I have a very cute sister. She loves to act cute

my beloved sis has made me this statement as her personal msg.... and i think it's totally ridiculous cos in e 1st place, e one who is always acting cute is nt me, but her!!! LOL... wake up ur idea man, jie.... LOL

yest rehearsal ended at 11+pm... so i took cab in e end... e uncle kept asking me qns la... asking me if i dance at mediacorp and stuff... argh... y cant taxi drivers keep to themselves??? anyway, i managed to catch e early buses today... hee... so i was in school quite early... today's econs lect was ok... starting to understand stuff (finally)... stats lect also ok la.. at least i didnt fall asleep... went to e central library to study today wif zhi yang... haha and i fell asleep while reading maths notes... dat ah pek la... say i cannot doze off or else sure feel super tired... so ok lor... untilo to e pt when both of us dun feel like studying le... den we went to arts canteen to makan... ate yong tau fu and it's super nice la!!! hehe... highly recommended... aft which, we went back to study...

went over to jonan's house for tuition... last lesson leh... talked to him alot... and dat boy is actuali much mature den i expected... so all e bez ya??? rehearsal tml at4pm to 7pm but i finish school at 5pm... so i gotta rush down AGAIN... ponning stats lect again... oh no!!! im so far behind!!!

nodding...

haha as usual... stubborn ah huan refused to heed ah pek's advice... and i was nodding my head off during lects la... and uncle lau has to nudge me to wake me up... LOL... drank mac's tea but to no avail... brought 2tbs to sch and i didnt touch any cos i was doing maths... LOL ah pek and uncle lau u all win this time lor... cos they predicted dat i will be damn sleepy and i wont touch my tbs respectively... haha... but aft a cup of hot milo, i could catch wad e maths lecturer was saying... haha not so bad aft all huh, blur little gal? fell asleep on uncle lau's car on e way back... LOL... guess i should have an early nite today!!!

e life of a dancer

i have promised raz and aprine dat i will blog abt this today... so no matter wad... im going to blog this NOW!!! haha... (sorrie zhi yang, but i insist)

woke up at 8am instead of 7am today... haha thanks to my dad, i managed to reach mediacorp on time... haha... today's star search rehearsal was ok... aft which, we rushed to e theatre from e film studio for e cancer charity show rehearsal... fariz and i were running la... haha machiam running 2.4km run... but in e end, we decided to walk cos we were super tired... (fariz was much much more tired den me la... hang in there!!! ) ate e packed lunch which was superb =) den we starting rehearsing wif angela zhang... at 1st she was wearing this pair of shades and looking at us when we were called to rehearse wif her... she's so pretty even when she is wif her shades on la... i was quite scared dat i will accidentally step on her while dancing lor... cos i was standing in front and she's so small sized!!! den we were called last min to do closing... which was totally unexpected... we were supposed to hold some candles for e finale... den we sort of rotted till 5pm when all of us went to do our make up and hair... e makeup artist super funny la... told me which mascara is gd... and she asked me to go for facial -_-" anyway, im quite ok wif e hair style la... though my fringe was up and my face look damn square... but, to me, i juz wan my hair to be stable la... not like when i dance awhile, den it will juz fall apart (juz like project superstar rehearsal... LOL)

e ironic thing is dat, in e end, e producers didnt give us candles la... so we basically juz stood there... clapping hands... period... lucky i brought notes to study!!! which makes me wonder abt e life of a dancer...

e blisters, aches and bruises we endured will nv be shown to e audience as all they can c is juz happy faces... (if nt, we r screwed to e max!!! haha) we muz be able to take all e last min things thrown at us so as to not ruin e show... put dance as 1st priority than anything else... irregular meals (which often resulted in gastric)... mental block (sometimes) when memorising too much steps and blockings at e same time... high brain processing power.... etc... it's nv ending... but do u reali understand e life of a dancer??? hmmm... i ponder...

got lect at 8am.... and i have 4hrs to slp!!! LOL... all e best man, ah huan... u r so screwed!!! =x

REHEARSAL DAY!!!

today i was super early when i reached mediacorp cos dad gotta work so he has to fetch me earlier... everything was ok... had star search rehearsal first and this time im doing vv few items... yeah!!! until 9am when my gastric pain started... for a moment i feel like puking can??? so i danced all e way till 1pm when aprine bought for me gastric pills... THANKS GAL!!! =) saved me la... so lunch i juz had a red bean bun and 2 sandwiches... didnt dare to eat much... aft which we had a stage run for Angela Zhang's item... so ok la... den aft dat we juz slacked all e way till 6pm... so i decided to take a nap... and ash, nat, fariz, julius and i actuali slept in e theatre when it was super noisy lor... imagine band playing like getai songs??? haha... ya... we actuali slept in such environment... LOL... so i guess we were all super tired...

as today was e music awards, onli few make up artistes and hair stylists were there... so today super short of manpower... but ok la... we managed to get our stuff done... haha and we tried out e costumes... for 2 runs... so for e 2nd run... i wanted to wear my gloves... cos i didnt reali pull e finger parts out, my fingers couldnt stretch completely into e gloves... and onli e middle finger part was out... so i ended up machiam pointing e middle finger when i was dancing... so paiseh can??? so i ended up curling all my fingers... haha...

den there was this part where aprine, julius, fariz an i hafta dance on e steps... as i was on heels... i was quite unstable la... (as usual, considering e fact dat im so chor lor) den fariz accidentally butted me... so i almost fell off e steps can!!! haha... so funny... it's reali fun dancing wif all of them... hehe

im back home today... quite sian huh? me sleeping in e living room wif my beloved erjie... i came back juz to see her k??? so gd rite??? mum went to scold me when i lost my temper when my eldest sis when to off e modem... datz like how many freaking times le... and den my mum asked me not to come back home... I DIDNT COME BACK HOME COS I WAN TO CAN??? MORE FOR MY ERJIE CAN??? den she started talking abt me n als gg to eat lunch... im like, CAN U PLS WAKE UP DAT IDEA??? WE CALLED IT QUITS ALREADY!!! wadever... rehearsal at 9am tml

Crucify My Love by X-Japan

From sing365.com:

Crucify my love
If my love is blind
Crucify my love
If it sets me free
Never know Never trust
"That love should see a color"
Crucify my love
If it should be the way
Swing the heartache
Feel it inside out
When the wind criesI
'll say goodbye
Tried to learn
Tried to find
To reach out for eternity
Where's the answer
Is this forever
Like a river flowing to the sea
You'll be miles away, and I will know
I know I can deal with the pain
No reason to cry
Crucify my love
If my love is blind
Crucify my love
If it sets me free
Never know Never trust
"That love should see a color"
Crucify my love
If it should be the way
'Til the loneliness shadows the sky
I'll be sailing down and I will know
I know I can clear clouds away
Oh Is it a crime to love
Swing the heartache
Feel it inside out
When the wind criesI'll say goodbye
Tried to learn Tried to find
To reach out for eternity
Where's the answer
Is this foreverIf my love is blind
Crucify my love
If it sets me free
Never know Never trust
"That love should see a color"
Crucify my love
If it should be the way

EMO Day

today was a brand new day for me... perspective has changed... it does feel a little different now... but im sure it's e best way for both of us... =) uncle lau bought for me mac tea... wanted to give him money, he said dun wan... so THANKS UNCLE LAU! today mr han, our econs tutor, super cute... he was trying to teach us on e graph if expenditure wif those CIGNX things la... den when e whole class went huh??? he was scratching his head la... haha... anyway, wanna say thanks to uncle lau and chenchen1 who managed to calm me down today... haha...

anyway, me and aprine took cab to mediacorp today... den e uncle super talkative la... zhi yang said i should have juz closed my eyes or listened to mp3 and e uncle will shut up... LOL but e uncle vv gd la... cab fare was 10.60bucks but he charged us for 10bucks onli... so aprine and i ran2e theatre... COS WE WERE LATE!!! LOL... rehearsal was pretty short... worst thing was i was shot to try out e costumes today... and wif all e quick change... so in e end, i danced in cheongsam wif adidas shoes... wad a weird combi can??? LOL... but can make it in time... so gd lor.. anyway i tried e cha cha bo song wif e feather... and fariz, eddy, ash and aprine were all laughing at me can??? reali cmi la... =(

ash gave aprine and i a lift to town aft rehearsal... and aprine managed to get her black heels... as i couldnt afford to buy such a pair of ex heels... i decided to wear back my unstable heels... =x aft which, i decided to meet zhi yang, zhen biao and bing liang to play pool... haha new stuff learnt today huh? worst thing was my phone batt died on me... so i gotta use aprine's phone to ask guo yao for zhi yang's no... and den copied his no onto a piece of paper... so when i reached jurong east stn, i went to e public phone and inserted a 10cents coin into dat phone and i took out e piece of paper... LOL reali look like country punpkin can??? i felt so primitive la... LOL... n i realised dat zhi yang was actuali waiting for me at e stn... haha... but we managed to meet and to my surprise, zhen biao was driving... haha... so e 1st thing i asked was, can i trust ur driving skill??? LOL...

as all of them have already eaten, zhi yang brought me to e bukit timah food centre to try e white fried carrot cake... and it's super nice!!! so it's highly recommended... hehe... he brought sugar cane juice wif lemon... LOL... to me, it was super nice!!! but to zhi yang, he said it was super sour... aft which, he said dat he thinks dat he might be getting a sore throat... sorry for asking u 2 eat e carrot cake =(

aft which, we went to bukit timah plaza to play pool... haha and it was e 1st time i was officially learning pool from someone... thanks zhi yang!!! haha... play until my eyes super tired liao la... haha... he ensured dat i got everything right 1st b4 proceeding on lor... haha he seems patient to me... and i think i muz be a super lousy student to teach... haha

aft dat, we went to some place opp party world to eat supper... ate mee goreng la... think today i eat super alot la... muz dance tml!!! aft dat, zhen biao and company sent me home... i mean to my aunt's place... hehe THANKS!!! yupyup... tml got rehearsal at 9am!!! sobz... =x

relaxing day...

today was miss e bus day... LOL... i missed bus 195, then bus 33 and den gotta wait for 20 mins for bus 33... but still ok la... cos i reached e lt juz nice at 8am... haha... muz be cos of e late nite... i couldnt find zhen biao they all in e lt... haha... so i juz sat at some random seat... when zhen biao called me on e phone... and they were juz sitting e opposite row behind me... haha muz be cos of e morning syndrome... haha

took e opportunity to buy tea from e deck!!! it's cheap and nice!!! e one at lt7a is so ex and bitter la... zhi yang said it's cos of inelastic demand... datz y sell so ex... considering e fact dat e other cafes are like super far away from dat lt... haha... slept during e break in stats lect... aft which we have lunch at science canteen... dat was when i caught a cheeko uncle staring at peilin la... so i asked peilin to be careful of him... den dat guy kept staring at me... so i gotta be extra cautious when i eat la... cos he's standing facing my dir... so irritating can??? bingliang wanted to confront e guy la... haha so funny...

did e stats online test... hehe... and went for blast... blast prac was fine... heng dat patrick didnt continue wif last wk's choreo... if nt... me and aprine would be dead meat... aft which i waited super long for 33 and 195 can!!! hehe but managed to bump in2 xiao wei on 195... so we went home together... haha

so ok la... rest day for me... but starting from tml i will have super packed rehearsals la!!! =x

btw e video which i posted... it's called Nobody's Home by Avril Lavigne... hehe well for ppl who noe me much... u all should noe e significance of this song la... enjoy! =)

kfc!!!

wanna say thanks to jonan and his maid for cooking lunch for me this aftnoon, as well as, uncle lau, whom offered me a lift to sch today... hehe as usual, i was carrying my big bag wif my laptop... uncle lau said machiam i go camping... haha

had a mini fright nite meeting today... more or less we have some ideas to work on la... so still ok... mle lect was still ok la... packed as usual cos of all e yr 3s who crashed our lecture... but zhen biao, bing liang, justin, zhi yang and i managed to get seats in e lt la... so nt so bad... and towards e end, e lecturer mentioned sth on rockwell hardness... and dat makes zhen biao and bing liang super excited la... dirty minds la them... LOL.. and they r still talking abt it!!!

aft which, bing liang suggested to go kfc aft lecture since e coupons for e buddy meal are expiring today... and since i rarely eat kfc, i decided to tag along... so we ate e buddy meal.. and gosh! kfc chickens r real nice!!! haha... though fattenng la.. but i shall burn it off tml... i promise!!! haha met bing long at kfc too... was quite surprised... cos clementi is like the other opp side of where we're living and to think dat we will bump in2 each other there today... haha...

decided to take bus 175 today... haha and it was my 1st time taking from clementi interchange to my gugu's place la... and i dozed off on e bus some more lor... vv daring rite??? when i woke up, i was at alexandra le... haha juz in time...

tried to revise for stats juz now... and i said tried to... wanted to print e solutions to e exercises one... but e printer gave up on me!!! haix... nvm la... zhi yang, thanks for offering to help me print e notes... hehe but it's ok la... and thanks for giving me e links to those videos... haha it reali cheer me up aft a 1hr confrontation wif e printer... LOL

tried to read my econs notes but to no avail... haix... shall go zzzz soon... tml got stats online test and blast prac!!!

Mugging...

did like maths tutorial from 10pm to 1am yest... and i cant do a single qn la!!! guess i was juz too distracted... sigh... and tired i guess... in e end, i went to bed feeling super upset and angry wif myself... strange thing was i was too tired... so i juz went to sleep e moment i lied on my bed... LOL...

had conference wif mdm kaur today together wif karin and allen... and we realised dat we have lots of structure probs as well as elaboration on e problems... but nvm... we r almost there le!!! b4 dat, we were camping outside our e4 classroom... when a grp of jap students walked past us... and karin and i went gaga over this 14 yr-old boy wif a fila bag... he has rosy cheeks and he's super shuai!!! but not as shuai as wentworth miller la... haha... of cos... so we decided to call him our fila boy... haha...

karin and allen helped me in maths today... hee... so i managed to finish my maths tutorial!!! yeah!!! thanks peeps!!!

now we're like slacking at sde... and we gonna start doing ctw soon!!! and super mugger allen doing maths tutorial 9 liao la... LOL... keep stressing karin and i... haha... anyway 2 more wks to hanabi/kushimbo/anything dat is jap (according to karin... haha)


ya and this "design" was created by karin and allen... they should call themselves AK... apparently e macdonald tissue was torn by them la... maybe some chilli sauce on the tissue paper??? yucks!!! haha...

zombified?

yest blast anniversary was great! get to meet jie mei... and joo teng was like giving me tips to improve on my lines... ok! i will work on controlling my strength when i dance! =)

went to pick up raz today to go down for rehearsal at mediacorp... and i met peggy and rachel at e reception! hee... super long time since i last saw peggy ever since... last yr??? haha... she's still e same... pretty as ever... hee... and she showed me her new tattoo of marilyn monroe's signature... she supper funny la... said all these (tattoos) help to train her to endure e future pain of childbirth... LOL... all e hey gorgeous contestants r like super lobster-red la... poor rachel and peggy! peggy couldnt even talk la... cos her skin was super tight...

this is peggy!!! she super pretty rite???

due to some clearance prob... all of us waited at e reception... yup.. raz and i were e earliest... haha... rehearsal today was fun... hee... with all e experienced dancers arnd... they reali lighten e entire mood... hee... aft rehearsal, ash drove francis, raz, aprine and i down to e adam road food centre... cos it's a sunday... we gotta wait quite awhile for parking lots... and we saw like kiasu singaporean drivers who were so kan chiong in getting e lots den they can juz parked so close to e car which is leaving soon... how can e car leave like dat la??!! den there was this disgusting driver who snatched our lot la... in e end, we managed to get a lot...

ate fried kway teow today... hee it tastes alright la... but not as good as dat of bedok blk 85 market... aawww... i juz miss those days la... =x

aft which, i went back home and den over to wendy's place to give tuition... and she kept asking me if i have anything wrong la... and she said i looked like a zombie -_-" got so jia lat meh??? alright wad... juz a few more eye bags onli wad... haha

oh well, shall go eat some home-cooked food and catch my senior competing and my friends dancing on star search later and i shall attempt to do my tutorials... haha...

crazy me

today i did e most outrageous thing ive ever done in my entire life... but b4 i talked abt dat... i shall lament on wad happened today... hee today i woke up ay 7am and im still feeling super sleepy... i talked to my grandma wif my eyes closed la... haha... den i went to sch for tut and den dance prac... hee everything will be over tml!!! yeah!!!

went to smu to meet ah bu to get my pants... so in e end ah bu was my tour guide round e campus... and im so amazed dat they have an underpass la!!! oops im super noob... so i went to rafflescity... and decided to queue for e donuts!!! so datz e outrageous thing... haha i queued for 45mins... not too bad rite??? e line was divided into 2 parts cos we r not supposed to block e other shoppers... so yup imagaine e line being segmented... so when i wanted to cross into e 1st portion, 2 gals went to queue behind e person in front of me... for a moment, i was like jia lak! how to open my mouth to tell them... but soon i decided to tell them la... anyway ive been queuing for e past 30mins leh!!!

Me: "excuse me, are u all queuing?"
Them: "ya." (flashing a look as if i wanna cut their queue)
Me: "well, sorry, but e queue starts from behind" (pointing at e second line at e back)

gosh they were so embarrassed can??? LOL... yup... cant blame them la.. alot of ppl also didnt noe... so yup... bought 1 box of 12 and 1 box of 6... so i decided to give dat box of 6 to als's family... haha

tml is a hectic day man... gotta give tuition to jonan, den gotta go for ensemble prac, den blast rehearsal, den e cancer charity show rehearsal!!! AAAHHHH!!! shall go do my tutorials now...

But b4 dat... i juz realised dat wentworth miller was e shuai ge in mariah carey's video "we belong together" AAAHHH!!! he's so shuai!!! haha als, dun take offence ya??? but he's MUCH better looking den u... and u cant deny dat... oh my... didnt noe he appeared in dat video la!!! haha... no wonder i remembered dat when i saw dat guy appearing on mariah carey's video, i thot dat he was super good looking... yuan lai shi ta!!! haha

dozing off =x

dozed off for awhile during econs lect... but e lecturer is a reali nice person... she reali made sure all of us understand e whole concept on macroecons!!! i was still like recovering for my past few days' lack of slp la... went to give tuition to wendy today... and everything was fine... aft dat, i rushed back to nus for e blast prac for e anniversary item... haha... i can say, we r reali a bunch of fun ppl la... haha... im dead tired now... but i promised allen to discuss ctw today... since i didnt have a chance to do it yest...

yest's recording was ok... mon's one was cancelled at like 11pm??? ive to take cab back to my aunt's place la... there was overun yest, and our last item was at 11pm... by den, we were all quite seh and i had stomachache la... shouldnt have eaten e nasi lemak la... cos if i dun eat any food, my stomach will be ok... but if i eat anything b4 a performance, i will have stomachache la... worst part was, i started at e wrong count!!! and i almost smack my leg into one of e artiste's face la... haha but it was almost... so it didnt happen... haha... thank God! so it was e most c.ock up performance i had... but im seriously vv tired... i juz wanna study... =x

there's blast prac tml too... so i gotta rush down aft gems lect at 8pm... uncle lau insisted dat he wanna pay for e parking fee although i said i wanna pay since im e one who's asking him to park at science... but uncle lau was much more witty den me... he asked me to pay for his petrol if i wanna pay for parking... LOL obviously i will juz choose to say thanks rite??? LOL

anyway, juz wanna say thanks to allen and karin, i mean they noe dat im busy wif my dance stuff... and allen always gave me time to complete my stuff... yes! im definately looking forward to e kushimbo buffet aft our oral defence!!! haha... thanks peeps! =)

a trip to holland v

went for tutorial today feeling quite seh-ed... haha karin and allen both think im vv high today... and as usual, they were trying to irritate me today... we were sitting on this row of chairs, of which my chair kept squeaking whenever any of us moved... so they kept moving (not in unison) and my chair kept squeaking la... i ended up raising my pencil and threatened dat i will stab their butts... LOL... i went to drink milk tea, which actually caused me to have gastric pain and a little diarrhoea today la... went to wendy's house to give tuition... and i ended up visiting e toilet in e 1st 10 mins... LOL.. but im fine now... Thank God!!!

today's rehearsal was ok la... struggled wif e spacing though... did fitting today and e costumes this time round r not too bad... e costumes r quite normal... hee... but i hafta squeeze into this super tight black dress... LOL... wif a big ribbon on e chest area... haha... and now e ah ben song is stuck in aprine's and my head la... turns out dat im going to do e cancer charity show instead of live e dream... meaning... i cant perform for church anniversary... sigh...

went to holland v wif aprine... and julius didnt wan us to pay him for e cab fare la... perry wanted to go back home and mug... and he's scaring me already.... cos dat means dat im gonna be like dat nxt yr!!! =( aprine and i wanted to eat at thai express, but e staff said e air-con area is closed and onli e non air-con area can be used... so we decided to eat at somewhere else... turns out dat e somewhere else is nydc!!! haha... when we were eating, there's 2 cats, like pussy e cat in shrek, were staring into e glass door... so cute la... juz like pussy lor... haha

HAHA... going to mug tml!!! muz make my sat morning worthwhile...good news for me... there's no rehearsal on sunday!!! yeah rest day!!! haha... meantime... i shall watch prisonbreak now!!! hahahahahaha thanks aprine!!! =)

oh gosh!

come on ppl... juz look at e time... me, ah huan, has never stayed up so late to do my assignment!!! anyway this is my 1st time staying over wif aprine... eusoff hall is reali a nice place sia... rachel is so sweet la... prepared towels, her slippers, cleared her table for me... haha... and aprine... she pei wo for like e past few hrs... haha ya i can now say i have experienced hall life for 1 day... haha and it's almost like daylight liao... and i have lesson at 9am!!! guess i shall faster go slp le... haha oh well a blog entry at 4++am!!! woohoo!!!

a break from school!!!

hmmm actuali nt considered as a break la... cos i did go back to sch 2day... lol... woke up super early today to do mle tutorial... since i will be out e whole day today... den i went to school for blast prac for e anniversary item... den went to bathe at aprine's "house"... hee thanks gal!!! =) den rushed to somerset to meet als... haha... i was like travelling arnd from e east, to west, to central, and now im back to e east... tml i shall stay overnite at my aunt's place... hehe... im a nomad man...

anyway, today als and i went to e korean restaurant at heeren... as e movie "Lust, Caution" was only showing at 1845, we decided to have an early dinner... so e restaurant was quite empty la... except for a Korean couple... so when e theme song for winter sonata went on, e guy was singing to it la... so we actuali sort of got a free authentic live show... haha... we ordered seafood pancake, 1 hot stone bowl rice and 1 pot of ginseng chicken soup, and they gave us e usual side dishes (kimchi, which tastes exactly like wad my mum's kimchi tastes like... MY MUM'S COOKING ROCKS!!! ikan billis and preserved cucumber) hee... overall, e food there is quite nice and of e right amt... got a 15% disc from uob also... so quite worth it la... anyway not i pay wad... HAHA... we also ordered e hot citron tea which tastes super refreshing!!! haha... and dat is a muz try...

aft dat, we walked to cineleisure for our movie... and it onli ended at 2130!!! super long... haha this is like my 2nd chinese movie i ever watched in a cinema... (and e 1st was e opium war which i watched wif my dad and my er jie la) i think e lead actress tang wei has superb acting skills... pls la... she managed to speak mandarin, shanghainese, cantonese and english la... lest to say her singing skills... e stern face seen in tony leung was super mesmerising la... though he's acting as a villian in e movie... wang lee hom is forever so shuai la... at 1st i giggled a little at his american accent mandarin... but i think his acting skills r nt bad too... reali portrayed a patriotism... at e end of e movie, i felt quite sad for e lead actress cos she didnt deserve to go thru all these... which e character whom wang lee hom was playing, could actuali put a stop to it... it all boils down to him nt confessing his love for e gal... sad show... but i have to say... tony leung is a versatile actor who can act in both comedy as well as serious shows like this... hardly u will see him acting as a villian la... although i still prefer him acting as e undercover cop in infernal affairs, where u kept hearing these words, "wo shi jing cha". (Im a cop)... some of e scenes in lust, caution were censored (apparently some bondage scenes), which i thought was pretty crucial when e lead actress was putting her idea across to e mastermind of e whole assassination... it's like making a statement without quantifying ur ans...

overall... 8/10 for e artistic pov...

Tears by X-Japan

haha... all thanks to uncle lau... he has successfully brainwashed me wif x-japan songs... and im now surfing youtube la... anyway, i thot this song is super touching... yupyup.... but... i onli put english portion... taken from www.lyricsdepot.com

TEARS by X-JAPAN

LONELINESS, YOUR SILENT WHISPER
FILLS A RIVER OF TEARS THROUGH THE NIGHT
MEMORY, YOU NEVER LET ME CRYAND YOU, YOU NEVER SAID GOODBYE
SOMETIMES OUR TEARS BLINDED THE LOVE
WE LOST OUT DREAMS ALONG THE WAY
BUT I NEVER THOUGHT YOU'D TRADE YOUR SOUL TO THE FATES
NEVER THOUGHT YOU'D LEAVE ME ALONE
TIME THROUGH THE RAIN HAS SET ME FREE
AND OF TIME WILL KEEP YOUR MEMORY
LOVE EVERLASTING FADES AWAY
ALIVE WITHIN YOUR BEATLESS HEARTDRY YOUR TEARS WITH LOVE
DRY YOUR TEARS WITH LOVE

if you could have told me everything
you would have found what love isif you could have told me what was on your mind
I would have shown you the way
someday I'm gonna be older than you
I've never thought beyond that time
I've never imagined the pictures of that lifefor now I will try to live for you and for me
I will try to live with love, with dreams
and forever with Tears

2 more hours to go...

2 more hrs to go and i can take a short break... haha... had a real "eventful" day today... sigh... more or less im like a nomad now... i have to adapt in a way such dat when emergency arises, i have to be ready to move... haha even though i dun reali noe if u will have e chance to read this... i juz wanna thank u for allowing me to study at ur place so last min... haha and e chicken and kandang is superb... LOL... thanks justin!!!

mum gave me permission to stay in a hostel liao... if not... at my aunt's place... she's scared dat im unable to study at home... i seriously think i should learn how to control my anger... ive been controlling my temper but it's still not enough... sigh...

yupyup... i shall chiong down from nus for rehearsal later... hope i can catch up in time ba...

final one...

oh well... tml will be my last paper and i cant wait for dat to happen so dat i can relax for awhile... though i might not be doing vv well for e papers, but i did put in my all for it... guess i need to take a short break too to fan xing... LOL... tml got rehearsal rite aft my paper... hafta rush down cos rehearsal starts at 6pm but my exam onli finishes at 6.30pm!!! means i hafta speed learn e steps when i reached dat place... and judging from zaki's pace... it means super fast... HAHA so i better feel good aft my exam, or else i will sure have problems catching e steps!!! lol... guess i need my dad's help in getting there... haha... or else i gotta take cab!!! cry~!

felt bad yest, cos joo teng and e rest of e blast yr 1 dancers who were in e same item as me, waited for me to come rite aft my lect... apparently serene has an exam e nxt day some more la... damn... and tml i cant go for e prac too cos of mle...

it's gg to be a super hectic wk for me in e coming wks... gotta give tuition, dance prac and rehearsals and catch up e choreo which patrick taught on last prac which i didnt go =x ... but prob is i enjoy doing it... haha... den justin asked me if i got time to study... my ans??? i dunno... it reali depends... cos i feel dat i need such circumstances to push me to study... e 1 wk of study break made me feel slack... though i studied most of e time... e result??? i still screwed up my 3 tests... im hoping dat i wont screw mle... cos it's like e onli science subject so i should jolly well score better for it... haix...

ok! shall mug all i can now!!!

vomit, suffer, suck it up.

i juz dunno wad has gotten into me... i tried my vv best... i studied super hard... but still... my mind went blank during exams... and it's not juz once... but thrice... simple questions, i also have to think super hard... cos i think too much... guess ive learnt my lesson... not to put too much pressure on myself... i juz need to get my focus back...

chiong-ing for maths and stats

yest econs was like.... i dunno how to describe it... i can work out e ans given in e options but im not 100% certain of my ans... it's like this weird feeling i had when i used to do my phy mcq papers... haha... aft all, yest paper was my 1st paper in nus and my 1st econs paper... i shant describe it as "virgin paper" as wad shu quan described as la... cos it sounds... wrong??? haha

yest it was my 1st time sitting wif my class for lect... most of e time i will be sitting with my og mates... and i can tell u... i think we r one of e noisiest grp??? actuali to be more accurate, onli shu quan, livia and i were noisy... haha zhao xiang and marianne were quite quiet... e lecturer was talking abt partial differentiation which was not taught in jc b4... and he brounght as umbrella to lect and datz when we kept singing e song, "umbrella" by rihanna... haha... actuali i thought it's quite a nice song, but i dunno y so many ppl hate it... esp my sis cos i kept singing in front of her... (trying to irritate her, of cos)

yest paper ended at 1930, and we could onli leave e place at 1945... so e 1st thing i did was to rush out to find my dad... parking in nus is vv ex!!! LOL... but my dad noes me bez la... he noes i will surely be late... so he came at 1950... haha juz nice... cos initially i asked him to come at 1940 la... imagine e carpark fee!!! haha

cant go for blast! prac tml cos i gotta give tuition to my kid... psle e nxt day ma... so cant change date... gg for blast! prac is diff from gg to studio wu... cos patrick reali focus on teaching us diff styles, which not many choreographers can do dat... so it reali enhance my dance vocab... i feel like im learning sth, instead of juz doing e motions... haha... ENLIGHTENMENT!

grandma super funny... called me today and asked me if im performing soon... den i told her i performed on last tues show le... and she said, "huh? no one told me..." it was juz 3mins so i decided not to tell her la... though my grandma is quite old liao, her eyes r super sharp la... everytime she's able to spot me on screen right b4 my cousins do la... haha...

oh well... i shall go run errand now... till then, i think i wont update my blog this wk... cos i still got stats and mle to mug!!!