Friday, May 23, 2008

nice homestay @ pusan

im out of japan and ive finally reached korea... haha... now at pusan where everything is so cheap... LOL and u can keep eating like mad... HAHA cos everything is so cheap!!! LOL and e clothes... i think it's onli here where u can get cheap stuff la... doubt i will get these stuff at these prices when i reach seoul... haha i juz simply bought 2 tops at 7sgd... and e bim bim bab... 4.20sgd,,, and e portion is huge!!! my sis and i have trouble finishing e food!!! LOL... and e face shop stuff!!! is so damn cheap here!!! e eyeliner which i bought costs like 5 times more in sg la!!! im so sad... HAIX

yup... juz went down to e supermarket and realised dat it onli opens at 10am... LOL so ok... shall wait for 1 more hr.... aft dat shall juz tour arnd this area... HAHA... den take train down to go for e hot spring at hotel nongshim... heard dat it's super gd... haha so shall look c... haha hope dat i wont be boiled alive... cos e temp is quite high!!! =x

im missing my dear... haix... nvm 8 more days to seeing him... and e stupid thing... 7 more days for e release of my results... =x hope i wont da bao cm1502... cos this mod was like siao... haix... and my maths and matlab was abit messed up too... HAIX... dunno la... i did my best le la... wadever i shall try to enjoy wad i have here... HAHA...

Saturday, May 17, 2008

almost done wif japan...

ok so im leaving matsuyama soon for hiroshima... so a total of 4 more days in japan b4 moving on to korea!!! haha my yen is running low now... LOL and ive finally bought my earpiece!!! hee... my sports fit one... HAHA... and did i miss out sth??? i have this super huge mosquito bite here la... LOL... and e crows here r like super huge... quite scary sia... LOL

and now my mind is starting to pile up wif rag... wif my music half done... and fright nite planning... LOL which is i seriously need to rely on sia see to do dat cos im still far far away from spore... sorry sia see!!! =( i come back i treat u sth nice nice k???

guess i beta start to finish up these details... haix... anyway i will be gg to hiroshima -> fukuoka -> busan -> seoul... den back home... yeah!!! i miss my family and my dear... =( bet he is now having fun at sentosa... haix

Thursday, May 8, 2008

off to japan in less den 20hrs

yup... we've finally finalised most of e stuff... except im left wif accommodation @ seoul is still uncertain... once it has been confirmed, i can go and print out all e maps... haha

yup so im flying soon... cya in jun... LOL... hope dat i will be back in 1 pc... hehe

Sunday, May 4, 2008

suddenly i see!!!

ok yest ive finally realised sth which i failed to understand e moment since i stepped into uni... an incorrect concept which i had from e moment i entered into my course... and i onli realised it aft i handed in my matlab script =.= ok la... cant blame God for e delay... cos i noe He has His purpose for e delay... anyway, it has been a long long time since He has spoken to me... haha yes... i think ive been bad... hmmm... uncle william was vv right today... e reason dat we stray away from God, it's bcos of our daily affairs... affairs which onli matters e world... yup... and we always think dat we can run e race... e mad academic race alone... but actuali, wad we can accomplish is juz a short-d race... nt a long-d race... lest to say a marathon...

e moment i stepped into my sec sch, i told myself dat i cant expect much for my results, cos i juz merely passed e aggregate score to enter e sch... however, God proved me wrong... in fact, he helped me to achieve many of e results which ive nv saw myself possible to achieve... look @ my science... i scored a c for my science in pri sch... and i was like publicly insulted by my science teacher cos i couldnt ans a simple science qn... (and e prob was dat i was from e 2nd best class... ya stress =x)... and in e end... i was in triple science... irony huh?

e moment i stepped into my jc... i told myself e same thing... cos everyone was like e best of e best... ya... but in e end, God helped me to juggle many of my committments... dance and house com... and i participated in many events la... LOL... reali cannot imagine how i manage to pull thru... LOL... and still God helped me thru my a levels... yup...

but e prob was dat, e moment i stepped into uni, i told myself to keep up wad i had achieved so far... and dat was all wrong!!! wif dat mentality, i have been running e race alone... though wif less committments now (ever since e mistake i made in sem1)... and each time, i returned disheartened... yup... so starting from yest, i told myself dat i will nt indulge in my incorrect mentality... ya aft 3 papers have passed... LOL... nt dat bad wad, at least i realised... haha

tml it's cn1111... oh man... i told myself dat im nt gg in wif a mentality to solve all qns... i will juz attempt to ans PARTS of e qn... hehe... cant expect much la... let God do e rest ba... =)

2 more days n im free!!! cant imagine dat... and i will be gg to japan and korea!!! hehehehehehe

Friday, May 2, 2008

random thots...

hee another fav song of mine... too much to ask by avril lavigne

Its the first time I ever felt this lonely
I wish someone could cure this pain
Its funny when you think its gonna work out
Til you chose weed over me, you're so lame
I thought you were cool until the point
But up until the point you didnt call me
When you said you would
I finally figured out youre all the same
Always coming up with some kind of story

Everytime I try to make you smile
You're always feeling sorry for yourself
Everytime I try to make you laugh
You can't
Youre too tough
You think you're the best
Is it too much that I'm asking for?

I thought you'd come around when I ignored you
So I thought you'd have the decency to change
But babe, I guess you didn't take that warning
'Cause I'm not about to look at your face again
Can't you see that you lie to yourself
You can't see the world through a mirror
It wont be too late when the smoke clears
'Cause I, I am still here
[ "Too Much To Ask" lyrics found on http://www.completealbumlyrics.com ]

But everytime I try to make you smile
You'd always grow up feeling sorry for yourself
Everytime I try to make you laugh
You stand like a stone
Alone in your zone
Is it too much that I'm asking for?
Yeah yeah yeah yeah
Can't find where I am
Lying hereAlone I fear
Afraid of the dark
No one to claim
Alone again

Can't you see that you lie to yourself
You can't see the world through a mirror
It wont be too late when the smoke clears
'Cause I, I am still here
Everytime I try to make you smile
You're always feeling sorry for yourself
Everytime I try to make you laugh
You can't
You're too tough
You think you're the best
It was too much that I'm asking for

Thursday, May 1, 2008

running out of stamina...

ok im supposed to study now... but ive juz stopped at 2pm cos i gotta research on my japan and korea trip =x

dunno wad to study le la, i tried to study cm1502 today... but it's like juz running thru lor... no stamina le la... guess ive started chionging too early... HAHA... zy and e rest r now discussing wad r we gg to do on tues... LOL... im already on half-tokyo mood liao... hehe

and i juz realised dat i missed dancing... =x guess i will miss it even more during e trip... nvm shall go and watch e dance performance in korea (The Ballerina Who Loves A B-Boy) =)