went for rs session straight aft coming back home from visitng my grandparents' urns... and i realised dat my stamina sucks like shit!!! lol... my knees were like giving way lor... haha tried my vv best in doing e last move, but i juz dun have e energy... anyway, alex's choreo was reali good =) haha... i get to learn to control my energy... HAHA by a bit... and all e abs exercise we have today... means im exercising!!!
glen gave me a lift back home today... hee so i reached home in 30 mins time... yeah~! mama cooked lei cha fan for us... super nutritious and delicious...
starting our pracs for asian youth games tml... need to travel to cca branch =x super far... LOL decided to meet karen at newton mrt cos my dearest partner always lose her way... HAHA... but we r supposed to meet earlier to recap e steps!!! =x anyway im watching this show called Beethoven virus... super nice... cos got my fav shuai ge acting in it... HAHA shall go watch it now
Sunday, May 10, 2009
Saturday, May 9, 2009
i suck in handicraft
didnt go n run wif my sis today cos i couldnt wake up... LOL... im lazy man... i need to start building my stamina!!! =x
went to church early today to do e sorting of beads for e mission trip... haha i refused to string e beads cos i noe e beads will juz drop out cos i suck in tying knot... LOL... so i decided to juz stick to e sorting dept...
today's youth got me thinking... am i willing to do something crazy for God... my answer is: i dunno... watching how e hawaiians youth organize their outreach events make me wonder if i have e courage to do so here... hmmm... it's time to break away from e norms, i guess...
tml is mothers' day... HAHA... well my family juz doesnt have e tradition of celebrating it... this time round, we r making it memorable... we will visit my grandparents' urns tml... and i find it vv memorable cos im finally doing it consecutively... i haven visited their urns 10 yrs until last yr... so im keeping e tradition i hope... =)
there's this dance audition coming up on 6 jun... sigh, but i cant make it... cos we r departing on 6 jun morning... maybe it's juz nt meant to be... =(
went to church early today to do e sorting of beads for e mission trip... haha i refused to string e beads cos i noe e beads will juz drop out cos i suck in tying knot... LOL... so i decided to juz stick to e sorting dept...
today's youth got me thinking... am i willing to do something crazy for God... my answer is: i dunno... watching how e hawaiians youth organize their outreach events make me wonder if i have e courage to do so here... hmmm... it's time to break away from e norms, i guess...
tml is mothers' day... HAHA... well my family juz doesnt have e tradition of celebrating it... this time round, we r making it memorable... we will visit my grandparents' urns tml... and i find it vv memorable cos im finally doing it consecutively... i haven visited their urns 10 yrs until last yr... so im keeping e tradition i hope... =)
there's this dance audition coming up on 6 jun... sigh, but i cant make it... cos we r departing on 6 jun morning... maybe it's juz nt meant to be... =(
Friday, May 8, 2009
e hols
i decided to start blogging again... cos:
1) im super bored at home wif nth to do
2) i need to start voicing out
3) dearest sarah complained dat my blog is dead (haha yes, it is dead)
this is e 1st hols i have since e start of uni dat i wouldnt be seeing him... or rather this is e 1st time, i wont be seeing him... in e past we saw each other almost everyday... at 1st it was vv sweet... e feeling of holding his hand, sitting beside him during lect and tut... he would wait for me to buy my lunch b4 he starts eating his... and all these have turned into memories... for this entire sem, i have been struggling... i was sick 3 times in a mth... trying to fight back e tears... e hand which used to be so familar to touch became so distant... friends said i wasnt myself, said i shld move on... ya i wan to move on, who doesnt? how could u put away all those 'stuff' completely when u get to c e person almost everyday? b4 sch started, i told myself dat i shld stop hanging out wif him, cos i need to move on... but i realised dat my world was built arnd him... BIG MISTAKE ive made...
i nv regretted on starting dat relationship... although i always liked to joke abt dat in front of him... and i thank him for supporting me throughout these whole mess... i used to be angry wif him when he didnt turn up for my dance events or when he juz refused to attend camps wif me... n ive realized how unreasonable i am... im always angry dat he doesnt spend more time wif me cos of dota n dat he isnt sensitive enuff... but truth is have i ever paid attention to how he feels? nope i didnt...
some things could be changed n things could be made better... but ive grown to noe dat no matter how much we change, some things remained e same... wad was nt meant to be, would nt be meant to be... i would like to go back to e days when we were vv distant from each other, such dat we would nt care abt e existence of each other... back to e impression of him being a vv vulgar and animated guy and e impression of me being a talkative gal who doesnt stop talking... back to dat distance we had...
i guess he had changed alot for me... from a person who totally hates gg out, to a person who makes an effort to compromise and stood by me when i was sad... n i appreciate dat... so i will let it all go now, cos it isnt worth holding on to something which cannot be changed...
1) im super bored at home wif nth to do
2) i need to start voicing out
3) dearest sarah complained dat my blog is dead (haha yes, it is dead)
this is e 1st hols i have since e start of uni dat i wouldnt be seeing him... or rather this is e 1st time, i wont be seeing him... in e past we saw each other almost everyday... at 1st it was vv sweet... e feeling of holding his hand, sitting beside him during lect and tut... he would wait for me to buy my lunch b4 he starts eating his... and all these have turned into memories... for this entire sem, i have been struggling... i was sick 3 times in a mth... trying to fight back e tears... e hand which used to be so familar to touch became so distant... friends said i wasnt myself, said i shld move on... ya i wan to move on, who doesnt? how could u put away all those 'stuff' completely when u get to c e person almost everyday? b4 sch started, i told myself dat i shld stop hanging out wif him, cos i need to move on... but i realised dat my world was built arnd him... BIG MISTAKE ive made...
i nv regretted on starting dat relationship... although i always liked to joke abt dat in front of him... and i thank him for supporting me throughout these whole mess... i used to be angry wif him when he didnt turn up for my dance events or when he juz refused to attend camps wif me... n ive realized how unreasonable i am... im always angry dat he doesnt spend more time wif me cos of dota n dat he isnt sensitive enuff... but truth is have i ever paid attention to how he feels? nope i didnt...
some things could be changed n things could be made better... but ive grown to noe dat no matter how much we change, some things remained e same... wad was nt meant to be, would nt be meant to be... i would like to go back to e days when we were vv distant from each other, such dat we would nt care abt e existence of each other... back to e impression of him being a vv vulgar and animated guy and e impression of me being a talkative gal who doesnt stop talking... back to dat distance we had...
i guess he had changed alot for me... from a person who totally hates gg out, to a person who makes an effort to compromise and stood by me when i was sad... n i appreciate dat... so i will let it all go now, cos it isnt worth holding on to something which cannot be changed...
Tuesday, August 26, 2008
drowning in a sea of doubts
thermody = thermo-die... fluid mechanics =x e 2 suckiest mods of my sem... oh man...
stayed in sch till 9pm, mugging my ass off... even when zy and bl went to gym la... i was mugging along wif adrain... i also cant believe dat... by e time i stepped out of e library, my eyes were like closing liao... ok now it's nt la... cos im nt doing thermo-die... LOL
it's gg to be blast tml (again)... oh well... im nt reali dancing dat intensive la... was comparing it to my tj days... i think preparing for contemp items r far more strenuous den preparing for hip hop pieces... i dunno... i mean i sweat less... HAHA... ok i miss dancing contemp...
realised dat ensemble audition was today... im still pondering... haven made up my mind... but i guessed wad candy said way way back last yr when i was stuck in a similar dilemma, was true... im feeling stagnant already... =x
i wanna point my toes again =(
stayed in sch till 9pm, mugging my ass off... even when zy and bl went to gym la... i was mugging along wif adrain... i also cant believe dat... by e time i stepped out of e library, my eyes were like closing liao... ok now it's nt la... cos im nt doing thermo-die... LOL
it's gg to be blast tml (again)... oh well... im nt reali dancing dat intensive la... was comparing it to my tj days... i think preparing for contemp items r far more strenuous den preparing for hip hop pieces... i dunno... i mean i sweat less... HAHA... ok i miss dancing contemp...
realised dat ensemble audition was today... im still pondering... haven made up my mind... but i guessed wad candy said way way back last yr when i was stuck in a similar dilemma, was true... im feeling stagnant already... =x
i wanna point my toes again =(
Sunday, August 17, 2008
noise pollution to e max.
went back home (finally) yest... missed my bed... and now im like at home, withstanding high levels of noise pollution... wif vulgarities hurled by dat someone... until im like immune by it... cant u give us some peace??? juz 1 wrong move made and u start to rattle like a spoilt tape recorder, repeating stuff u said... can u pls shut up???
u blame everyone for stuff which u have caused... u act as if u r e perfect one and all of us r like out to ruin ur life... but cant u c dat u r e one who ruin our lives? i juz wan my life back... pls, juz shut ur trap...
u blame everyone for stuff which u have caused... u act as if u r e perfect one and all of us r like out to ruin ur life... but cant u c dat u r e one who ruin our lives? i juz wan my life back... pls, juz shut ur trap...
Tuesday, August 12, 2008
Day 1 in sch!!!
day 1 in sch was onli 2 hrs =.=
e 1st lect was on fluid mechanics, and i was like huh-ing all e way thru.... normal stress and strain tensor... HUH??? all of us were either discussing on which mods to ballot or wad tbs to buy... and e lect notes (ok he called it e outline) is super summairsed, so i think im so in need of a tb la... ARGH!!! man this sem we have like 2 chem eng mods... can swim like mad la...
managed to ballot all e slots i wanted... thank God! if nt, i reali dunno wad to do also... managed to sell my poe tb too!!! yeah~! gg to meet my buyer tml... and ive bought 2tbs from yong kai, 1tb thru e used tb forum and 1tb from hua cheng... haha... now left wif e biochem tb which im unsure of... if need to buy e latest 6th edition... den my $$$ will be gone... =(
gave tuition to wendy in e aftnoon and i was surprised dat i still rmb those stuff i learnt in phy in sec 4 la... LOL... ok some of e jc topics were brought down to their level... HAHA ok im so nt gg to give tuition nxt yr, so dat i can concentrate on my studies... and my occasional dance committments... yes occasional is e word... haha
yupyup and i have an 8am lect tml and im still blogging... LOL... alright, im gg to slp now... did i mention dat im gg to have a korean lecturer for biochem??? haha... but dat time when i have a korean tutor, i got a b- for econs la... i hope it doesnt work e same as econs... =x
e 1st lect was on fluid mechanics, and i was like huh-ing all e way thru.... normal stress and strain tensor... HUH??? all of us were either discussing on which mods to ballot or wad tbs to buy... and e lect notes (ok he called it e outline) is super summairsed, so i think im so in need of a tb la... ARGH!!! man this sem we have like 2 chem eng mods... can swim like mad la...
managed to ballot all e slots i wanted... thank God! if nt, i reali dunno wad to do also... managed to sell my poe tb too!!! yeah~! gg to meet my buyer tml... and ive bought 2tbs from yong kai, 1tb thru e used tb forum and 1tb from hua cheng... haha... now left wif e biochem tb which im unsure of... if need to buy e latest 6th edition... den my $$$ will be gone... =(
gave tuition to wendy in e aftnoon and i was surprised dat i still rmb those stuff i learnt in phy in sec 4 la... LOL... ok some of e jc topics were brought down to their level... HAHA ok im so nt gg to give tuition nxt yr, so dat i can concentrate on my studies... and my occasional dance committments... yes occasional is e word... haha
yupyup and i have an 8am lect tml and im still blogging... LOL... alright, im gg to slp now... did i mention dat im gg to have a korean lecturer for biochem??? haha... but dat time when i have a korean tutor, i got a b- for econs la... i hope it doesnt work e same as econs... =x
Monday, August 4, 2008
4 more days to go!!!
this is getting freaky!!! rag is in 4 days' time!!! argh... ah huan is pulling out her hair le... =x
went for rag prac early today in e morning... haha started to panic when i dun c dancers there and i realised dat it was onli 1045... HAHA... oh well... ah huan is stressed liao... =x ying ying and i went to eat e remains of e buffet prepared for e freshies... HAHA while e rest went to eat at subway... and went for cheerleading... ying ying and i went for pat's prac and although e cfa studio was air-conditioned... my shirt was wet la... super warm sia.... running like some siao za bo also... onli 4 counts to run from e far end of e stage to centre la... God pls help me lor... =x wanted to leave e prac halfway de, but pat began to take out e dancers who left... sigh... so decided to stay... i mean i get his pt la.. he wans to block e item asap, but when ppl leaves, he cant block ma... reali hope dat e rest of e blastards can come for pracs b4 we r like dead aft dancing e 1st item la... prac ended at onli at 1730
went to meet my raggers for dinner... had my fav mee rebus... b4 making our way back to engin to prac... dearest partner joined us in e meeting... haha and we managed to come up wif e designs for e face paint... thanks jia ren!!! hee karen is gg to help us in rag make up for e dancers too!!! hehe... jia ren shi zui hao de!!! yup aft dat, we went back to rag prac and im reali proud of my raggers today!!! they have shown improvement despit them being super tired... i noe aft long hrs of pracs... reali appreciate to have such friends to standby for one another... =)
well 4 more days' to go... and i shall use wad jie mei has always taught us... repeat aft me, " WOW, LET'S DO IT!!!" haha =)
went for rag prac early today in e morning... haha started to panic when i dun c dancers there and i realised dat it was onli 1045... HAHA... oh well... ah huan is stressed liao... =x ying ying and i went to eat e remains of e buffet prepared for e freshies... HAHA while e rest went to eat at subway... and went for cheerleading... ying ying and i went for pat's prac and although e cfa studio was air-conditioned... my shirt was wet la... super warm sia.... running like some siao za bo also... onli 4 counts to run from e far end of e stage to centre la... God pls help me lor... =x wanted to leave e prac halfway de, but pat began to take out e dancers who left... sigh... so decided to stay... i mean i get his pt la.. he wans to block e item asap, but when ppl leaves, he cant block ma... reali hope dat e rest of e blastards can come for pracs b4 we r like dead aft dancing e 1st item la... prac ended at onli at 1730
went to meet my raggers for dinner... had my fav mee rebus... b4 making our way back to engin to prac... dearest partner joined us in e meeting... haha and we managed to come up wif e designs for e face paint... thanks jia ren!!! hee karen is gg to help us in rag make up for e dancers too!!! hehe... jia ren shi zui hao de!!! yup aft dat, we went back to rag prac and im reali proud of my raggers today!!! they have shown improvement despit them being super tired... i noe aft long hrs of pracs... reali appreciate to have such friends to standby for one another... =)
well 4 more days' to go... and i shall use wad jie mei has always taught us... repeat aft me, " WOW, LET'S DO IT!!!" haha =)
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)