LAST POST OF E YR 2007!!!

yeah man... today is d-day for me... screwed up lovestoned yest during rehearsal... did double roti pratas instead of 1... LOL... zaki asked me nt to be over-excited... LOL

yest rehearsal was ok la... abit scary cos we have to dance in boots and spin double in dat... but no mishaps have occured... LOL... so ok la... but yest we gotta report at 4pm to do our makeup... so we rotted all e way till 2130... so i met zy at 1930... but i got news dat we gotta remain arnd e stage area at 8pm!!! so zy was abit sianded la... but den ms wee said it's ok... cos confirm drag one... so she asked me to juz continue to shop wif zy and she will call me when it's time... haha... thanks ms wee!!!

yupyup so today gotta report at 4pm again... this time round i hope i wont screw up any parts sia... =x

yr 2007 has been a blast for me... it was e yr when i started dancing for shows and stuff... breakthrough i supposed... and ive learnt alot this yr... and of cos ive learnt my lesson... of prioritising stuff properly... so ive decided to study hard for 2008!!! (and hope to pull up my cap... =x)

yupyup ah huan has learnt alot... so wad r my committments for 2008???

1) God
2) family... i agree ive neglected them this yr... sigh
3) studies!!!
4) funkamania - e-stylez we rock!
5) impresario
6) dance blast!

nt dat bad rite??? jia you ah huan!!!

mentally and physically challenged.

mood: super drained of energy

juz came back from rehearsal nt long... ate my mum's bee hoon... thanks mum =) reali appreciate dat... i dunno y but im super famished... today's rehearsal was scheduled at 2030... but cos of e deal or no deal gals... we started our prac late... so in e end we gotta all rush and dance with minimal water breaks... lol... zaki was vv funny... aft e whole rehearsal when everyone is super tired and drained of energy and water... he walked to us and said, "im okay now! i am still zaki!" shu lin replied, " we dunno anyone called zaki la!" lol... guess we all got his pt... we gotta rush thru e whole rehearsal cos we r supposed to end at 2230... yupyup... so i guess today i juz finished like running 10km worth of distance... LOL

had prac at 9am today... izaac gave yong kai, serene and i a lift at kovan (haha but serene was late la... so we drove to her place instead) den we went to e west coast mac... could have gone thru e drive thru... LOL but we didnt... so we looked like noobs carrying plastic bags out of mac to izaac's car... LOL... aft which we had prac till 1530 when dearest jie mei izaac gave karen and i a lift to vivo... haha and jie mei actually spent like 130++ bucks on esprit clothes... i bought a pull and bear top for 24.90 bucks though! partner karen and jie mei said it's so me la... e top.. haha... anyway thanks izaac for driving us today!!! and thanks partner for being there to support me these 2 days... reali appreciate it, gal! =)

went up to vivo rooftop early... we were supposed to meet at 1845 but i reached at 1815... haha nevertheless, i sat on a bench beside e wading pool... and i fell asleep!!! and i almost fell off e ben while sleeping cross-legged can? so malu... LOL.. in e end yan ling found me there stoning... so we went to food republic to get her dinner... so we re-capped e steps all e way till 2030...

so in e end... we reali danced alot today... im super tired =x gotta wake up early tml again! =(

fruitful day.

zy and i were on our way to meet zb and bl at orachard mrt stn yest, when this bangladesh worker kept squeezing his way thru us... and zy said, " hey, relax can?" lol... and dat guy stopped... and till now we dun even noe if he understands wad zy said... LOL... went to hard rock cafe wif zy, zb and bl yest to celebrate christmas... was my 1st time gg there... they closed e 2nd floor so there were no seats available when we got there... so in e end we gotta stand... nt vv nice... haha but e ambience is great... e live band was superb esp e lead singer... his vocals were super gd!!! kumar hosted e show... and she reali made me laugh alot...

met up wif sis at macs and we were all chilling out till 2am... hee... aft which we walked down e whole stretch of orchard road... and to our surprise (and disgust)... ngee ann city was filled wif trash!!! ppl juz threw their rubbish arnd and e poor workers gotta clean things up... it was reali a mess man...

jie and i ran aft e bus 7n... LOL i looked like some siao zha bo running down orachrd road lor... so unglam man... but thank God, we managed to catch e bus... or else we gotta wait super long for e nxt bus... but poor zy, zb and bl... they waited for 1 hr for their bus... =x

woke up at 0930 today... brought my family to ichiban boshi to eat... they reali liked it alot... so im happy lor... some more my da jie came along also... which is gd =) went to dorothy perkins and i bought a top for myself... bought a miss selfridge top for my mum... hehe uob discounts rocks! aft which, we went down to robinsons... and dat place was flooded wif ppl can??? i queued for 1 hr to pay lor... as usual, i was alone queing... but zy accompanied me by talking to me... thanks alot, ah pek! in e end, we spent 300 bucks la!!! bought glucocamine for my knee joints... aft listening to partner and zy... hmmm guess i shld invest in dat... need to take gd care of myself... and now my legs aching like mad from e long hrs of standing... jia lat... results coming out tml... argh... some mre got dance pracs and rehearsal... wad if i dun make e cut to remain in ddp??? i think i wont have mood to dance tml... sigh... lest to stay to chiong... argh!!! =x

misunderstood.

it sucks when ppl misunderstands anyone... and im sure no one likes dat feeling... e most terrible thing to do to e person will be refusing to listen to e person's explanation... or rather... judging e person b4 he or she even explains him or herself... it makes e person sian to explain everything even when e surrounding ppl said i wan to sort things out wif u...

i need a place where i can call it my own resting corner in e bloody house... travelling from e east to e west, staying in diff houses isnt a nice thing to do... cos everything is temporary... but when i come back home... i dun even have a permanent place which i can sleep in... it's nt say dat im selfish and i dun wan to share my room wif others... cos my cousins and my aunt and uncle r willing to let me stay in their house... it's e feeling dat when u come back home (like onli a few times in a wk) and when u see dat ur room is occupied by ppl and u have to sleep some where else... e feeling juz sucks...

it even sucks when family members question y did i come back to my OWN HOME yest... damn it... it's my own bloody home... i have all rights to come back rite??? do i have to like inform u everyday whether im coming back to my OWN HOME to stay???

dun say dat im selfish when u have a bloody hostel to stay in... a place where u can settle down for 5 days... damn it... i dun even have a place to stay in consecutively for 5 days... there's no basis for comparison...

nt say i dun wan to share a bed wif u, mum... but u noe it dat even if i sleep beside u... u wont be able to have a good nite rest...

wad i have told u b4, i believed, has all gone down into e drain, dad... u dun even wan to listen to me explaining myself... talking abt disappointed... i think i am more disappointed in all of u den wad u all r feeling abt me...

so will anyone try to understand me? i doubt so.

argh... camp!!!

went to watch code edge dance competition at zouk yest... but i didnt club... cos got church service and rehearsal e nxt day... c i so guai... haha... anyway e nus seniors plus cs were reali gd!!! wasnt reali impressed by la fuse though... one crew was definately superb... they should be in e top 3 placings la... sigh... guess e judges muz be looking for sth else...

had rehearsal today over at mediacorp... dancing wif all e lao jiaos!!! =x hope dat i can remember e dance steps... or else??!!! argh!!! rehearsal today was ok... everyone was joking arnd and there wasnt any tension... a vv gd environment for me to learn e dance steps... hehe... zaki is given 50 countdown tics... yup so he asked if we wan any... so anyone interested to watch, let me noe k??? =)

haven packed my stuff for e blast camp tml... LOL... i think by e end of e camp... i will lose alot of wt la... haha...

im so gg to seem missing sth for this whole wk... =(

trapezius - trapezium???

according to zy... trapezius is a muscle on e shoulders... vv near to e neck... and yup dat stupid muscles of mine are aching damn badly... and now it's super big la... =.= it was flat e last time when i went for massage at amore... but now... it's back!!! argh!!!

resting now till 3pm when i gotta dance again... gotta go imm to buy pants and ear piece... argh... i hope e adidas there got e pants dat i saw at bugis!!! =x reali like it alot...

haix till den i shall rest and watch my prison break... actuali for wentworth miller... haha

ah huan is tired =x

juz came back from nus aft dance prac... and im now resting in front of my laptop... and i juz had my dinner... wonderful fei xiong fishball noodles... nt dat fantastic la... but it was a luxury to me cos im super duper hungry!!! =x

had dance prac over at nus at 2pm... haha yes was watching naruto in e morning... had like cup noodles for breakfast and instant oatmeal porridge for lunch... yes by 4pm im super hungry... lucky got buy dao so pia for msia... hehe shunzi, jacky, esther and raz liked e dao sa pia alot lor... haha... yes i think im super unhealthy today... eat all those instant stuff... LOL well experience to hall life ma... didnt wan to go down to e canteen cos of e stench... LOL

took bus 198 to nus today... and i fell asleep on e bus la... this kind of weather... haix should be staying at home to slp lor!!! LOL... and i was 1 hr late... thanks to e traffic jam along aye la... sigh...

finished prac at 9 plus... got a lift from my friend to dover mrt stn... haha along wif karen and yong kai... when i finally made my way back to ntu... so here i am typing... super tired wif muscles aching all over... and i dunno y... dance prac at 10 tml... sore =.=

back from a short trip

went to jb today and i bought onli 1 top... LOL... but nvm... we went to eat seafood... thanks to ginny... she fetched us in her bmw... wahahaha... ate alot today... yup im so gonna burn it off tml... got 2 pracs tml!!! how can i squeeze in my dinner??? haix...

journey to e west.

ok i juz realised dat there isnt any bus to kranji from my place... though kranji is like 1 straight road down e expressway from my place... shucks!!! and thinking abt dat... i decided to stay in hall tml... so i gotta shift all e stuff i need for e wk to ntu tml!!! =x sianz...

looking forward to jb trip later!!! i juz checked my passport and i realised dat it has been exactly 1 yr since i went to malaysia... and e freaky part is dat e last last time i went to malaysia was also on 10 dec... so coincidental la!!! LOL shun min said 10 dec is e malaysia date for me...

mum and sis went over to hokaido today... going to miss my mum's cooking and miss irritating my sis... haha but nvm... they will be coming back soon... LOL

im aching... =x

went over to ntu for dance prac at 10 plus... danced till 12 plus... and im aching!!! oh no... haven been dancing much... sigh need to get my momentum back...

went to watch naruto again!!! and it's super nice... ok im hooked... haha zy is rite... hehe ok im like now at ep20 onli la... when according to zy... they have released up to 200 eps liao... =x ok i seriously need to catch up...

better have an early nite tonight... cos tml dance is at 0900!!! ah!!! and till 4pm la... long day tml!!! =x

exams r finally over!!! dancer mode - on

hehe exams r finally over for me!!! and this is day 2 of my hols... went to watch enchanted yest... and it's super nice!!! quite lame la... haha but it's e lameness which made me laughed like mad... LOL... good movie to unwind!!!

went to eat at ichiban boshi... hehe and e sushi tastes super nice!!! zy is ok wif e katsudon even though he's nt a fan of jap food... and it was his 1st time eating jap food some more... LOL... went to watch naruto... and damn! im now addicted to naruto le... =x

got like put on aeroplane today for e dance prac at ntu... sian... but raz taught me e steps le... so i didnt make my ntu trip useless... thanks raz!!! =) went to watch more naruto... den went for aprine's concert at victoria theatre... haha it was a great show... was vv surprised by this small little gal... arnd 6 yrs old? who was dancing hip hop... super good la!!! LOL her energy was super high man... put us youth to shame... tsk...

went back home wif rachel and ah bu... and we discussed lots of things... and we r meeting up again nxt wk!!! haha yeah!!!

got dance prac at ntu tml at 10am... but im like at my own house now... sigh journey to e west again la... =x

hee... more photos on our last ctw lesson!!! (thanks allen =) )

our ctw class (e10)ok obviously im e odd one out... cos im nt from rj... haha... e rest are reali from rj or rgsrandom shot... hehe
ok im mean to shu quan... haha

slacking le...

haha im getting so easily distracted dat im re-watching e hwangjini movie wif my sis... supposed to study stats le... but... im still filled wif doubts... understanding uncertainty using stats... ya rite...

cant wait for tml to come man!!! im so gg to watch enchanted wif zy... LOL ironic thing is dat most of my army friends have watched e show le... sian... ya exams r still nt over for us, sian... nvm, it shall be over in e nxt 21 hrs??? haha... at least it's like less den a day la... yeah...

gg to watch aprine's dance concert on wed... in e meantime got dance rehearsals here and there... and gel youth camp on 12 to 15, den dance blast camp on 17th onwards... hectic mth... but im sure i will enjoy it much better as compared to e past few mths... LOL trying to catch up wif chpts which i have missed e lects is reali sian... to be constantly in doubt is so nt me... but ever since ive stepped in2 uni... im nv once certain of wad im studying... LOL... guess datz uni life huh???

christmas is here!!! and i can smell it!!! haha... lightings at orchard road is super nice sia... but i havcen got e mood to reali like walk thru... everytime i stepped in2 dat place, i felt so sinful... cos my exams arent over... but im sure i wont feel dat way starting from tml... haha... can finally go shop all i wan... ok window shop, since i realised dat i had spent alot of money this yr... ya... on pants actuali... haix... ok la... window shop also nt bad...

now rotting at home wif my laptop in front of me, trying to recap wad ive learnt for stats... and waiting for my er jie to finish packing her luggage so dat i can continue wif e hwangjini movie!!! sian... now at home wif my mum, da jie and beloved er jie... and wif jolin tsai's music blasting from e living room... -_-" forever one la... during this period of e yr, my da jie will juz blast jolin tsai's songs... argh... im seriously nt a fan of hers... i can even stand she, but no jolin tsai pls....

juz heard from gideon dat e company which ive worked at previously is shutting down... surprised??? i am man... i mean... quite shocking la... cos i thot this yr had been quite good wif businesses going up... hmmm it has been vv long since i left but it has onli been 5 mths??? haha... going to meet up wif my ex-colleagues vv soon!!! meng hoe suggested a drinking session... hmmm but me??? drinking??? i can onli rmb e incident when i went for e engine bash @ attica wif uncle lau and i stepped in2 e gents... LOL... ok enuff said... i was high... LOL... and a guy almost wanted to pee when i got in... oops... chou shi

yeah man... this wk is going to be a happening wk for me!!! aft tml stats paper is done... haha

blur gal

went to biz library to join zy, bl, zb and uncle lau... onli studied till 5.30pm cos i gotta meet my family at chinatown... so today was super inefficient!!! and stats also dunno how to mug la...

yest i went to biz library to study in e morning... aft which went to orchard to meet e ahs councillors... haha went to ps cafe to eat and it's super ulu-ated... ambience is great there... but e food is so so la... think aerins better... cos maybe im still having my exams??? haha... as usual mr chua's birthday present is always so unique... we gave him a mini baby chua... with no eyes attached!!! LOL... yupyup... happy 36th birthday to u!!! this guy... refused to admit his age la... cannot stand it... haha... cos of some cock ups wif e reservations, we gotta leave e place by 8pm la... in e end, we onli left at 8.30pm... so aft which we went over to ben and jerry's and mr chua treated us to e monstor ice cream... 20 scoops of ice cream la!!! 88 bucks!!! didnt dare to take photo cos everyone was digging their spoons into e bucket la... and everything was in a mess??? haha... but everytime we dig, we found new flavours... brynner said cannot tell ppl when we find new flavours, cos everyone will rush for e flavour... haha poor audrey, she decided to give up long time ago... LOL mei hui couldnt scoop for e ice cream also, cos everyone was chiong-ing for it... haha... so i helped her to scoop...

me n mei hui cam-whoring at ben and jerry's

me n mei hui acting bimbo... haha

ben and alex playing wif... e party thing... haha

them playing e thing again... wif ash staring at mr chua and audrey's wedding photos

xmas tree at dempsey hill

and now some good-old days memories...

zhao xiang, me n shu quan... ya 2 real rj peeps and 1 fakeme n karin (proud hci gal)

yup i forgot to bring my tj uniform so marianne lent me her rjc uniform... hmmm do i look like i was from rj??? HAHA