drowning in a sea of doubts

thermody = thermo-die... fluid mechanics =x e 2 suckiest mods of my sem... oh man...

stayed in sch till 9pm, mugging my ass off... even when zy and bl went to gym la... i was mugging along wif adrain... i also cant believe dat... by e time i stepped out of e library, my eyes were like closing liao... ok now it's nt la... cos im nt doing thermo-die... LOL

it's gg to be blast tml (again)... oh well... im nt reali dancing dat intensive la... was comparing it to my tj days... i think preparing for contemp items r far more strenuous den preparing for hip hop pieces... i dunno... i mean i sweat less... HAHA... ok i miss dancing contemp...

realised dat ensemble audition was today... im still pondering... haven made up my mind... but i guessed wad candy said way way back last yr when i was stuck in a similar dilemma, was true... im feeling stagnant already... =x

i wanna point my toes again =(

noise pollution to e max.

went back home (finally) yest... missed my bed... and now im like at home, withstanding high levels of noise pollution... wif vulgarities hurled by dat someone... until im like immune by it... cant u give us some peace??? juz 1 wrong move made and u start to rattle like a spoilt tape recorder, repeating stuff u said... can u pls shut up???

u blame everyone for stuff which u have caused... u act as if u r e perfect one and all of us r like out to ruin ur life... but cant u c dat u r e one who ruin our lives? i juz wan my life back... pls, juz shut ur trap...

Day 1 in sch!!!

day 1 in sch was onli 2 hrs =.=

e 1st lect was on fluid mechanics, and i was like huh-ing all e way thru.... normal stress and strain tensor... HUH??? all of us were either discussing on which mods to ballot or wad tbs to buy... and e lect notes (ok he called it e outline) is super summairsed, so i think im so in need of a tb la... ARGH!!! man this sem we have like 2 chem eng mods... can swim like mad la...

managed to ballot all e slots i wanted... thank God! if nt, i reali dunno wad to do also... managed to sell my poe tb too!!! yeah~! gg to meet my buyer tml... and ive bought 2tbs from yong kai, 1tb thru e used tb forum and 1tb from hua cheng... haha... now left wif e biochem tb which im unsure of... if need to buy e latest 6th edition... den my $$$ will be gone... =(

gave tuition to wendy in e aftnoon and i was surprised dat i still rmb those stuff i learnt in phy in sec 4 la... LOL... ok some of e jc topics were brought down to their level... HAHA ok im so nt gg to give tuition nxt yr, so dat i can concentrate on my studies... and my occasional dance committments... yes occasional is e word... haha

yupyup and i have an 8am lect tml and im still blogging... LOL... alright, im gg to slp now... did i mention dat im gg to have a korean lecturer for biochem??? haha... but dat time when i have a korean tutor, i got a b- for econs la... i hope it doesnt work e same as econs... =x

4 more days to go!!!

this is getting freaky!!! rag is in 4 days' time!!! argh... ah huan is pulling out her hair le... =x

went for rag prac early today in e morning... haha started to panic when i dun c dancers there and i realised dat it was onli 1045... HAHA... oh well... ah huan is stressed liao... =x ying ying and i went to eat e remains of e buffet prepared for e freshies... HAHA while e rest went to eat at subway... and went for cheerleading... ying ying and i went for pat's prac and although e cfa studio was air-conditioned... my shirt was wet la... super warm sia.... running like some siao za bo also... onli 4 counts to run from e far end of e stage to centre la... God pls help me lor... =x wanted to leave e prac halfway de, but pat began to take out e dancers who left... sigh... so decided to stay... i mean i get his pt la.. he wans to block e item asap, but when ppl leaves, he cant block ma... reali hope dat e rest of e blastards can come for pracs b4 we r like dead aft dancing e 1st item la... prac ended at onli at 1730

went to meet my raggers for dinner... had my fav mee rebus... b4 making our way back to engin to prac... dearest partner joined us in e meeting... haha and we managed to come up wif e designs for e face paint... thanks jia ren!!! hee karen is gg to help us in rag make up for e dancers too!!! hehe... jia ren shi zui hao de!!! yup aft dat, we went back to rag prac and im reali proud of my raggers today!!! they have shown improvement despit them being super tired... i noe aft long hrs of pracs... reali appreciate to have such friends to standby for one another... =)

well 4 more days' to go... and i shall use wad jie mei has always taught us... repeat aft me, " WOW, LET'S DO IT!!!" haha =)