a change!!!

hey all, i decided to change my blog (like finally):
huanzi.wordpress.com =)

night safari!!!

went to sch early to teach khai and e rest of e comm mass dance... haha they r a fun bunch to work wif... hee... all r quite enthu to learn... so good =)

went for ayg prac, but i gotta leave early cos of e jam... sigh... was telling pat dat i need to go off early, but cant tell him e full reason... LOL... in e end he said ok la, go la go la... den he laughed... LOL...

met ben and mei hui @ khatib mrt stn... in e end our dinner was gardenia red bean and kaya bread la... LOL... bought a 1.5l mineral water, but we didnt manage to finish... HAHA...mei hui brought e army insect repellent... ben kept saying dat e insect repellent can cause skin burns and melt pvc =.= but i muz say dat e army insect repellent is vv gd!!! i didnt have mosquito bite la... and we onli applied like 'dots' on our clothes... HAHA... ben super enthu... brought his canon pro camera... so we got in for free (yes!) and we walked like dimly litted trails... machiam for night games like dat... ben still say gt lights =.=

i met my friend, called mugger, which is a buaya (crocodile)... also known as a water monster... HAHA... wad an apt description... ben was named as e bearded pig (we didnt manage to c it, cos we wanted to catch e last creatures of e night show and ben was vvvvvvvvvv hungry) and mei hui was named as e babirosa (which sounds like a name for a detergent... HAHA) most of e creatures were sleeping can... when they r supposed to be nocturnal... LOL... but some animals were vv camera-friendly...

there was this flying squirrel which took vv long to agar e right distance to jump from 1 tree to e other... haha and we saw dat... YEAH CLAP HANDS... can c dat e squirrel doesnt jump dat often although it is called a flying squirrel... another one is e flying fox which ben kept saying dat it's a bat... =.= we were taking e mangrove walk and i didnt noe dat e flying fox (which is super big and look like a bat) was juz nxt to me n i shrieked... mei hui said like usually im nt scared of many things, but im like scared of a flying fox... LOL... even a caucasian guy (british i think) was like saying e flying fox is more scared of me la... =.= e other animal which performed well was e tiger... HAHA it paraded like juz in front of us like many times... catwalking la... HAHA... and gosh, it's massive can???

aft night safari, we went to 85 market to eat... HAHA... i ate my fav black carrot cake, mei hui ate hokkien mee and ben ate ba chor mee... aft dat we decided to order some lala to eat... HAHA damn shiok la... e chilli

thanks to ben, he fetched us all back home... ok who's on for spore flyer??? HEHE =)

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ben n mei hui were right, im nt moving on, cos im constantly talking abt him... sigh... so i guess i shld reali stop talking abt him, stop taking to him for e time being... ben suggested a fling for a change... LOL NONSENSE!!! but aft talking to them today, it reali knocked some sense into my head... =)

chicken rice day

went to nus bukit timah to do e law show wif ellen, yuko, chi tarng, wei na and thomas... e place is so high class la... dun even look like a campus... look more like a museum... even e food sold @ e cafe is freaking ex... (it's called e thinking corner btw... wa im so enlightened)

went straight to e changing room and we saw this ultra big bottle of champagne... all of us thot it was empty... so we started taking pics of it... so i took e bottle and 'pour' e wine into wei na's mouth... thinking dat it was empty la...den suddenly i saw red stains on her white shirt!!! E WINE STINKS LA... im so sorry wei na!!! =(

aft e show, we went to eat chicken rice @ e 5 star hainanese chicken rice... hehe... all of us were like super hungry...

i was lying on my bed @ round 12am plus... thot dat i wouldnt be able to slp so early... so i left e light on... i rmbered e last thing i was doing was recapping e ayg steps... den e nxt thing i noe is dat i woke up @ 4am plus wif e lights on... LOL... and i juz slept in a totally weird position some more... guess i was unknowingly tired... HAHA

gg sch to teach e engin camp com mass dance... LOL... aft which got ayg prac again... and if ben can get e car, we will be gg to night safari!!! hehe =)

THIS IS E TIME, THIS IS E MOMENT!!!

woke up at 0600 today cos ive got a temp job TODAY! haha did events wif charmian, gladys and gladys's friend... hee yeah at least gt some income!!! went to shop @ marina square and rafflescity... AND IVE BOUGHT 2 ADIDAS TOPS!!!

bought this super baggy shirt which karen and derek said vv nice... HAHA... for onli $15.60!!! and another more lady-like top for $22.50... which karen also say is vv nice... haha of cos la, i buy one leh... e adidas store @ rafflescity is having clearance sale... cos they shifting to bugis... so everything is on discount!!! (but need check for e quality of e super cheap ones... ie like my baggy shirt) hehehehe.... so guess wad??? i spent half of my earnings today lor... =.=

went to sch to practise wif wei na, chi tarng, ellen, yuko and thomas for tml's show... haha it was a lazy aftnoon can... i reali felt like slping cos i woke up super early today... aft which, we managed to catch e btc bus @ 1900 to nus bukit timah... free ride leh to ccab... and we had prac for ayg

joo teng was leading today's prac... he forever so funny sia... kept trying to confuse me wif e steps... LOL... NO IM NT GG TO FALL FOR IT!!! HAHA... kudos to daddy for fetching me back home and delivering my mum's cooking to me... HEHE... aren't u jealous dat i have such a dad... wahahahah

gg for supper wif my ahs councillor friends later... HAHA so happening sia...

addicted to HK drama...

went to jb wif my parents this aftnoon... e last time i went to jb was during last yr's cny... HAHA... we bought ALOT of groceries... e staff was like staring @ us la... bought those put on e waist belt... hee quite cheap... round 8 bucks plus onli... and a baggy shirt which my mum refused to look @ it... my dad said we can share it... haha cos it's xl

for lunch we ate @ this japanese restaurant... love e sashimi there... my mum was like a small little gal slurping her ramen soup... HAHA... she reali loves ramen... for dinner we ate bak ku teh@ this small little coffee shop... hee i love e salted vegetables!!! and i realised it was juz beside e shop where my guy friends n i bought dao sa piah e last time...

e new causeway is machiam go kart route lor... turn here turn there... n it's like super cramped =.= my dad's driving skills r superb enuff to squeeze thru dat small little space lor...

im currently watching e HK drama 'A Journey Called Life' (金石良緣) hee... n im so addicted to it dat im at episode 13 liao... LOL... thanks to tudou... haha... i shall continue to ease my addiction... heheheh

eat, dance, sleep

yest went to park hotel to eat a chinese buffet for onli 20 bucks nett lor... LOL... cos doong's bro-in-law worked there, so gt 50% discount... we eat until super full... greedy ben kwek go order so many desserts den he has to finish all of it... HAHA... had a real fun time catching up wif dem... esp cos of exams, we didnt reali meet up wif e guys...

woke up early today again lor... =.= 9am... aft which, i went to togi to eat my lunch... gotta take revenge ma... cos by right im supposed to be in korea now lor... i shld be eating bi bim bab, bulgolgi, rice cakes, kimchi... SIGH... so i took my revenge here lor... HAHA

had prac wif e blast ppl for a wto show nxt tue... lol apparently most of dem cant remember e dance lor... cos they had performed so many other items aft e feb concert, so of cos they wont remember la... had a fun time eating dinner wif dem @ my fav seah im foodcourt...

went for jie mei's class @danzppl wif karen... met eva, bryan, cs and rebecca... reali enjoyed e class... HAHA cos we laughed alot... and sweat alot... i think i worked out my bee hoon kweh and bi bim bab lor... LOL...

hee eva gave me a lift to kovan, so i reached home in like 30mins time... haha super fast... Thanks gal =) im accompanying my parents to jb tml... yeah~!

ah huan suddenly has lots of inspirations!!!

juz received khai's sms dat i have to finish e choreo for e mass dance for engin camp by nxt mon... LOL since im like so free at home, i shall put my limbs to good use... am still aching from sun's rs session... alex made us do crunches n stuff... n im reali getting old la...

yest prac was @cca branch... it was at a multi purpose court, wif no air con???!!!! it reminded me of my tj dance prac la... cos we used to practise in e hall together wif volleyballers/badminton players... there will be some random balls throwing towards our side... either hitting our backs or heads... so annoying... weina kena like head shot lor... n e person didnt even bother to apologise... wad e ???!!! sweat like a pig lor... heng prac ended early n liren gave me a lift to bedok... hee thanks~! cos it reali saved alot of time by getting me out of bukit timah la... it's like so inaccessible for me...

caught up wif my jc classmates at e ever-so-familiar- tj hawker centre... although it was a short one for me, cos i reached at 9pm... boss was talking abt his friends trying to get him into mlm:

boss's friend: "i got 2 jobs for u. 1 is u earn $2000 monthly by juz doing ur duties. e other job is dat u do ur duties n u do some other stuff, u will get $10000. which one will u choose?"

boss: "erm e 1st one lor... e $2000 job."
(boss is a vv down-to0-earth person... haha)

boss's friend: "huh, y u so stupid? u c ah... my a levels grade is this.... (he didnt do vv well for his a levels) wad is urs?"

boss: "erm 6 distinctions"

boss's friend: "wa, i do so badly in a levels yet i earn more money den u la."

boss: "but im happy doing wad i do ma."

aft which boss's friend gave up hope on him... haha... i super respect boss lor... he stays true to his principles... heard from my friends dat alot of my jc mates got into mlm... borrowing money from their friends and go mia... i experienced dat from my friend... but wad do these ppl gain??? i mean u may gain back ur money (if u r successful in e mlm, which is highly unlikely unless u r in like e top levels of e management) but u lose friends n trust... would u be able to sleep in peace??? but these ppl r like being brainwashed until they r willing to do anything for e company, n i mean clever ppl... ppl wif brains!!! guan heng came up wif e theory dat onli clever ppl will fall for this cos their minds r like focused on how much e money can grow... argh

prabhu said we ought to go clubbing or meet up for supper... HAHA... i juz realised dat e last time i clubbed was in last jul... meihui was like OMG... haha yeah i have no life man... cant wait for e gathering later wif my sec sch councillors =)

sweat like a pig

went for rs session straight aft coming back home from visitng my grandparents' urns... and i realised dat my stamina sucks like shit!!! lol... my knees were like giving way lor... haha tried my vv best in doing e last move, but i juz dun have e energy... anyway, alex's choreo was reali good =) haha... i get to learn to control my energy... HAHA by a bit... and all e abs exercise we have today... means im exercising!!!

glen gave me a lift back home today... hee so i reached home in 30 mins time... yeah~! mama cooked lei cha fan for us... super nutritious and delicious...

starting our pracs for asian youth games tml... need to travel to cca branch =x super far... LOL decided to meet karen at newton mrt cos my dearest partner always lose her way... HAHA... but we r supposed to meet earlier to recap e steps!!! =x anyway im watching this show called Beethoven virus... super nice... cos got my fav shuai ge acting in it... HAHA shall go watch it now

i suck in handicraft

didnt go n run wif my sis today cos i couldnt wake up... LOL... im lazy man... i need to start building my stamina!!! =x

went to church early today to do e sorting of beads for e mission trip... haha i refused to string e beads cos i noe e beads will juz drop out cos i suck in tying knot... LOL... so i decided to juz stick to e sorting dept...

today's youth got me thinking... am i willing to do something crazy for God... my answer is: i dunno... watching how e hawaiians youth organize their outreach events make me wonder if i have e courage to do so here... hmmm... it's time to break away from e norms, i guess...

tml is mothers' day... HAHA... well my family juz doesnt have e tradition of celebrating it... this time round, we r making it memorable... we will visit my grandparents' urns tml... and i find it vv memorable cos im finally doing it consecutively... i haven visited their urns 10 yrs until last yr... so im keeping e tradition i hope... =)

there's this dance audition coming up on 6 jun... sigh, but i cant make it... cos we r departing on 6 jun morning... maybe it's juz nt meant to be... =(

e hols

i decided to start blogging again... cos:

1) im super bored at home wif nth to do
2) i need to start voicing out
3) dearest sarah complained dat my blog is dead (haha yes, it is dead)

this is e 1st hols i have since e start of uni dat i wouldnt be seeing him... or rather this is e 1st time, i wont be seeing him... in e past we saw each other almost everyday... at 1st it was vv sweet... e feeling of holding his hand, sitting beside him during lect and tut... he would wait for me to buy my lunch b4 he starts eating his... and all these have turned into memories... for this entire sem, i have been struggling... i was sick 3 times in a mth... trying to fight back e tears... e hand which used to be so familar to touch became so distant... friends said i wasnt myself, said i shld move on... ya i wan to move on, who doesnt? how could u put away all those 'stuff' completely when u get to c e person almost everyday? b4 sch started, i told myself dat i shld stop hanging out wif him, cos i need to move on... but i realised dat my world was built arnd him... BIG MISTAKE ive made...

i nv regretted on starting dat relationship... although i always liked to joke abt dat in front of him... and i thank him for supporting me throughout these whole mess... i used to be angry wif him when he didnt turn up for my dance events or when he juz refused to attend camps wif me... n ive realized how unreasonable i am... im always angry dat he doesnt spend more time wif me cos of dota n dat he isnt sensitive enuff... but truth is have i ever paid attention to how he feels? nope i didnt...

some things could be changed n things could be made better... but ive grown to noe dat no matter how much we change, some things remained e same... wad was nt meant to be, would nt be meant to be... i would like to go back to e days when we were vv distant from each other, such dat we would nt care abt e existence of each other... back to e impression of him being a vv vulgar and animated guy and e impression of me being a talkative gal who doesnt stop talking... back to dat distance we had...

i guess he had changed alot for me... from a person who totally hates gg out, to a person who makes an effort to compromise and stood by me when i was sad... n i appreciate dat... so i will let it all go now, cos it isnt worth holding on to something which cannot be changed...