LAST POST OF E YR 2007!!!

yeah man... today is d-day for me... screwed up lovestoned yest during rehearsal... did double roti pratas instead of 1... LOL... zaki asked me nt to be over-excited... LOL

yest rehearsal was ok la... abit scary cos we have to dance in boots and spin double in dat... but no mishaps have occured... LOL... so ok la... but yest we gotta report at 4pm to do our makeup... so we rotted all e way till 2130... so i met zy at 1930... but i got news dat we gotta remain arnd e stage area at 8pm!!! so zy was abit sianded la... but den ms wee said it's ok... cos confirm drag one... so she asked me to juz continue to shop wif zy and she will call me when it's time... haha... thanks ms wee!!!

yupyup so today gotta report at 4pm again... this time round i hope i wont screw up any parts sia... =x

yr 2007 has been a blast for me... it was e yr when i started dancing for shows and stuff... breakthrough i supposed... and ive learnt alot this yr... and of cos ive learnt my lesson... of prioritising stuff properly... so ive decided to study hard for 2008!!! (and hope to pull up my cap... =x)

yupyup ah huan has learnt alot... so wad r my committments for 2008???

1) God
2) family... i agree ive neglected them this yr... sigh
3) studies!!!
4) funkamania - e-stylez we rock!
5) impresario
6) dance blast!

nt dat bad rite??? jia you ah huan!!!

mentally and physically challenged.

mood: super drained of energy

juz came back from rehearsal nt long... ate my mum's bee hoon... thanks mum =) reali appreciate dat... i dunno y but im super famished... today's rehearsal was scheduled at 2030... but cos of e deal or no deal gals... we started our prac late... so in e end we gotta all rush and dance with minimal water breaks... lol... zaki was vv funny... aft e whole rehearsal when everyone is super tired and drained of energy and water... he walked to us and said, "im okay now! i am still zaki!" shu lin replied, " we dunno anyone called zaki la!" lol... guess we all got his pt... we gotta rush thru e whole rehearsal cos we r supposed to end at 2230... yupyup... so i guess today i juz finished like running 10km worth of distance... LOL

had prac at 9am today... izaac gave yong kai, serene and i a lift at kovan (haha but serene was late la... so we drove to her place instead) den we went to e west coast mac... could have gone thru e drive thru... LOL but we didnt... so we looked like noobs carrying plastic bags out of mac to izaac's car... LOL... aft which we had prac till 1530 when dearest jie mei izaac gave karen and i a lift to vivo... haha and jie mei actually spent like 130++ bucks on esprit clothes... i bought a pull and bear top for 24.90 bucks though! partner karen and jie mei said it's so me la... e top.. haha... anyway thanks izaac for driving us today!!! and thanks partner for being there to support me these 2 days... reali appreciate it, gal! =)

went up to vivo rooftop early... we were supposed to meet at 1845 but i reached at 1815... haha nevertheless, i sat on a bench beside e wading pool... and i fell asleep!!! and i almost fell off e ben while sleeping cross-legged can? so malu... LOL.. in e end yan ling found me there stoning... so we went to food republic to get her dinner... so we re-capped e steps all e way till 2030...

so in e end... we reali danced alot today... im super tired =x gotta wake up early tml again! =(

fruitful day.

zy and i were on our way to meet zb and bl at orachard mrt stn yest, when this bangladesh worker kept squeezing his way thru us... and zy said, " hey, relax can?" lol... and dat guy stopped... and till now we dun even noe if he understands wad zy said... LOL... went to hard rock cafe wif zy, zb and bl yest to celebrate christmas... was my 1st time gg there... they closed e 2nd floor so there were no seats available when we got there... so in e end we gotta stand... nt vv nice... haha but e ambience is great... e live band was superb esp e lead singer... his vocals were super gd!!! kumar hosted e show... and she reali made me laugh alot...

met up wif sis at macs and we were all chilling out till 2am... hee... aft which we walked down e whole stretch of orchard road... and to our surprise (and disgust)... ngee ann city was filled wif trash!!! ppl juz threw their rubbish arnd and e poor workers gotta clean things up... it was reali a mess man...

jie and i ran aft e bus 7n... LOL i looked like some siao zha bo running down orachrd road lor... so unglam man... but thank God, we managed to catch e bus... or else we gotta wait super long for e nxt bus... but poor zy, zb and bl... they waited for 1 hr for their bus... =x

woke up at 0930 today... brought my family to ichiban boshi to eat... they reali liked it alot... so im happy lor... some more my da jie came along also... which is gd =) went to dorothy perkins and i bought a top for myself... bought a miss selfridge top for my mum... hehe uob discounts rocks! aft which, we went down to robinsons... and dat place was flooded wif ppl can??? i queued for 1 hr to pay lor... as usual, i was alone queing... but zy accompanied me by talking to me... thanks alot, ah pek! in e end, we spent 300 bucks la!!! bought glucocamine for my knee joints... aft listening to partner and zy... hmmm guess i shld invest in dat... need to take gd care of myself... and now my legs aching like mad from e long hrs of standing... jia lat... results coming out tml... argh... some mre got dance pracs and rehearsal... wad if i dun make e cut to remain in ddp??? i think i wont have mood to dance tml... sigh... lest to stay to chiong... argh!!! =x

misunderstood.

it sucks when ppl misunderstands anyone... and im sure no one likes dat feeling... e most terrible thing to do to e person will be refusing to listen to e person's explanation... or rather... judging e person b4 he or she even explains him or herself... it makes e person sian to explain everything even when e surrounding ppl said i wan to sort things out wif u...

i need a place where i can call it my own resting corner in e bloody house... travelling from e east to e west, staying in diff houses isnt a nice thing to do... cos everything is temporary... but when i come back home... i dun even have a permanent place which i can sleep in... it's nt say dat im selfish and i dun wan to share my room wif others... cos my cousins and my aunt and uncle r willing to let me stay in their house... it's e feeling dat when u come back home (like onli a few times in a wk) and when u see dat ur room is occupied by ppl and u have to sleep some where else... e feeling juz sucks...

it even sucks when family members question y did i come back to my OWN HOME yest... damn it... it's my own bloody home... i have all rights to come back rite??? do i have to like inform u everyday whether im coming back to my OWN HOME to stay???

dun say dat im selfish when u have a bloody hostel to stay in... a place where u can settle down for 5 days... damn it... i dun even have a place to stay in consecutively for 5 days... there's no basis for comparison...

nt say i dun wan to share a bed wif u, mum... but u noe it dat even if i sleep beside u... u wont be able to have a good nite rest...

wad i have told u b4, i believed, has all gone down into e drain, dad... u dun even wan to listen to me explaining myself... talking abt disappointed... i think i am more disappointed in all of u den wad u all r feeling abt me...

so will anyone try to understand me? i doubt so.

argh... camp!!!

went to watch code edge dance competition at zouk yest... but i didnt club... cos got church service and rehearsal e nxt day... c i so guai... haha... anyway e nus seniors plus cs were reali gd!!! wasnt reali impressed by la fuse though... one crew was definately superb... they should be in e top 3 placings la... sigh... guess e judges muz be looking for sth else...

had rehearsal today over at mediacorp... dancing wif all e lao jiaos!!! =x hope dat i can remember e dance steps... or else??!!! argh!!! rehearsal today was ok... everyone was joking arnd and there wasnt any tension... a vv gd environment for me to learn e dance steps... hehe... zaki is given 50 countdown tics... yup so he asked if we wan any... so anyone interested to watch, let me noe k??? =)

haven packed my stuff for e blast camp tml... LOL... i think by e end of e camp... i will lose alot of wt la... haha...

im so gg to seem missing sth for this whole wk... =(

trapezius - trapezium???

according to zy... trapezius is a muscle on e shoulders... vv near to e neck... and yup dat stupid muscles of mine are aching damn badly... and now it's super big la... =.= it was flat e last time when i went for massage at amore... but now... it's back!!! argh!!!

resting now till 3pm when i gotta dance again... gotta go imm to buy pants and ear piece... argh... i hope e adidas there got e pants dat i saw at bugis!!! =x reali like it alot...

haix till den i shall rest and watch my prison break... actuali for wentworth miller... haha

ah huan is tired =x

juz came back from nus aft dance prac... and im now resting in front of my laptop... and i juz had my dinner... wonderful fei xiong fishball noodles... nt dat fantastic la... but it was a luxury to me cos im super duper hungry!!! =x

had dance prac over at nus at 2pm... haha yes was watching naruto in e morning... had like cup noodles for breakfast and instant oatmeal porridge for lunch... yes by 4pm im super hungry... lucky got buy dao so pia for msia... hehe shunzi, jacky, esther and raz liked e dao sa pia alot lor... haha... yes i think im super unhealthy today... eat all those instant stuff... LOL well experience to hall life ma... didnt wan to go down to e canteen cos of e stench... LOL

took bus 198 to nus today... and i fell asleep on e bus la... this kind of weather... haix should be staying at home to slp lor!!! LOL... and i was 1 hr late... thanks to e traffic jam along aye la... sigh...

finished prac at 9 plus... got a lift from my friend to dover mrt stn... haha along wif karen and yong kai... when i finally made my way back to ntu... so here i am typing... super tired wif muscles aching all over... and i dunno y... dance prac at 10 tml... sore =.=

back from a short trip

went to jb today and i bought onli 1 top... LOL... but nvm... we went to eat seafood... thanks to ginny... she fetched us in her bmw... wahahaha... ate alot today... yup im so gonna burn it off tml... got 2 pracs tml!!! how can i squeeze in my dinner??? haix...

journey to e west.

ok i juz realised dat there isnt any bus to kranji from my place... though kranji is like 1 straight road down e expressway from my place... shucks!!! and thinking abt dat... i decided to stay in hall tml... so i gotta shift all e stuff i need for e wk to ntu tml!!! =x sianz...

looking forward to jb trip later!!! i juz checked my passport and i realised dat it has been exactly 1 yr since i went to malaysia... and e freaky part is dat e last last time i went to malaysia was also on 10 dec... so coincidental la!!! LOL shun min said 10 dec is e malaysia date for me...

mum and sis went over to hokaido today... going to miss my mum's cooking and miss irritating my sis... haha but nvm... they will be coming back soon... LOL

im aching... =x

went over to ntu for dance prac at 10 plus... danced till 12 plus... and im aching!!! oh no... haven been dancing much... sigh need to get my momentum back...

went to watch naruto again!!! and it's super nice... ok im hooked... haha zy is rite... hehe ok im like now at ep20 onli la... when according to zy... they have released up to 200 eps liao... =x ok i seriously need to catch up...

better have an early nite tonight... cos tml dance is at 0900!!! ah!!! and till 4pm la... long day tml!!! =x

exams r finally over!!! dancer mode - on

hehe exams r finally over for me!!! and this is day 2 of my hols... went to watch enchanted yest... and it's super nice!!! quite lame la... haha but it's e lameness which made me laughed like mad... LOL... good movie to unwind!!!

went to eat at ichiban boshi... hehe and e sushi tastes super nice!!! zy is ok wif e katsudon even though he's nt a fan of jap food... and it was his 1st time eating jap food some more... LOL... went to watch naruto... and damn! im now addicted to naruto le... =x

got like put on aeroplane today for e dance prac at ntu... sian... but raz taught me e steps le... so i didnt make my ntu trip useless... thanks raz!!! =) went to watch more naruto... den went for aprine's concert at victoria theatre... haha it was a great show... was vv surprised by this small little gal... arnd 6 yrs old? who was dancing hip hop... super good la!!! LOL her energy was super high man... put us youth to shame... tsk...

went back home wif rachel and ah bu... and we discussed lots of things... and we r meeting up again nxt wk!!! haha yeah!!!

got dance prac at ntu tml at 10am... but im like at my own house now... sigh journey to e west again la... =x

hee... more photos on our last ctw lesson!!! (thanks allen =) )

our ctw class (e10)ok obviously im e odd one out... cos im nt from rj... haha... e rest are reali from rj or rgsrandom shot... hehe
ok im mean to shu quan... haha

slacking le...

haha im getting so easily distracted dat im re-watching e hwangjini movie wif my sis... supposed to study stats le... but... im still filled wif doubts... understanding uncertainty using stats... ya rite...

cant wait for tml to come man!!! im so gg to watch enchanted wif zy... LOL ironic thing is dat most of my army friends have watched e show le... sian... ya exams r still nt over for us, sian... nvm, it shall be over in e nxt 21 hrs??? haha... at least it's like less den a day la... yeah...

gg to watch aprine's dance concert on wed... in e meantime got dance rehearsals here and there... and gel youth camp on 12 to 15, den dance blast camp on 17th onwards... hectic mth... but im sure i will enjoy it much better as compared to e past few mths... LOL trying to catch up wif chpts which i have missed e lects is reali sian... to be constantly in doubt is so nt me... but ever since ive stepped in2 uni... im nv once certain of wad im studying... LOL... guess datz uni life huh???

christmas is here!!! and i can smell it!!! haha... lightings at orchard road is super nice sia... but i havcen got e mood to reali like walk thru... everytime i stepped in2 dat place, i felt so sinful... cos my exams arent over... but im sure i wont feel dat way starting from tml... haha... can finally go shop all i wan... ok window shop, since i realised dat i had spent alot of money this yr... ya... on pants actuali... haix... ok la... window shop also nt bad...

now rotting at home wif my laptop in front of me, trying to recap wad ive learnt for stats... and waiting for my er jie to finish packing her luggage so dat i can continue wif e hwangjini movie!!! sian... now at home wif my mum, da jie and beloved er jie... and wif jolin tsai's music blasting from e living room... -_-" forever one la... during this period of e yr, my da jie will juz blast jolin tsai's songs... argh... im seriously nt a fan of hers... i can even stand she, but no jolin tsai pls....

juz heard from gideon dat e company which ive worked at previously is shutting down... surprised??? i am man... i mean... quite shocking la... cos i thot this yr had been quite good wif businesses going up... hmmm it has been vv long since i left but it has onli been 5 mths??? haha... going to meet up wif my ex-colleagues vv soon!!! meng hoe suggested a drinking session... hmmm but me??? drinking??? i can onli rmb e incident when i went for e engine bash @ attica wif uncle lau and i stepped in2 e gents... LOL... ok enuff said... i was high... LOL... and a guy almost wanted to pee when i got in... oops... chou shi

yeah man... this wk is going to be a happening wk for me!!! aft tml stats paper is done... haha

blur gal

went to biz library to join zy, bl, zb and uncle lau... onli studied till 5.30pm cos i gotta meet my family at chinatown... so today was super inefficient!!! and stats also dunno how to mug la...

yest i went to biz library to study in e morning... aft which went to orchard to meet e ahs councillors... haha went to ps cafe to eat and it's super ulu-ated... ambience is great there... but e food is so so la... think aerins better... cos maybe im still having my exams??? haha... as usual mr chua's birthday present is always so unique... we gave him a mini baby chua... with no eyes attached!!! LOL... yupyup... happy 36th birthday to u!!! this guy... refused to admit his age la... cannot stand it... haha... cos of some cock ups wif e reservations, we gotta leave e place by 8pm la... in e end, we onli left at 8.30pm... so aft which we went over to ben and jerry's and mr chua treated us to e monstor ice cream... 20 scoops of ice cream la!!! 88 bucks!!! didnt dare to take photo cos everyone was digging their spoons into e bucket la... and everything was in a mess??? haha... but everytime we dig, we found new flavours... brynner said cannot tell ppl when we find new flavours, cos everyone will rush for e flavour... haha poor audrey, she decided to give up long time ago... LOL mei hui couldnt scoop for e ice cream also, cos everyone was chiong-ing for it... haha... so i helped her to scoop...

me n mei hui cam-whoring at ben and jerry's

me n mei hui acting bimbo... haha

ben and alex playing wif... e party thing... haha

them playing e thing again... wif ash staring at mr chua and audrey's wedding photos

xmas tree at dempsey hill

and now some good-old days memories...

zhao xiang, me n shu quan... ya 2 real rj peeps and 1 fakeme n karin (proud hci gal)

yup i forgot to bring my tj uniform so marianne lent me her rjc uniform... hmmm do i look like i was from rj??? HAHA

mle... chui...

yest was super demoralised by e mle paper... it was so jia lat la... dat kind of qns come out, study also no use one... LOL... everyone was like, "wa lao!!! y so hard one???" so maybe datz a gd sign??? i dunno!

trying to mug for ctw... but to no avail... it's like el how to mug??? in sec sch and jc still can mug la... read thru e past yr papers and try to memorise new vocabs which nv fail to pop out of e papers to me... see e various exam qns on e essay part... so can like roughly generate pts like dat... but ctw??? clueless!!! instead of u writing an essay... we gotta write a critique... which is to evaluate e passage given to u... and datz e whole thing i dun get abt... my el sucks to e core... and now i gotta evaluate a person's writing which is like being published??? worse still... if they give an essay which is super diff for us to find e writer's main claim... den we r all so screwed!!! sigh... though we r being given 2 hrs... it's quite tough to finish e paper when we r given like mths to prepare for our critique assignment... LOL... ok i admit dat we took things for granted... haha... zy was like saying ctw is a pain in e ass... haha it's cos we dun even noe how to mug for dat module la... e rest all can mug de lor... sigh... think this time round, it maybe quite tough for me to continue in ddp la... haix... hafta think of backup plans le... juz look at mle, so chui =x

e good old days...

forced myself to wake uo at 8am today... LOL... yup and now im slacking... shall start aft lunch... hehe... couldnt help but watch our reverie II dance concert... still rmb e times when we practised till nite time... quarrelled wif e sch attendants cos they were locking e gates, blisters and e tears we shed... oh my... nites when i have to on e radio and epl juz to get inspiration to choreo... LOL yes dat was e period of time when i was super hot-tempered and vulgar... haha a little bit of stuff and i will flare up... LOL... trying hard nt to slp in lects but to no avail... tried to focus hard in lects but ended up drawing blockings for e items... staying late at nite juz to cut e music... (and dat is e most frustrating part of)... life of a dancer... haha... well and i thot it was terrible by den... e life of a commercial dancer is even worse la... haha but e irony is dat i enjoyed wad i did... and wad i gone thru... it's e satisfaction dat u get when friends turned up for ur concert and cheered for u... and datz vv diff from e usu performances on tv... and of cos... e friendships which we made behind e stage... i dun regret for spending so much time on dancing in tj... seriously... it reali taught me lots of things... reverie II was e 1st time which we were organising a dance concert outside sch... and though kallang theatre is no longer there... e memories still remain... haha yes, i rmb us cam-whoring along e corridors of e changing rooms... LOL... and yes, e changing rooms r super small... haha still rmb dat on e actual day of concert, my pants kena stuck and i was cursing and swearing damn loud... aprine and shun min are vv understanding la... actuali can stand me throwing my temper like dat... LOL... and yes aft looking back on e videos... i realised how much all of us have grown... though it's juz 1 yr ago la... guess uni reali changes a person...

ok shall stop emo-ing... gotta mug for mle... gg to kill e paper tml!!! i hope, LOL

break from econs =)

juz had lunch at this fishball noodles stall at jurong east.... thanks to zhen biao, we didnt end up getting ourselves wet... cos it's raining super heavily over at e west!!! =x... anyway e fishball noodles was superb!!! thumbs up for e fishballs... it's so fresh la!!! comparable to fei xiong fishball noodles... haha

econs was ok... was at a different exam venue from zy, zb, bl and uncle lau... but ok la... met shu min on e way in... haha... glad dat it's now over... finally 1 paper down... LOL... so i can forget abt econs... for now or forever... hmmm... i shall decide later la...

still got maths later!!! =x

am i slacking???

got back home from church today... waited for my mum to cook noodles for me... which tastes as delicious as ever... den when my da jie switched on e tv to channel u... i heard e familiar song off e soundtrack of stairway to heaven... yes so i ended up watching e show, thinking dat it's 1 hr... but to my surprise... it's 2 hrs!!! yup so i onli started studying econs at 4pm... im so slack!!!

so now... im slacking in front of my laptop... dunno wad im doing... hope e nxt 9 days will pass soon!!! b4 i can like take a short short break... haha

saturated.

yes im saturated. wif lots of info on my mind dat i can hardly process e info! sigh... gotta report at 2pm tml for rehearsal, aft which it will be e show... hope i dun screw up... =x

yes im super happy dat my mum actuali allowed me to go to malaysia wif zy, zb and bl!!! haha... amazing leh...

should i go back to my aunt's place tml??? hmm... den study in sch on sat... im in love wif biz library and my fav table... LOL... im getting unhealthy again lor.. was munching seaweeds and haribo while studying today... and ive finally bought a new eraser as my current one is almost vanished... LOL... yupyup... i reali hope dat exams will pass soon... cos i reali wanna rest!!! from both study and dance la... i need slp!!! and i wanna go roam arnd!!! cos christmas is here!!! oops... no link... i wanna go shop!!! =s

student in e morning. dancer at nite.

went to nus from my gugu's place today... so i reached sch super early at 8++ in e morning... wad an irony man... yest i left my own house round e same time as i did today and i reached at 0930 =x... so i studied in sch till 6++ today... told myself to be productive... lol... so i listened to mp3 while doing maths... and it does help me think much faster... lol so my mp3 batt is like half gone la...

went to e deck to eat ba chor mee... yup it's cooked by bl's aunt and mum... i juz love their mushrooms... hehe it's so well-stewed... yummy!!! aft which, i bought my fav tea from e deck too... in e whole campus, i juz prefer e tea sold at arts canteen la...

went back to do econs aft lunch... and again when i thought dat im "well-versed" in dat... zy challenged me again and nevertheless, my morale went down again... lol... but ok la... at least i learn...

went to eat e laksa at clementi as recommended by zy... e hums taste good!!! but i think e authentic katong laksa is e best la... haha... ate popiah aft dat also lor... i was quite full juz now la...

thanks to my beloved er jie, i managed to find my way to jitterbugs... (im such a noob, i dunno dat e place is at millenia walk can???) lol... so i took bus down to suntec from clementi... quite fast leh... round 45 mins... i juz love bus concession...

started rehearsal at 2130... den we ended at 2300... quite an early day today... amazing thing is dat my brain was still functioning well at dat timings when i was almost brain dead from studying... lol shall continue mugging tml... and i gotta shop for tubes now =x

full-time mugger.

woke up at 7am today to eat my mum's bee hoon kweh... den took bus to nus today... yes from my home... lol in e end, i slept on bus 151 la... got this ngee ann poly gal who sat beside me... actuali fell asleep on my left shoulder la... and i didnt noe it until i woke up when she woke up... haha... can c dat she was quite paiseh... but im ok la... juz dun drool on my shoulder can liao...

went up to biz library to study today... lucky i can early la... e place was filled by 10am... scary huh??? nus is filled wif muggers man... zy came at round 10++... so got ppl to study wif me... haha

did maths all e way till 5pm until which my stomach couldnt stop growling... haha zy's stomach also growl non stop can... ok mine growled much louder... so paiseh... and when i left, i realised how much eraser dust was on e table la!!! i used so much of e eraser la... lol... hai hao i got wet tissue wif me... so can clean e table...

got rehearsal tml!!! =x so im gg to sch early to study la... jia you, chen chen!!! and to everyone who's mugging their asses off... JIA YOU!!!

im totally awake today!!!

nai nai accompanied me to e bus stop today, cos it was raining... gloomy day today... super cold too... haha but i kind of like e weather la... haha...

today was a long day again... cos we had stats online test today, which took up quite some time due to e fact dat e system was lagging =x... but ok la... so im now doing econs AGAIN... faced wif qns which i dunno how to do AGAIN... regardless of how many times i go thru e notes... can somebody help me??? sigh...

good thing today was i managed to stay awake e whole day today without drinking tea!!! haha.... great achievement lor... LOL... no need to rely on milo or tea.... (ok, aft typing this, i realised dat i drank a cup of milo b4 i stepped out of my aunt's place... LOL)

gg for dinner soon!!! haha im excited cos i will be eating duck later!!! LOL... meantime, i shall continue to mug... JIA YOU CHEN CHEN!!! -_-"

freezing cold...

haha mugged at e tables outside lt7a today... still ok la... thank God dat it onli rained when i reached sch... haha... aft lunch, we went to join e rest at central library... and it's super cold can??? haha... and i was wearing shorts some more... gey kiang... LOL...

today i did e past yr papers for maths... i couldnt finish e 06 paper in 2 hrs la... crap!!! im in deep shit can??? jia lat... gg sch early tml wif xiao xuan to study... shall mug for econs den stats... LOL... muz make my day fruitful tml!!!

central library was crowded today la... e tables r almost filled at 6th floor... and it's still quiet... u can c ppl burying their heads into e papers la... omg... stress =x

went over to ntu to visit my dearest er jie... bought her sushi to surprise her... she la... asked her to meet me @ jurong pt so dat we makan there... n she doesnt wan cos she wanna study... so qian jiu her la... aft which we "take away" our dinner... cos she dun wan her clothes to stink of hall 2 canteen's smell... LOL... notice i use e word take away instead of da bao... cos it's a taboo to use da bao during e exam period... according to my sis la... haha so shall listen to her la...

okok... i shall be a hardcore mugger tml!!! =x

on e move...

it's back to shifting soon!!! ah huan's going to travel west again... i barely stayed at home for 1 day la... quite sad rite??? when i juz got back yest, i was busy fighting fire again... crap...

going back to sch to study soon... thanks to my daddy... he's helping me to bring my stuff over to my aunt's place... so dat i can go study in sch wif less things... but now im waiting for my sis to finish her meeting so dat we can both set off to travel to e west... LOL... im sorrie im like complaining now... and singapore isnt a vv big place anyway some more... yes i noe... BUT i dun care!!! LOL... travelling to and fro isnt a nice thing... dun think can sit on e mrt (plus e fact dat i sure get seats at my stn) all e way den vv shuang.... by e time i reach sch, im like so lethargic can??? haix... so i guess staying at my aunt's place is a good thing la... besides, i dun need to fight fire there lor... LOL

shall continue to mug soon!!! argh...

dancer in e day, mugger in e nite

woke up at 6am today to go down to aliwal street for rehearsal... e last time i went to dat place was in feb la... when we were performing in some event organised by pola cosmetics... e place was super ulu-ated as usu... i was so tired dat i fell asleep even when i woke up, realising dat i was abt to alight soon la... LOL... had a long day yest... dinner was great yest though!!! =)

i was 20 mins early today... and silly me la, i thot i saw a padlock@ e front gate, so i juz sat outside like a gundu... and there were many foreign workers arnd also... =x dat place isnt a safe place at nite la... so im equally scared in e day... met shu ling outside e gate... and only den, did i realise dat e gate is actually open la... LOL...

arnd 20 mins later, we started e rehearsal... my brain was still functioning well la... until like 9 plus??? when i think dat it totally shut down.. i brain-freeze again... yupyup... anyway, with e help of pam and shu ling, i remembered e steps... haha... so ok la...

aft which, we went to thai express to eat (rafflescity)... and zaki treated us... so Thanks Zaki!!! =) i decided to mug in sch aft e phone call from my mum... sigh... yup so im now at biz library... BUT ive finished mugging for e day le... nt bad rite??? haha shall go makan at clementi now!!!

i luv webcasts!!!

im now sitting at e central library, trying to mug my head off for maths... haha... brought my laptop to sch so dat i can watch e webcasts for maths... and gosh!!! it super gd la!!! now den i noe can... im a noob =x but my eyes cant take it liao la... so far ive watched e lects on sequences and fourier series... gg to watch e one on vectors... but i need a break la... so i guess im gg to watch russell peters later... hehe...

chenchen 1 ah... thanks for being so supportive... haha... bu kui shi wo de chenchen...

today i went for econs and maths tutorial... not bad la... didnt have much doubts... so datz a gd thing!!! haha... im feeling vv productive today... cos ive understand alot on sequences and fourier... this lecturer is super gd la... haha

hao ba... shall continue to mug for maths... i feel my maths genes coming back to me!!! LOL

resolution day

haha aft thinking much, ah huan has finally made alot of resolutions.... hmmm....

ive finally bought e mac eyegel eyeliner aft hearing my makeup artist friend's advice... 28 bucks... but quite worth it la... haha... didnt buy e brush though cos it costs like 37 bucks!!! so i bought a similar one from e face shop la... but yi fen qian yi fen huo la... anyway ive finally bought my own eyelash curler... n i think aprine will be so proud of me.. haha... wanted to buy sponge one... but think i can get cheaper ones from sinma la... haha... asked elizabeth liao.. and i think ive decided to invest in e mac eyeshadow for smokey eyes... 72 bucks... but can keep for 6yrs so nt so bad la... haha...

yup... bought creative stone for xiao xuan also... shared wif my sis.... we went to tiong bahru plaza to celebrate her birthday wif cake bought from bengawan solo... though fattening... it tastes super nice!!! haha...

im so going to mug on fri la... accepted an offer to perform from zaki... but cos there's onli 3 rehearsals... 1 on e actual day itself and since it's 3 days b4 my exam... ok la... (datz even worse rite???) zy said i pi yang... LOL

going to meet my ctw classmates to have our lunch buffet at hanabi later!!! haha cant wait... hmmm should i buy e eyeshadow today???

ah huan has to cut down on consumption

hehe im feeling great! cos ive finished my maths tutorial... LOL... and i noe how to do lor... it has been a vv long time since i last noe how to do e qns in e maths tutorial... haix... gotta go sch early today to print notes cos a printer at my aunt's place juz doesnt like me... =x

yest was more of a mugging and od day for me... got caught off by e 2nd qn which madam shot at me.. haha but overall it's ok!!! AT LEAST IT'S OVER (well for e position paper part)... HEY KARIN AND ALLEN, THANKS FOR BEING SO ACCOMODATING TO ME... =)

zhi yang said i should jolly well cut down on my consumption on food... LOL... since i wont be dancing much le... haha guess he's right la... but i juz dunno y i juz have this huge appettite.. LOL... guess it's in e genes... haha... oh well... i shall contribute less to spore gdp... LOL

did my makeup in sch after maths lect... LOL... and i redrew my eyeborws... haha i noe how to draw liao lor.. mei hui said i should have like stopped e makip artist when she started shaving my eyebrows... =x

yest wedding dinner started late arnd @ 8.30pm... expected la cos wkdays ma... anyway all of us were busy taking pics la... haha... alex said machiam we r e ones getting married... LOL... serious... we were all cam-whoring like mad... and now my phone is like stored full wif all these photos... haha... missed my buddy mei hui... haha she's still as pretty as ever... tiffy has become like top model liao lor... all her shots r super nice!!! haha... ms charis wong almost couldnt recognise me... cos she said nu da shi ba bian... HAHA... mrs lee and mrs tan were shocked when they saw me... cos they said ive grown taller... guess time reali flies and little gal has now become a woman liao... haha... met this small little called shu min who kept asking us to play wif her... LOL she kept grabbing june and i to play london bridge (cos we r tall ma)... and she seems to hate ashvin la... LOL y? cos on sat, e gals told shu min dat ash is a ghost... LOL...

in e end, most of us who r returning to e west, took cabs... as there wasnt many cabs which turn in2 pan pac... we decided to walk out to e main road to take a cab... and guess wad??? most of e taxi drivers were juz waiting for surcharge... so when they saw us waiving our hands frantically like some siao zha bo, they changed their status to busy/fired/changing shifts (when there's no one in e cabs) wad to do??? alex said most of them r also waiting for ppl to call for cabs la... cos e rates r much higher at nite... -_-" so in e end, i took a cab wif june, zhao yin and shu fang... altogether 3 locations... but i dropped off 1st la... and now i still have like stubborn mascara on my eyelashes which juz refused to be removed... ARGH

this shot was taken when me, jilyn and ai ting were doing our makeup for star search

now pics taken during mr chua's wedding dinner....

this is my buddy, mei hui... (aka best... haha)

this is my fellow treasurer, mei qi (aka booby) whose birthday is 1 day b4 mine! haha

this is tiffy... she vv pretty rite???

this is ai jia... hehe me n mei hui's fellow classmate form 22/05ashvin!!! he's an indian-chinese mixed blood... he noes how to speak mandarin k???haha us wif shu min... our super enthusiastic small little friende guy on e right is zu hao (future law student, leh)

june =) our miss long legs (aka giraffe)

me n mei hui again (yes im vv chor lor)

ok e red wine sucks

me n zu haoapparently zu hao n mei hui were competing to c who looks more innocent.. and obviously... mei hui won... hahajune, me n mei hui

eyebrows = mei mao

LET ME COMPLAIN ABT MY EYEBROWS!!! COS IM SUPER SORE OVER IT!!! e makeup artist shaved half of my eyebrow away and im like left wif super short eyebrows... ARGH! y? cos she said my face is big, dun suit those straight ones... so she drew my eyebrows... of cos it looked fine aft drawing it la... but den... im still a student leh!!! now i hafta draw my eyebrows everyday!!! HUMPFH... zy said he would bring his black colour pilot g2 pen tml if i forgot to draw my eyebrows... LOL...

today's show was like filled wif c.ock ups... my side was still ok la... cos we're entering e stage at a later part... cos of e voice over and e screaming audience... we're unable to hear e music clearly... so e 1st grp actuali started late... and subsequently everyone dropped steps... yup... zaki was super pissed... nv seen him so pissed in my entire life... e freaking evening gown which i was wearing was still ok la... though my heels were caught when i was dancing... i didnt trip... THANK GOD! stupid thing was during e bamboo act, my mask was super loose so there was a pt in time when i was dancing wif my whole view blocked... LOL... almost dropped steps but didnt... hehe... heng ah...

e hairstylist today did a mahawk for me... shall upload e pic nxt time... cos my laptop is unable to recognise my hp! argh... apparently we were all taking pics... cos we had super lots of time... played wif our dearest little audrey today... she's so cute la... yupyup... but e climax is dat im back to my full time student life!!! hehe better study hard ah, little gal.... LOL... got od tml though... argh... nevertheless, im attending mr chua's wedding dinner tml... haha... so it's gonna be a long day for me tml... but who cares??? im a student, once again. haha

im going back home

it's e wkend... im going back home... aft my full dress rehearsal today... dad is coming to fetch me down to mediacorp since he's sending my sis back home too... haha... hope dat all ends well la... I CANT BELIEVE DAT IM WEARING A CORSET... =x

yest was pretty much a long day for me... cabbed down with jingly from mediacorp to sim den to nus... e uncle vv funny la... asked me to study hard when i alighted... lol... and i dunno y ive been meeting taxi drivers who ask me to study hard... yup i noe... studies r more impt... so datz y im trying my vv bez to revise now when william, e rag director, said dat we should be doing past yr papers and nt to write notes... im super jia lat can??? haix... aft which i studied for 1 hr (only) in e central library with uncle lau, zhen biao, zhi yang and bing liang... happens dat e discussion room was empty... hehe so we went to invade it lor... (since e guys r so noisy... HAHA)

aft which, we had a quick dinner over at biz... I BROUGHT ZHI YANG AND BING LIANG THERE LA... cos they nv go b4... o.O haha... aft which i rushed down for e rag meeting... den rushed back to meet zhen biao they all to watch e mini concert at science... den went to eat supper at holland v...

as ah pek had sore throat last wk... i forbade him to try my laksa... LOL... in e end he drank some avocado milkshake (cos it's supposed to be a healthy drink wif unsaturated fats) LOL... which tastes like soyabean without sugar, according to him la... haha... funny part was i refused to take cab... so we walked to e bus stop and ah pek recalled dat bus 61 goes to e old sajc... so ok la... den i saw from e sign dat e bus was heading towards eunos... so i thot we should cross over... so we crossed over, den realised dat e bus stop we were juz now was actuali e right one... HAHA... so in e end we crossed e overhead bridge... LOL... sorry ah pek... gotta exercise abit la... HAHA... met anthony at e bus stop... he juz got back from e rehearsal... so qiao la... so we took 61 and alighted along alexandra road.. lucky yest weather was windy... hehe... so still ok la... ah pek wanted to use e toilet badly... lucky there's our depot heights shopping centre... haha...

by tml everything will be over!!! den i can revert back to my full-time student life... haha... couldnt attend mr chua's and audrey's wedding today though... but i will be attending e dinner!!! aft my od of cos... haha quite worried bout my od on mon though... haix...

oh ya... this is us (we performed for blast anniversary! pic quite blur though... haha)

I have a very cute sister. She loves to act cute

my beloved sis has made me this statement as her personal msg.... and i think it's totally ridiculous cos in e 1st place, e one who is always acting cute is nt me, but her!!! LOL... wake up ur idea man, jie.... LOL

yest rehearsal ended at 11+pm... so i took cab in e end... e uncle kept asking me qns la... asking me if i dance at mediacorp and stuff... argh... y cant taxi drivers keep to themselves??? anyway, i managed to catch e early buses today... hee... so i was in school quite early... today's econs lect was ok... starting to understand stuff (finally)... stats lect also ok la.. at least i didnt fall asleep... went to e central library to study today wif zhi yang... haha and i fell asleep while reading maths notes... dat ah pek la... say i cannot doze off or else sure feel super tired... so ok lor... untilo to e pt when both of us dun feel like studying le... den we went to arts canteen to makan... ate yong tau fu and it's super nice la!!! hehe... highly recommended... aft which, we went back to study...

went over to jonan's house for tuition... last lesson leh... talked to him alot... and dat boy is actuali much mature den i expected... so all e bez ya??? rehearsal tml at4pm to 7pm but i finish school at 5pm... so i gotta rush down AGAIN... ponning stats lect again... oh no!!! im so far behind!!!

nodding...

haha as usual... stubborn ah huan refused to heed ah pek's advice... and i was nodding my head off during lects la... and uncle lau has to nudge me to wake me up... LOL... drank mac's tea but to no avail... brought 2tbs to sch and i didnt touch any cos i was doing maths... LOL ah pek and uncle lau u all win this time lor... cos they predicted dat i will be damn sleepy and i wont touch my tbs respectively... haha... but aft a cup of hot milo, i could catch wad e maths lecturer was saying... haha not so bad aft all huh, blur little gal? fell asleep on uncle lau's car on e way back... LOL... guess i should have an early nite today!!!

e life of a dancer

i have promised raz and aprine dat i will blog abt this today... so no matter wad... im going to blog this NOW!!! haha... (sorrie zhi yang, but i insist)

woke up at 8am instead of 7am today... haha thanks to my dad, i managed to reach mediacorp on time... haha... today's star search rehearsal was ok... aft which, we rushed to e theatre from e film studio for e cancer charity show rehearsal... fariz and i were running la... haha machiam running 2.4km run... but in e end, we decided to walk cos we were super tired... (fariz was much much more tired den me la... hang in there!!! ) ate e packed lunch which was superb =) den we starting rehearsing wif angela zhang... at 1st she was wearing this pair of shades and looking at us when we were called to rehearse wif her... she's so pretty even when she is wif her shades on la... i was quite scared dat i will accidentally step on her while dancing lor... cos i was standing in front and she's so small sized!!! den we were called last min to do closing... which was totally unexpected... we were supposed to hold some candles for e finale... den we sort of rotted till 5pm when all of us went to do our make up and hair... e makeup artist super funny la... told me which mascara is gd... and she asked me to go for facial -_-" anyway, im quite ok wif e hair style la... though my fringe was up and my face look damn square... but, to me, i juz wan my hair to be stable la... not like when i dance awhile, den it will juz fall apart (juz like project superstar rehearsal... LOL)

e ironic thing is dat, in e end, e producers didnt give us candles la... so we basically juz stood there... clapping hands... period... lucky i brought notes to study!!! which makes me wonder abt e life of a dancer...

e blisters, aches and bruises we endured will nv be shown to e audience as all they can c is juz happy faces... (if nt, we r screwed to e max!!! haha) we muz be able to take all e last min things thrown at us so as to not ruin e show... put dance as 1st priority than anything else... irregular meals (which often resulted in gastric)... mental block (sometimes) when memorising too much steps and blockings at e same time... high brain processing power.... etc... it's nv ending... but do u reali understand e life of a dancer??? hmmm... i ponder...

got lect at 8am.... and i have 4hrs to slp!!! LOL... all e best man, ah huan... u r so screwed!!! =x

REHEARSAL DAY!!!

today i was super early when i reached mediacorp cos dad gotta work so he has to fetch me earlier... everything was ok... had star search rehearsal first and this time im doing vv few items... yeah!!! until 9am when my gastric pain started... for a moment i feel like puking can??? so i danced all e way till 1pm when aprine bought for me gastric pills... THANKS GAL!!! =) saved me la... so lunch i juz had a red bean bun and 2 sandwiches... didnt dare to eat much... aft which we had a stage run for Angela Zhang's item... so ok la... den aft dat we juz slacked all e way till 6pm... so i decided to take a nap... and ash, nat, fariz, julius and i actuali slept in e theatre when it was super noisy lor... imagine band playing like getai songs??? haha... ya... we actuali slept in such environment... LOL... so i guess we were all super tired...

as today was e music awards, onli few make up artistes and hair stylists were there... so today super short of manpower... but ok la... we managed to get our stuff done... haha and we tried out e costumes... for 2 runs... so for e 2nd run... i wanted to wear my gloves... cos i didnt reali pull e finger parts out, my fingers couldnt stretch completely into e gloves... and onli e middle finger part was out... so i ended up machiam pointing e middle finger when i was dancing... so paiseh can??? so i ended up curling all my fingers... haha...

den there was this part where aprine, julius, fariz an i hafta dance on e steps... as i was on heels... i was quite unstable la... (as usual, considering e fact dat im so chor lor) den fariz accidentally butted me... so i almost fell off e steps can!!! haha... so funny... it's reali fun dancing wif all of them... hehe

im back home today... quite sian huh? me sleeping in e living room wif my beloved erjie... i came back juz to see her k??? so gd rite??? mum went to scold me when i lost my temper when my eldest sis when to off e modem... datz like how many freaking times le... and den my mum asked me not to come back home... I DIDNT COME BACK HOME COS I WAN TO CAN??? MORE FOR MY ERJIE CAN??? den she started talking abt me n als gg to eat lunch... im like, CAN U PLS WAKE UP DAT IDEA??? WE CALLED IT QUITS ALREADY!!! wadever... rehearsal at 9am tml

Crucify My Love by X-Japan

From sing365.com:

Crucify my love
If my love is blind
Crucify my love
If it sets me free
Never know Never trust
"That love should see a color"
Crucify my love
If it should be the way
Swing the heartache
Feel it inside out
When the wind criesI
'll say goodbye
Tried to learn
Tried to find
To reach out for eternity
Where's the answer
Is this forever
Like a river flowing to the sea
You'll be miles away, and I will know
I know I can deal with the pain
No reason to cry
Crucify my love
If my love is blind
Crucify my love
If it sets me free
Never know Never trust
"That love should see a color"
Crucify my love
If it should be the way
'Til the loneliness shadows the sky
I'll be sailing down and I will know
I know I can clear clouds away
Oh Is it a crime to love
Swing the heartache
Feel it inside out
When the wind criesI'll say goodbye
Tried to learn Tried to find
To reach out for eternity
Where's the answer
Is this foreverIf my love is blind
Crucify my love
If it sets me free
Never know Never trust
"That love should see a color"
Crucify my love
If it should be the way

EMO Day

today was a brand new day for me... perspective has changed... it does feel a little different now... but im sure it's e best way for both of us... =) uncle lau bought for me mac tea... wanted to give him money, he said dun wan... so THANKS UNCLE LAU! today mr han, our econs tutor, super cute... he was trying to teach us on e graph if expenditure wif those CIGNX things la... den when e whole class went huh??? he was scratching his head la... haha... anyway, wanna say thanks to uncle lau and chenchen1 who managed to calm me down today... haha...

anyway, me and aprine took cab to mediacorp today... den e uncle super talkative la... zhi yang said i should have juz closed my eyes or listened to mp3 and e uncle will shut up... LOL but e uncle vv gd la... cab fare was 10.60bucks but he charged us for 10bucks onli... so aprine and i ran2e theatre... COS WE WERE LATE!!! LOL... rehearsal was pretty short... worst thing was i was shot to try out e costumes today... and wif all e quick change... so in e end, i danced in cheongsam wif adidas shoes... wad a weird combi can??? LOL... but can make it in time... so gd lor.. anyway i tried e cha cha bo song wif e feather... and fariz, eddy, ash and aprine were all laughing at me can??? reali cmi la... =(

ash gave aprine and i a lift to town aft rehearsal... and aprine managed to get her black heels... as i couldnt afford to buy such a pair of ex heels... i decided to wear back my unstable heels... =x aft which, i decided to meet zhi yang, zhen biao and bing liang to play pool... haha new stuff learnt today huh? worst thing was my phone batt died on me... so i gotta use aprine's phone to ask guo yao for zhi yang's no... and den copied his no onto a piece of paper... so when i reached jurong east stn, i went to e public phone and inserted a 10cents coin into dat phone and i took out e piece of paper... LOL reali look like country punpkin can??? i felt so primitive la... LOL... n i realised dat zhi yang was actuali waiting for me at e stn... haha... but we managed to meet and to my surprise, zhen biao was driving... haha... so e 1st thing i asked was, can i trust ur driving skill??? LOL...

as all of them have already eaten, zhi yang brought me to e bukit timah food centre to try e white fried carrot cake... and it's super nice!!! so it's highly recommended... hehe... he brought sugar cane juice wif lemon... LOL... to me, it was super nice!!! but to zhi yang, he said it was super sour... aft which, he said dat he thinks dat he might be getting a sore throat... sorry for asking u 2 eat e carrot cake =(

aft which, we went to bukit timah plaza to play pool... haha and it was e 1st time i was officially learning pool from someone... thanks zhi yang!!! haha... play until my eyes super tired liao la... haha... he ensured dat i got everything right 1st b4 proceeding on lor... haha he seems patient to me... and i think i muz be a super lousy student to teach... haha

aft dat, we went to some place opp party world to eat supper... ate mee goreng la... think today i eat super alot la... muz dance tml!!! aft dat, zhen biao and company sent me home... i mean to my aunt's place... hehe THANKS!!! yupyup... tml got rehearsal at 9am!!! sobz... =x

relaxing day...

today was miss e bus day... LOL... i missed bus 195, then bus 33 and den gotta wait for 20 mins for bus 33... but still ok la... cos i reached e lt juz nice at 8am... haha... muz be cos of e late nite... i couldnt find zhen biao they all in e lt... haha... so i juz sat at some random seat... when zhen biao called me on e phone... and they were juz sitting e opposite row behind me... haha muz be cos of e morning syndrome... haha

took e opportunity to buy tea from e deck!!! it's cheap and nice!!! e one at lt7a is so ex and bitter la... zhi yang said it's cos of inelastic demand... datz y sell so ex... considering e fact dat e other cafes are like super far away from dat lt... haha... slept during e break in stats lect... aft which we have lunch at science canteen... dat was when i caught a cheeko uncle staring at peilin la... so i asked peilin to be careful of him... den dat guy kept staring at me... so i gotta be extra cautious when i eat la... cos he's standing facing my dir... so irritating can??? bingliang wanted to confront e guy la... haha so funny...

did e stats online test... hehe... and went for blast... blast prac was fine... heng dat patrick didnt continue wif last wk's choreo... if nt... me and aprine would be dead meat... aft which i waited super long for 33 and 195 can!!! hehe but managed to bump in2 xiao wei on 195... so we went home together... haha

so ok la... rest day for me... but starting from tml i will have super packed rehearsals la!!! =x

btw e video which i posted... it's called Nobody's Home by Avril Lavigne... hehe well for ppl who noe me much... u all should noe e significance of this song la... enjoy! =)

kfc!!!

wanna say thanks to jonan and his maid for cooking lunch for me this aftnoon, as well as, uncle lau, whom offered me a lift to sch today... hehe as usual, i was carrying my big bag wif my laptop... uncle lau said machiam i go camping... haha

had a mini fright nite meeting today... more or less we have some ideas to work on la... so still ok... mle lect was still ok la... packed as usual cos of all e yr 3s who crashed our lecture... but zhen biao, bing liang, justin, zhi yang and i managed to get seats in e lt la... so nt so bad... and towards e end, e lecturer mentioned sth on rockwell hardness... and dat makes zhen biao and bing liang super excited la... dirty minds la them... LOL.. and they r still talking abt it!!!

aft which, bing liang suggested to go kfc aft lecture since e coupons for e buddy meal are expiring today... and since i rarely eat kfc, i decided to tag along... so we ate e buddy meal.. and gosh! kfc chickens r real nice!!! haha... though fattenng la.. but i shall burn it off tml... i promise!!! haha met bing long at kfc too... was quite surprised... cos clementi is like the other opp side of where we're living and to think dat we will bump in2 each other there today... haha...

decided to take bus 175 today... haha and it was my 1st time taking from clementi interchange to my gugu's place la... and i dozed off on e bus some more lor... vv daring rite??? when i woke up, i was at alexandra le... haha juz in time...

tried to revise for stats juz now... and i said tried to... wanted to print e solutions to e exercises one... but e printer gave up on me!!! haix... nvm la... zhi yang, thanks for offering to help me print e notes... hehe but it's ok la... and thanks for giving me e links to those videos... haha it reali cheer me up aft a 1hr confrontation wif e printer... LOL

tried to read my econs notes but to no avail... haix... shall go zzzz soon... tml got stats online test and blast prac!!!

Mugging...

did like maths tutorial from 10pm to 1am yest... and i cant do a single qn la!!! guess i was juz too distracted... sigh... and tired i guess... in e end, i went to bed feeling super upset and angry wif myself... strange thing was i was too tired... so i juz went to sleep e moment i lied on my bed... LOL...

had conference wif mdm kaur today together wif karin and allen... and we realised dat we have lots of structure probs as well as elaboration on e problems... but nvm... we r almost there le!!! b4 dat, we were camping outside our e4 classroom... when a grp of jap students walked past us... and karin and i went gaga over this 14 yr-old boy wif a fila bag... he has rosy cheeks and he's super shuai!!! but not as shuai as wentworth miller la... haha... of cos... so we decided to call him our fila boy... haha...

karin and allen helped me in maths today... hee... so i managed to finish my maths tutorial!!! yeah!!! thanks peeps!!!

now we're like slacking at sde... and we gonna start doing ctw soon!!! and super mugger allen doing maths tutorial 9 liao la... LOL... keep stressing karin and i... haha... anyway 2 more wks to hanabi/kushimbo/anything dat is jap (according to karin... haha)


ya and this "design" was created by karin and allen... they should call themselves AK... apparently e macdonald tissue was torn by them la... maybe some chilli sauce on the tissue paper??? yucks!!! haha...

zombified?

yest blast anniversary was great! get to meet jie mei... and joo teng was like giving me tips to improve on my lines... ok! i will work on controlling my strength when i dance! =)

went to pick up raz today to go down for rehearsal at mediacorp... and i met peggy and rachel at e reception! hee... super long time since i last saw peggy ever since... last yr??? haha... she's still e same... pretty as ever... hee... and she showed me her new tattoo of marilyn monroe's signature... she supper funny la... said all these (tattoos) help to train her to endure e future pain of childbirth... LOL... all e hey gorgeous contestants r like super lobster-red la... poor rachel and peggy! peggy couldnt even talk la... cos her skin was super tight...

this is peggy!!! she super pretty rite???

due to some clearance prob... all of us waited at e reception... yup.. raz and i were e earliest... haha... rehearsal today was fun... hee... with all e experienced dancers arnd... they reali lighten e entire mood... hee... aft rehearsal, ash drove francis, raz, aprine and i down to e adam road food centre... cos it's a sunday... we gotta wait quite awhile for parking lots... and we saw like kiasu singaporean drivers who were so kan chiong in getting e lots den they can juz parked so close to e car which is leaving soon... how can e car leave like dat la??!! den there was this disgusting driver who snatched our lot la... in e end, we managed to get a lot...

ate fried kway teow today... hee it tastes alright la... but not as good as dat of bedok blk 85 market... aawww... i juz miss those days la... =x

aft which, i went back home and den over to wendy's place to give tuition... and she kept asking me if i have anything wrong la... and she said i looked like a zombie -_-" got so jia lat meh??? alright wad... juz a few more eye bags onli wad... haha

oh well, shall go eat some home-cooked food and catch my senior competing and my friends dancing on star search later and i shall attempt to do my tutorials... haha...

crazy me

today i did e most outrageous thing ive ever done in my entire life... but b4 i talked abt dat... i shall lament on wad happened today... hee today i woke up ay 7am and im still feeling super sleepy... i talked to my grandma wif my eyes closed la... haha... den i went to sch for tut and den dance prac... hee everything will be over tml!!! yeah!!!

went to smu to meet ah bu to get my pants... so in e end ah bu was my tour guide round e campus... and im so amazed dat they have an underpass la!!! oops im super noob... so i went to rafflescity... and decided to queue for e donuts!!! so datz e outrageous thing... haha i queued for 45mins... not too bad rite??? e line was divided into 2 parts cos we r not supposed to block e other shoppers... so yup imagaine e line being segmented... so when i wanted to cross into e 1st portion, 2 gals went to queue behind e person in front of me... for a moment, i was like jia lak! how to open my mouth to tell them... but soon i decided to tell them la... anyway ive been queuing for e past 30mins leh!!!

Me: "excuse me, are u all queuing?"
Them: "ya." (flashing a look as if i wanna cut their queue)
Me: "well, sorry, but e queue starts from behind" (pointing at e second line at e back)

gosh they were so embarrassed can??? LOL... yup... cant blame them la.. alot of ppl also didnt noe... so yup... bought 1 box of 12 and 1 box of 6... so i decided to give dat box of 6 to als's family... haha

tml is a hectic day man... gotta give tuition to jonan, den gotta go for ensemble prac, den blast rehearsal, den e cancer charity show rehearsal!!! AAAHHHH!!! shall go do my tutorials now...

But b4 dat... i juz realised dat wentworth miller was e shuai ge in mariah carey's video "we belong together" AAAHHH!!! he's so shuai!!! haha als, dun take offence ya??? but he's MUCH better looking den u... and u cant deny dat... oh my... didnt noe he appeared in dat video la!!! haha... no wonder i remembered dat when i saw dat guy appearing on mariah carey's video, i thot dat he was super good looking... yuan lai shi ta!!! haha

dozing off =x

dozed off for awhile during econs lect... but e lecturer is a reali nice person... she reali made sure all of us understand e whole concept on macroecons!!! i was still like recovering for my past few days' lack of slp la... went to give tuition to wendy today... and everything was fine... aft dat, i rushed back to nus for e blast prac for e anniversary item... haha... i can say, we r reali a bunch of fun ppl la... haha... im dead tired now... but i promised allen to discuss ctw today... since i didnt have a chance to do it yest...

yest's recording was ok... mon's one was cancelled at like 11pm??? ive to take cab back to my aunt's place la... there was overun yest, and our last item was at 11pm... by den, we were all quite seh and i had stomachache la... shouldnt have eaten e nasi lemak la... cos if i dun eat any food, my stomach will be ok... but if i eat anything b4 a performance, i will have stomachache la... worst part was, i started at e wrong count!!! and i almost smack my leg into one of e artiste's face la... haha but it was almost... so it didnt happen... haha... thank God! so it was e most c.ock up performance i had... but im seriously vv tired... i juz wanna study... =x

there's blast prac tml too... so i gotta rush down aft gems lect at 8pm... uncle lau insisted dat he wanna pay for e parking fee although i said i wanna pay since im e one who's asking him to park at science... but uncle lau was much more witty den me... he asked me to pay for his petrol if i wanna pay for parking... LOL obviously i will juz choose to say thanks rite??? LOL

anyway, juz wanna say thanks to allen and karin, i mean they noe dat im busy wif my dance stuff... and allen always gave me time to complete my stuff... yes! im definately looking forward to e kushimbo buffet aft our oral defence!!! haha... thanks peeps! =)

a trip to holland v

went for tutorial today feeling quite seh-ed... haha karin and allen both think im vv high today... and as usual, they were trying to irritate me today... we were sitting on this row of chairs, of which my chair kept squeaking whenever any of us moved... so they kept moving (not in unison) and my chair kept squeaking la... i ended up raising my pencil and threatened dat i will stab their butts... LOL... i went to drink milk tea, which actually caused me to have gastric pain and a little diarrhoea today la... went to wendy's house to give tuition... and i ended up visiting e toilet in e 1st 10 mins... LOL.. but im fine now... Thank God!!!

today's rehearsal was ok la... struggled wif e spacing though... did fitting today and e costumes this time round r not too bad... e costumes r quite normal... hee... but i hafta squeeze into this super tight black dress... LOL... wif a big ribbon on e chest area... haha... and now e ah ben song is stuck in aprine's and my head la... turns out dat im going to do e cancer charity show instead of live e dream... meaning... i cant perform for church anniversary... sigh...

went to holland v wif aprine... and julius didnt wan us to pay him for e cab fare la... perry wanted to go back home and mug... and he's scaring me already.... cos dat means dat im gonna be like dat nxt yr!!! =( aprine and i wanted to eat at thai express, but e staff said e air-con area is closed and onli e non air-con area can be used... so we decided to eat at somewhere else... turns out dat e somewhere else is nydc!!! haha... when we were eating, there's 2 cats, like pussy e cat in shrek, were staring into e glass door... so cute la... juz like pussy lor... haha

HAHA... going to mug tml!!! muz make my sat morning worthwhile...good news for me... there's no rehearsal on sunday!!! yeah rest day!!! haha... meantime... i shall watch prisonbreak now!!! hahahahahaha thanks aprine!!! =)

oh gosh!

come on ppl... juz look at e time... me, ah huan, has never stayed up so late to do my assignment!!! anyway this is my 1st time staying over wif aprine... eusoff hall is reali a nice place sia... rachel is so sweet la... prepared towels, her slippers, cleared her table for me... haha... and aprine... she pei wo for like e past few hrs... haha ya i can now say i have experienced hall life for 1 day... haha and it's almost like daylight liao... and i have lesson at 9am!!! guess i shall faster go slp le... haha oh well a blog entry at 4++am!!! woohoo!!!

a break from school!!!

hmmm actuali nt considered as a break la... cos i did go back to sch 2day... lol... woke up super early today to do mle tutorial... since i will be out e whole day today... den i went to school for blast prac for e anniversary item... den went to bathe at aprine's "house"... hee thanks gal!!! =) den rushed to somerset to meet als... haha... i was like travelling arnd from e east, to west, to central, and now im back to e east... tml i shall stay overnite at my aunt's place... hehe... im a nomad man...

anyway, today als and i went to e korean restaurant at heeren... as e movie "Lust, Caution" was only showing at 1845, we decided to have an early dinner... so e restaurant was quite empty la... except for a Korean couple... so when e theme song for winter sonata went on, e guy was singing to it la... so we actuali sort of got a free authentic live show... haha... we ordered seafood pancake, 1 hot stone bowl rice and 1 pot of ginseng chicken soup, and they gave us e usual side dishes (kimchi, which tastes exactly like wad my mum's kimchi tastes like... MY MUM'S COOKING ROCKS!!! ikan billis and preserved cucumber) hee... overall, e food there is quite nice and of e right amt... got a 15% disc from uob also... so quite worth it la... anyway not i pay wad... HAHA... we also ordered e hot citron tea which tastes super refreshing!!! haha... and dat is a muz try...

aft dat, we walked to cineleisure for our movie... and it onli ended at 2130!!! super long... haha this is like my 2nd chinese movie i ever watched in a cinema... (and e 1st was e opium war which i watched wif my dad and my er jie la) i think e lead actress tang wei has superb acting skills... pls la... she managed to speak mandarin, shanghainese, cantonese and english la... lest to say her singing skills... e stern face seen in tony leung was super mesmerising la... though he's acting as a villian in e movie... wang lee hom is forever so shuai la... at 1st i giggled a little at his american accent mandarin... but i think his acting skills r nt bad too... reali portrayed a patriotism... at e end of e movie, i felt quite sad for e lead actress cos she didnt deserve to go thru all these... which e character whom wang lee hom was playing, could actuali put a stop to it... it all boils down to him nt confessing his love for e gal... sad show... but i have to say... tony leung is a versatile actor who can act in both comedy as well as serious shows like this... hardly u will see him acting as a villian la... although i still prefer him acting as e undercover cop in infernal affairs, where u kept hearing these words, "wo shi jing cha". (Im a cop)... some of e scenes in lust, caution were censored (apparently some bondage scenes), which i thought was pretty crucial when e lead actress was putting her idea across to e mastermind of e whole assassination... it's like making a statement without quantifying ur ans...

overall... 8/10 for e artistic pov...

Tears by X-Japan

haha... all thanks to uncle lau... he has successfully brainwashed me wif x-japan songs... and im now surfing youtube la... anyway, i thot this song is super touching... yupyup.... but... i onli put english portion... taken from www.lyricsdepot.com

TEARS by X-JAPAN

LONELINESS, YOUR SILENT WHISPER
FILLS A RIVER OF TEARS THROUGH THE NIGHT
MEMORY, YOU NEVER LET ME CRYAND YOU, YOU NEVER SAID GOODBYE
SOMETIMES OUR TEARS BLINDED THE LOVE
WE LOST OUT DREAMS ALONG THE WAY
BUT I NEVER THOUGHT YOU'D TRADE YOUR SOUL TO THE FATES
NEVER THOUGHT YOU'D LEAVE ME ALONE
TIME THROUGH THE RAIN HAS SET ME FREE
AND OF TIME WILL KEEP YOUR MEMORY
LOVE EVERLASTING FADES AWAY
ALIVE WITHIN YOUR BEATLESS HEARTDRY YOUR TEARS WITH LOVE
DRY YOUR TEARS WITH LOVE

if you could have told me everything
you would have found what love isif you could have told me what was on your mind
I would have shown you the way
someday I'm gonna be older than you
I've never thought beyond that time
I've never imagined the pictures of that lifefor now I will try to live for you and for me
I will try to live with love, with dreams
and forever with Tears

2 more hours to go...

2 more hrs to go and i can take a short break... haha... had a real "eventful" day today... sigh... more or less im like a nomad now... i have to adapt in a way such dat when emergency arises, i have to be ready to move... haha even though i dun reali noe if u will have e chance to read this... i juz wanna thank u for allowing me to study at ur place so last min... haha and e chicken and kandang is superb... LOL... thanks justin!!!

mum gave me permission to stay in a hostel liao... if not... at my aunt's place... she's scared dat im unable to study at home... i seriously think i should learn how to control my anger... ive been controlling my temper but it's still not enough... sigh...

yupyup... i shall chiong down from nus for rehearsal later... hope i can catch up in time ba...

final one...

oh well... tml will be my last paper and i cant wait for dat to happen so dat i can relax for awhile... though i might not be doing vv well for e papers, but i did put in my all for it... guess i need to take a short break too to fan xing... LOL... tml got rehearsal rite aft my paper... hafta rush down cos rehearsal starts at 6pm but my exam onli finishes at 6.30pm!!! means i hafta speed learn e steps when i reached dat place... and judging from zaki's pace... it means super fast... HAHA so i better feel good aft my exam, or else i will sure have problems catching e steps!!! lol... guess i need my dad's help in getting there... haha... or else i gotta take cab!!! cry~!

felt bad yest, cos joo teng and e rest of e blast yr 1 dancers who were in e same item as me, waited for me to come rite aft my lect... apparently serene has an exam e nxt day some more la... damn... and tml i cant go for e prac too cos of mle...

it's gg to be a super hectic wk for me in e coming wks... gotta give tuition, dance prac and rehearsals and catch up e choreo which patrick taught on last prac which i didnt go =x ... but prob is i enjoy doing it... haha... den justin asked me if i got time to study... my ans??? i dunno... it reali depends... cos i feel dat i need such circumstances to push me to study... e 1 wk of study break made me feel slack... though i studied most of e time... e result??? i still screwed up my 3 tests... im hoping dat i wont screw mle... cos it's like e onli science subject so i should jolly well score better for it... haix...

ok! shall mug all i can now!!!

vomit, suffer, suck it up.

i juz dunno wad has gotten into me... i tried my vv best... i studied super hard... but still... my mind went blank during exams... and it's not juz once... but thrice... simple questions, i also have to think super hard... cos i think too much... guess ive learnt my lesson... not to put too much pressure on myself... i juz need to get my focus back...

chiong-ing for maths and stats

yest econs was like.... i dunno how to describe it... i can work out e ans given in e options but im not 100% certain of my ans... it's like this weird feeling i had when i used to do my phy mcq papers... haha... aft all, yest paper was my 1st paper in nus and my 1st econs paper... i shant describe it as "virgin paper" as wad shu quan described as la... cos it sounds... wrong??? haha

yest it was my 1st time sitting wif my class for lect... most of e time i will be sitting with my og mates... and i can tell u... i think we r one of e noisiest grp??? actuali to be more accurate, onli shu quan, livia and i were noisy... haha zhao xiang and marianne were quite quiet... e lecturer was talking abt partial differentiation which was not taught in jc b4... and he brounght as umbrella to lect and datz when we kept singing e song, "umbrella" by rihanna... haha... actuali i thought it's quite a nice song, but i dunno y so many ppl hate it... esp my sis cos i kept singing in front of her... (trying to irritate her, of cos)

yest paper ended at 1930, and we could onli leave e place at 1945... so e 1st thing i did was to rush out to find my dad... parking in nus is vv ex!!! LOL... but my dad noes me bez la... he noes i will surely be late... so he came at 1950... haha juz nice... cos initially i asked him to come at 1940 la... imagine e carpark fee!!! haha

cant go for blast! prac tml cos i gotta give tuition to my kid... psle e nxt day ma... so cant change date... gg for blast! prac is diff from gg to studio wu... cos patrick reali focus on teaching us diff styles, which not many choreographers can do dat... so it reali enhance my dance vocab... i feel like im learning sth, instead of juz doing e motions... haha... ENLIGHTENMENT!

grandma super funny... called me today and asked me if im performing soon... den i told her i performed on last tues show le... and she said, "huh? no one told me..." it was juz 3mins so i decided not to tell her la... though my grandma is quite old liao, her eyes r super sharp la... everytime she's able to spot me on screen right b4 my cousins do la... haha...

oh well... i shall go run errand now... till then, i think i wont update my blog this wk... cos i still got stats and mle to mug!!!

trying hard to mug...

haha... aft mugging for e past 3 hrs, i shall declare a 1hr rest for myself...

service today ended pretty late... initially, our family wanted to go down to lai lai beef noodle house to have our lunch... but due to unforseen circumstances which i dun wanna talk abt, our lunch plan was changed... in e end, my mum and i went down to kovan's xin wang cha can ting to eat... my mum had a plate of dry beef horfun, which was recommended by me (haha) and i had dry seafood hor fun... my mum's food came 1st, so she asked me to share wif her... aft my mum had finished her food, we waited for another 3 mins for my food to come... and to our surprise, e plate was super big la... my mum was like complaining dat she's like cutting down on her diet and im here feeding her wif stuff... LOL... e service there was fantastic... esp this waitress who served us... she asked for our opinions on e food and stuff... 10/10 for her service!!!

aft which, we waited for lik 15 mins for bus 81... and i hafta say dat e weather is super warm 2day!!! im now perspiring as i typed this entry la... argh~! when i reached home, i tyold myself dat i gotta study for my econs test tml... but when i was at e 4th chapter, i was already dozing off liao... LOL... decided to nap for 30 mins instead... i thought i overslept at 1st, cos it seems as if i slept for super liao hrs liao... but to my surprise... i was 2 mins away to e sound of my alarm clock... haha...

stupid thing is dat when i decided to study at full force... i was dozing off AGAIN!!! haha but i dunno how la... i manage to finish studying for e theory part of econs... so i decided to revise on my stats... and to prevent myself from dozing off AGAIN, i decided to prepare notes... haha... and im super proud of my notes!!! now im left wif e preparation of e 4 pages long helpsheet for e stats test...

going to have my dinner soon... hope dat i will be able to revise my econs in peace... moment of peace started since 2pm... hopefully it can last till tml... im reali scared dat e same thing which happened to me before my chem paper will happen again... studying in a bathroom isnt a vv gd thing...

SATISFIED~!

i went to give tuition to jonan at 10am and i was super impressed by dat boy... he was actually up at 10am!!! (though he hasnt yet brushed his teeth) haha... well done boy... =)

went back home to start mugging for maths and i juz sat down on e chair for e nxt 5 hrs, can you believe it??? den decided to revise my stats, den aft which i had my dinner wif my sis aft which i gotta snatch e bathroom from her... haha but as usual, my sis is always e heroine, and im e villian, so i gotta use e bathroom 1st lor...

went to bugis to meet shun zi and xuan zi to look for gen's present... haha and lots of things actualli happened... there's this like super irritating bugger who actualli bumped in2 shun zi and said, "excuse me la, auntie"... we were like appalled at his rudeness can??? e freaking walkway is super wide and you can like walk and why do you hafta make such comments??? as usual, shun zi has a good temper... and i muz applaude her for dat...

aft dat, xuan zi heard some super paranoid, overprotective woman who was behind us talking to her boyfriend in mandarin, "dat girl (either of us) thinks she vv pretty izit??? she thought dat you (e boyfriend) was looking at her la" EXCUSE ME??? WAS THERE EVEN A GUY IN FRONT OF US???

so we went into topshop and there was my weak spot... i saw e pair of grey skinny pants which i wanna buy for so long!!! and topshop was having 20% discount storewide... i tried e pants and shun zi and xuan zi both think dat i should buy... haha they came up wif an idea... saying dat i shouldnt buy any more jeans in e coming 2 yrs!!! since ive already bought 3 pairs of jeans (plus this pair will be 4)... LOL... so in e end i bought... and als said he will bar me from shopping le... haha... cos topshop skinnies r like e onli ones which i can wear la... (cos i cant even squeeze my butt in2 e normal ones la) so i deemed it as a pretty gd investment la... (well it should be la... after spending 92 bucks on it!!! =x)

i bought a tube from m industries too... and it's a super gd price... 23 bucks!!! haha... can share wif my sis also... so yup, in e end ive spent alot on shopping!!! withdrew money from my acc and den i realised dat e school has deducted e school fees from my acc liao... ah!!! so i shall start saving now... haha

and justin has been stressing me every nite... dat dude has been studying like mad la... ask me qns which i cant and... LOL... well i hope u manage to find my blog... cos im typing this for u to see!!! LOL 1 more day to my 1st exam in NUS!!! =x

my 1st blog

erm this is not exactly my 1st blog??? my 1st blog dieded like how many yrs ago... haha... it feels quite weird... nvertheless, i will try my vv bez to maintain this blog... LOL i still rmb i didnt update my previous blog for like 1 yr or so la... HAHA...

anyway it's recess wk and for once in 2 mths, i get to take a break from my daily journey to e west... haha truely it has been quite an ADVENTURE to like wake up every morning to tag along wif my parents to justin's place to hitch a ride to school... THANKS BRO FOR FETCHING ME TO SCHOOL ALMOST EVERYDAY!!! see im so good la??? i gave credits to you some more...

hafta mug soon for mid-term... im still quite gong abt everything... hee... but ALS has always been supporting me... THANKS DUDE!!! =) hehe... ppsss... can u help me find blogskins??? haha... ALS u will help me one rite??? haha...

gotta mug for my stats gems tml la... i will try to understand wad e prof has been saying... all e bar-charts, stem and leaf diagrams, normal distributions... hmmm... how exactly can we write abt dat la??? i bidded for 100 pts for dat module la!!!! LOL and e thurs lect ends at 8pm, but e good thing is dat e prof always let us off earlier... hehe...

oh well, i think i hafta start my engine soon cos it's getting rusty!!! ARGH~!