LAST POST OF E YR 2007!!!

yeah man... today is d-day for me... screwed up lovestoned yest during rehearsal... did double roti pratas instead of 1... LOL... zaki asked me nt to be over-excited... LOL

yest rehearsal was ok la... abit scary cos we have to dance in boots and spin double in dat... but no mishaps have occured... LOL... so ok la... but yest we gotta report at 4pm to do our makeup... so we rotted all e way till 2130... so i met zy at 1930... but i got news dat we gotta remain arnd e stage area at 8pm!!! so zy was abit sianded la... but den ms wee said it's ok... cos confirm drag one... so she asked me to juz continue to shop wif zy and she will call me when it's time... haha... thanks ms wee!!!

yupyup so today gotta report at 4pm again... this time round i hope i wont screw up any parts sia... =x

yr 2007 has been a blast for me... it was e yr when i started dancing for shows and stuff... breakthrough i supposed... and ive learnt alot this yr... and of cos ive learnt my lesson... of prioritising stuff properly... so ive decided to study hard for 2008!!! (and hope to pull up my cap... =x)

yupyup ah huan has learnt alot... so wad r my committments for 2008???

1) God
2) family... i agree ive neglected them this yr... sigh
3) studies!!!
4) funkamania - e-stylez we rock!
5) impresario
6) dance blast!

nt dat bad rite??? jia you ah huan!!!

mentally and physically challenged.

mood: super drained of energy

juz came back from rehearsal nt long... ate my mum's bee hoon... thanks mum =) reali appreciate dat... i dunno y but im super famished... today's rehearsal was scheduled at 2030... but cos of e deal or no deal gals... we started our prac late... so in e end we gotta all rush and dance with minimal water breaks... lol... zaki was vv funny... aft e whole rehearsal when everyone is super tired and drained of energy and water... he walked to us and said, "im okay now! i am still zaki!" shu lin replied, " we dunno anyone called zaki la!" lol... guess we all got his pt... we gotta rush thru e whole rehearsal cos we r supposed to end at 2230... yupyup... so i guess today i juz finished like running 10km worth of distance... LOL

had prac at 9am today... izaac gave yong kai, serene and i a lift at kovan (haha but serene was late la... so we drove to her place instead) den we went to e west coast mac... could have gone thru e drive thru... LOL but we didnt... so we looked like noobs carrying plastic bags out of mac to izaac's car... LOL... aft which we had prac till 1530 when dearest jie mei izaac gave karen and i a lift to vivo... haha and jie mei actually spent like 130++ bucks on esprit clothes... i bought a pull and bear top for 24.90 bucks though! partner karen and jie mei said it's so me la... e top.. haha... anyway thanks izaac for driving us today!!! and thanks partner for being there to support me these 2 days... reali appreciate it, gal! =)

went up to vivo rooftop early... we were supposed to meet at 1845 but i reached at 1815... haha nevertheless, i sat on a bench beside e wading pool... and i fell asleep!!! and i almost fell off e ben while sleeping cross-legged can? so malu... LOL.. in e end yan ling found me there stoning... so we went to food republic to get her dinner... so we re-capped e steps all e way till 2030...

so in e end... we reali danced alot today... im super tired =x gotta wake up early tml again! =(

fruitful day.

zy and i were on our way to meet zb and bl at orachard mrt stn yest, when this bangladesh worker kept squeezing his way thru us... and zy said, " hey, relax can?" lol... and dat guy stopped... and till now we dun even noe if he understands wad zy said... LOL... went to hard rock cafe wif zy, zb and bl yest to celebrate christmas... was my 1st time gg there... they closed e 2nd floor so there were no seats available when we got there... so in e end we gotta stand... nt vv nice... haha but e ambience is great... e live band was superb esp e lead singer... his vocals were super gd!!! kumar hosted e show... and she reali made me laugh alot...

met up wif sis at macs and we were all chilling out till 2am... hee... aft which we walked down e whole stretch of orchard road... and to our surprise (and disgust)... ngee ann city was filled wif trash!!! ppl juz threw their rubbish arnd and e poor workers gotta clean things up... it was reali a mess man...

jie and i ran aft e bus 7n... LOL i looked like some siao zha bo running down orachrd road lor... so unglam man... but thank God, we managed to catch e bus... or else we gotta wait super long for e nxt bus... but poor zy, zb and bl... they waited for 1 hr for their bus... =x

woke up at 0930 today... brought my family to ichiban boshi to eat... they reali liked it alot... so im happy lor... some more my da jie came along also... which is gd =) went to dorothy perkins and i bought a top for myself... bought a miss selfridge top for my mum... hehe uob discounts rocks! aft which, we went down to robinsons... and dat place was flooded wif ppl can??? i queued for 1 hr to pay lor... as usual, i was alone queing... but zy accompanied me by talking to me... thanks alot, ah pek! in e end, we spent 300 bucks la!!! bought glucocamine for my knee joints... aft listening to partner and zy... hmmm guess i shld invest in dat... need to take gd care of myself... and now my legs aching like mad from e long hrs of standing... jia lat... results coming out tml... argh... some mre got dance pracs and rehearsal... wad if i dun make e cut to remain in ddp??? i think i wont have mood to dance tml... sigh... lest to stay to chiong... argh!!! =x

misunderstood.

it sucks when ppl misunderstands anyone... and im sure no one likes dat feeling... e most terrible thing to do to e person will be refusing to listen to e person's explanation... or rather... judging e person b4 he or she even explains him or herself... it makes e person sian to explain everything even when e surrounding ppl said i wan to sort things out wif u...

i need a place where i can call it my own resting corner in e bloody house... travelling from e east to e west, staying in diff houses isnt a nice thing to do... cos everything is temporary... but when i come back home... i dun even have a permanent place which i can sleep in... it's nt say dat im selfish and i dun wan to share my room wif others... cos my cousins and my aunt and uncle r willing to let me stay in their house... it's e feeling dat when u come back home (like onli a few times in a wk) and when u see dat ur room is occupied by ppl and u have to sleep some where else... e feeling juz sucks...

it even sucks when family members question y did i come back to my OWN HOME yest... damn it... it's my own bloody home... i have all rights to come back rite??? do i have to like inform u everyday whether im coming back to my OWN HOME to stay???

dun say dat im selfish when u have a bloody hostel to stay in... a place where u can settle down for 5 days... damn it... i dun even have a place to stay in consecutively for 5 days... there's no basis for comparison...

nt say i dun wan to share a bed wif u, mum... but u noe it dat even if i sleep beside u... u wont be able to have a good nite rest...

wad i have told u b4, i believed, has all gone down into e drain, dad... u dun even wan to listen to me explaining myself... talking abt disappointed... i think i am more disappointed in all of u den wad u all r feeling abt me...

so will anyone try to understand me? i doubt so.

argh... camp!!!

went to watch code edge dance competition at zouk yest... but i didnt club... cos got church service and rehearsal e nxt day... c i so guai... haha... anyway e nus seniors plus cs were reali gd!!! wasnt reali impressed by la fuse though... one crew was definately superb... they should be in e top 3 placings la... sigh... guess e judges muz be looking for sth else...

had rehearsal today over at mediacorp... dancing wif all e lao jiaos!!! =x hope dat i can remember e dance steps... or else??!!! argh!!! rehearsal today was ok... everyone was joking arnd and there wasnt any tension... a vv gd environment for me to learn e dance steps... hehe... zaki is given 50 countdown tics... yup so he asked if we wan any... so anyone interested to watch, let me noe k??? =)

haven packed my stuff for e blast camp tml... LOL... i think by e end of e camp... i will lose alot of wt la... haha...

im so gg to seem missing sth for this whole wk... =(

trapezius - trapezium???

according to zy... trapezius is a muscle on e shoulders... vv near to e neck... and yup dat stupid muscles of mine are aching damn badly... and now it's super big la... =.= it was flat e last time when i went for massage at amore... but now... it's back!!! argh!!!

resting now till 3pm when i gotta dance again... gotta go imm to buy pants and ear piece... argh... i hope e adidas there got e pants dat i saw at bugis!!! =x reali like it alot...

haix till den i shall rest and watch my prison break... actuali for wentworth miller... haha

ah huan is tired =x

juz came back from nus aft dance prac... and im now resting in front of my laptop... and i juz had my dinner... wonderful fei xiong fishball noodles... nt dat fantastic la... but it was a luxury to me cos im super duper hungry!!! =x

had dance prac over at nus at 2pm... haha yes was watching naruto in e morning... had like cup noodles for breakfast and instant oatmeal porridge for lunch... yes by 4pm im super hungry... lucky got buy dao so pia for msia... hehe shunzi, jacky, esther and raz liked e dao sa pia alot lor... haha... yes i think im super unhealthy today... eat all those instant stuff... LOL well experience to hall life ma... didnt wan to go down to e canteen cos of e stench... LOL

took bus 198 to nus today... and i fell asleep on e bus la... this kind of weather... haix should be staying at home to slp lor!!! LOL... and i was 1 hr late... thanks to e traffic jam along aye la... sigh...

finished prac at 9 plus... got a lift from my friend to dover mrt stn... haha along wif karen and yong kai... when i finally made my way back to ntu... so here i am typing... super tired wif muscles aching all over... and i dunno y... dance prac at 10 tml... sore =.=