... but e lect is much interesting den e rest of e engin lects la... haix... am i at e wrong course???

got dance prac later @ 7pm... shall see my sis soon =)

argh.

didnt manage to get my cn1111 tut, got all e rest except dat i gotta rot extra 4 hrs to my cm1502 tut on fri... sian... nvm shall try to ballot again tml

got news like onli few hrs ago at 9pm plus dat there's prac on wed also... and last min change of tml's prac timing... sian... im sicked and tired of last min stuff sia...

jie mei got overseas assignment in bangkok, but sian... it's during e mid-term exams period... so i cant... =x

got dance prac tml, wed, thurs and fri again... hao bu rong yi go back to student life today... reali listened to lects today some more esp ss... haix... i wish to be a full-time student again =x

e-stylez

today was e 1st competition which e-stylez took part... and i felt nervous and i haven got this feeling for super long time ago liao... haha... i cocked up e part where we gotta remove e sleeve... LOL... but nvm la... thank God i didnt let it affect me... hee... juz when izaac and i failed e many recent attempts in stunts... we succeeded!!! haha

ive decided nt to join e-stylez for danceworks... cos i wanna stablise my grades this sem 1st... u guys jia you k??? cos im sure aft this competition today, we have definately learn alot... me 2 esp... dat i gotta control my temper... and behave like a woman... LOL... im sure u all can do it de... i will give u all moral support de... izaac dun be sad k??? i will come back soon and we can dance and partner each other soon... =)

till den, i shall do my part and brush up my grades... finally i can wear normal clothes to sch tml!!! no more dance sneakers and pants!!! (though im quite sad dat i cant wear my new adidas shoes to sch tml... LOL)