yest went to park hotel to eat a chinese buffet for onli 20 bucks nett lor... LOL... cos doong's bro-in-law worked there, so gt 50% discount... we eat until super full... greedy ben kwek go order so many desserts den he has to finish all of it... HAHA... had a real fun time catching up wif dem... esp cos of exams, we didnt reali meet up wif e guys...
woke up early today again lor... =.= 9am... aft which, i went to togi to eat my lunch... gotta take revenge ma... cos by right im supposed to be in korea now lor... i shld be eating bi bim bab, bulgolgi, rice cakes, kimchi... SIGH... so i took my revenge here lor... HAHA
had prac wif e blast ppl for a wto show nxt tue... lol apparently most of dem cant remember e dance lor... cos they had performed so many other items aft e feb concert, so of cos they wont remember la... had a fun time eating dinner wif dem @ my fav seah im foodcourt...
went for jie mei's class @danzppl wif karen... met eva, bryan, cs and rebecca... reali enjoyed e class... HAHA cos we laughed alot... and sweat alot... i think i worked out my bee hoon kweh and bi bim bab lor... LOL...
hee eva gave me a lift to kovan, so i reached home in like 30mins time... haha super fast... Thanks gal =) im accompanying my parents to jb tml... yeah~!
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
ah huan suddenly has lots of inspirations!!!
juz received khai's sms dat i have to finish e choreo for e mass dance for engin camp by nxt mon... LOL since im like so free at home, i shall put my limbs to good use... am still aching from sun's rs session... alex made us do crunches n stuff... n im reali getting old la...
yest prac was @cca branch... it was at a multi purpose court, wif no air con???!!!! it reminded me of my tj dance prac la... cos we used to practise in e hall together wif volleyballers/badminton players... there will be some random balls throwing towards our side... either hitting our backs or heads... so annoying... weina kena like head shot lor... n e person didnt even bother to apologise... wad e ???!!! sweat like a pig lor... heng prac ended early n liren gave me a lift to bedok... hee thanks~! cos it reali saved alot of time by getting me out of bukit timah la... it's like so inaccessible for me...
caught up wif my jc classmates at e ever-so-familiar- tj hawker centre... although it was a short one for me, cos i reached at 9pm... boss was talking abt his friends trying to get him into mlm:
boss's friend: "i got 2 jobs for u. 1 is u earn $2000 monthly by juz doing ur duties. e other job is dat u do ur duties n u do some other stuff, u will get $10000. which one will u choose?"
boss: "erm e 1st one lor... e $2000 job."
(boss is a vv down-to0-earth person... haha)
boss's friend: "huh, y u so stupid? u c ah... my a levels grade is this.... (he didnt do vv well for his a levels) wad is urs?"
boss: "erm 6 distinctions"
boss's friend: "wa, i do so badly in a levels yet i earn more money den u la."
boss: "but im happy doing wad i do ma."
aft which boss's friend gave up hope on him... haha... i super respect boss lor... he stays true to his principles... heard from my friends dat alot of my jc mates got into mlm... borrowing money from their friends and go mia... i experienced dat from my friend... but wad do these ppl gain??? i mean u may gain back ur money (if u r successful in e mlm, which is highly unlikely unless u r in like e top levels of e management) but u lose friends n trust... would u be able to sleep in peace??? but these ppl r like being brainwashed until they r willing to do anything for e company, n i mean clever ppl... ppl wif brains!!! guan heng came up wif e theory dat onli clever ppl will fall for this cos their minds r like focused on how much e money can grow... argh
prabhu said we ought to go clubbing or meet up for supper... HAHA... i juz realised dat e last time i clubbed was in last jul... meihui was like OMG... haha yeah i have no life man... cant wait for e gathering later wif my sec sch councillors =)
yest prac was @cca branch... it was at a multi purpose court, wif no air con???!!!! it reminded me of my tj dance prac la... cos we used to practise in e hall together wif volleyballers/badminton players... there will be some random balls throwing towards our side... either hitting our backs or heads... so annoying... weina kena like head shot lor... n e person didnt even bother to apologise... wad e ???!!! sweat like a pig lor... heng prac ended early n liren gave me a lift to bedok... hee thanks~! cos it reali saved alot of time by getting me out of bukit timah la... it's like so inaccessible for me...
caught up wif my jc classmates at e ever-so-familiar- tj hawker centre... although it was a short one for me, cos i reached at 9pm... boss was talking abt his friends trying to get him into mlm:
boss's friend: "i got 2 jobs for u. 1 is u earn $2000 monthly by juz doing ur duties. e other job is dat u do ur duties n u do some other stuff, u will get $10000. which one will u choose?"
boss: "erm e 1st one lor... e $2000 job."
(boss is a vv down-to0-earth person... haha)
boss's friend: "huh, y u so stupid? u c ah... my a levels grade is this.... (he didnt do vv well for his a levels) wad is urs?"
boss: "erm 6 distinctions"
boss's friend: "wa, i do so badly in a levels yet i earn more money den u la."
boss: "but im happy doing wad i do ma."
aft which boss's friend gave up hope on him... haha... i super respect boss lor... he stays true to his principles... heard from my friends dat alot of my jc mates got into mlm... borrowing money from their friends and go mia... i experienced dat from my friend... but wad do these ppl gain??? i mean u may gain back ur money (if u r successful in e mlm, which is highly unlikely unless u r in like e top levels of e management) but u lose friends n trust... would u be able to sleep in peace??? but these ppl r like being brainwashed until they r willing to do anything for e company, n i mean clever ppl... ppl wif brains!!! guan heng came up wif e theory dat onli clever ppl will fall for this cos their minds r like focused on how much e money can grow... argh
prabhu said we ought to go clubbing or meet up for supper... HAHA... i juz realised dat e last time i clubbed was in last jul... meihui was like OMG... haha yeah i have no life man... cant wait for e gathering later wif my sec sch councillors =)
Sunday, May 10, 2009
sweat like a pig
went for rs session straight aft coming back home from visitng my grandparents' urns... and i realised dat my stamina sucks like shit!!! lol... my knees were like giving way lor... haha tried my vv best in doing e last move, but i juz dun have e energy... anyway, alex's choreo was reali good =) haha... i get to learn to control my energy... HAHA by a bit... and all e abs exercise we have today... means im exercising!!!
glen gave me a lift back home today... hee so i reached home in 30 mins time... yeah~! mama cooked lei cha fan for us... super nutritious and delicious...
starting our pracs for asian youth games tml... need to travel to cca branch =x super far... LOL decided to meet karen at newton mrt cos my dearest partner always lose her way... HAHA... but we r supposed to meet earlier to recap e steps!!! =x anyway im watching this show called Beethoven virus... super nice... cos got my fav shuai ge acting in it... HAHA shall go watch it now
glen gave me a lift back home today... hee so i reached home in 30 mins time... yeah~! mama cooked lei cha fan for us... super nutritious and delicious...
starting our pracs for asian youth games tml... need to travel to cca branch =x super far... LOL decided to meet karen at newton mrt cos my dearest partner always lose her way... HAHA... but we r supposed to meet earlier to recap e steps!!! =x anyway im watching this show called Beethoven virus... super nice... cos got my fav shuai ge acting in it... HAHA shall go watch it now
Saturday, May 9, 2009
i suck in handicraft
didnt go n run wif my sis today cos i couldnt wake up... LOL... im lazy man... i need to start building my stamina!!! =x
went to church early today to do e sorting of beads for e mission trip... haha i refused to string e beads cos i noe e beads will juz drop out cos i suck in tying knot... LOL... so i decided to juz stick to e sorting dept...
today's youth got me thinking... am i willing to do something crazy for God... my answer is: i dunno... watching how e hawaiians youth organize their outreach events make me wonder if i have e courage to do so here... hmmm... it's time to break away from e norms, i guess...
tml is mothers' day... HAHA... well my family juz doesnt have e tradition of celebrating it... this time round, we r making it memorable... we will visit my grandparents' urns tml... and i find it vv memorable cos im finally doing it consecutively... i haven visited their urns 10 yrs until last yr... so im keeping e tradition i hope... =)
there's this dance audition coming up on 6 jun... sigh, but i cant make it... cos we r departing on 6 jun morning... maybe it's juz nt meant to be... =(
went to church early today to do e sorting of beads for e mission trip... haha i refused to string e beads cos i noe e beads will juz drop out cos i suck in tying knot... LOL... so i decided to juz stick to e sorting dept...
today's youth got me thinking... am i willing to do something crazy for God... my answer is: i dunno... watching how e hawaiians youth organize their outreach events make me wonder if i have e courage to do so here... hmmm... it's time to break away from e norms, i guess...
tml is mothers' day... HAHA... well my family juz doesnt have e tradition of celebrating it... this time round, we r making it memorable... we will visit my grandparents' urns tml... and i find it vv memorable cos im finally doing it consecutively... i haven visited their urns 10 yrs until last yr... so im keeping e tradition i hope... =)
there's this dance audition coming up on 6 jun... sigh, but i cant make it... cos we r departing on 6 jun morning... maybe it's juz nt meant to be... =(
Friday, May 8, 2009
e hols
i decided to start blogging again... cos:
1) im super bored at home wif nth to do
2) i need to start voicing out
3) dearest sarah complained dat my blog is dead (haha yes, it is dead)
this is e 1st hols i have since e start of uni dat i wouldnt be seeing him... or rather this is e 1st time, i wont be seeing him... in e past we saw each other almost everyday... at 1st it was vv sweet... e feeling of holding his hand, sitting beside him during lect and tut... he would wait for me to buy my lunch b4 he starts eating his... and all these have turned into memories... for this entire sem, i have been struggling... i was sick 3 times in a mth... trying to fight back e tears... e hand which used to be so familar to touch became so distant... friends said i wasnt myself, said i shld move on... ya i wan to move on, who doesnt? how could u put away all those 'stuff' completely when u get to c e person almost everyday? b4 sch started, i told myself dat i shld stop hanging out wif him, cos i need to move on... but i realised dat my world was built arnd him... BIG MISTAKE ive made...
i nv regretted on starting dat relationship... although i always liked to joke abt dat in front of him... and i thank him for supporting me throughout these whole mess... i used to be angry wif him when he didnt turn up for my dance events or when he juz refused to attend camps wif me... n ive realized how unreasonable i am... im always angry dat he doesnt spend more time wif me cos of dota n dat he isnt sensitive enuff... but truth is have i ever paid attention to how he feels? nope i didnt...
some things could be changed n things could be made better... but ive grown to noe dat no matter how much we change, some things remained e same... wad was nt meant to be, would nt be meant to be... i would like to go back to e days when we were vv distant from each other, such dat we would nt care abt e existence of each other... back to e impression of him being a vv vulgar and animated guy and e impression of me being a talkative gal who doesnt stop talking... back to dat distance we had...
i guess he had changed alot for me... from a person who totally hates gg out, to a person who makes an effort to compromise and stood by me when i was sad... n i appreciate dat... so i will let it all go now, cos it isnt worth holding on to something which cannot be changed...
1) im super bored at home wif nth to do
2) i need to start voicing out
3) dearest sarah complained dat my blog is dead (haha yes, it is dead)
this is e 1st hols i have since e start of uni dat i wouldnt be seeing him... or rather this is e 1st time, i wont be seeing him... in e past we saw each other almost everyday... at 1st it was vv sweet... e feeling of holding his hand, sitting beside him during lect and tut... he would wait for me to buy my lunch b4 he starts eating his... and all these have turned into memories... for this entire sem, i have been struggling... i was sick 3 times in a mth... trying to fight back e tears... e hand which used to be so familar to touch became so distant... friends said i wasnt myself, said i shld move on... ya i wan to move on, who doesnt? how could u put away all those 'stuff' completely when u get to c e person almost everyday? b4 sch started, i told myself dat i shld stop hanging out wif him, cos i need to move on... but i realised dat my world was built arnd him... BIG MISTAKE ive made...
i nv regretted on starting dat relationship... although i always liked to joke abt dat in front of him... and i thank him for supporting me throughout these whole mess... i used to be angry wif him when he didnt turn up for my dance events or when he juz refused to attend camps wif me... n ive realized how unreasonable i am... im always angry dat he doesnt spend more time wif me cos of dota n dat he isnt sensitive enuff... but truth is have i ever paid attention to how he feels? nope i didnt...
some things could be changed n things could be made better... but ive grown to noe dat no matter how much we change, some things remained e same... wad was nt meant to be, would nt be meant to be... i would like to go back to e days when we were vv distant from each other, such dat we would nt care abt e existence of each other... back to e impression of him being a vv vulgar and animated guy and e impression of me being a talkative gal who doesnt stop talking... back to dat distance we had...
i guess he had changed alot for me... from a person who totally hates gg out, to a person who makes an effort to compromise and stood by me when i was sad... n i appreciate dat... so i will let it all go now, cos it isnt worth holding on to something which cannot be changed...
Tuesday, August 26, 2008
drowning in a sea of doubts
thermody = thermo-die... fluid mechanics =x e 2 suckiest mods of my sem... oh man...
stayed in sch till 9pm, mugging my ass off... even when zy and bl went to gym la... i was mugging along wif adrain... i also cant believe dat... by e time i stepped out of e library, my eyes were like closing liao... ok now it's nt la... cos im nt doing thermo-die... LOL
it's gg to be blast tml (again)... oh well... im nt reali dancing dat intensive la... was comparing it to my tj days... i think preparing for contemp items r far more strenuous den preparing for hip hop pieces... i dunno... i mean i sweat less... HAHA... ok i miss dancing contemp...
realised dat ensemble audition was today... im still pondering... haven made up my mind... but i guessed wad candy said way way back last yr when i was stuck in a similar dilemma, was true... im feeling stagnant already... =x
i wanna point my toes again =(
stayed in sch till 9pm, mugging my ass off... even when zy and bl went to gym la... i was mugging along wif adrain... i also cant believe dat... by e time i stepped out of e library, my eyes were like closing liao... ok now it's nt la... cos im nt doing thermo-die... LOL
it's gg to be blast tml (again)... oh well... im nt reali dancing dat intensive la... was comparing it to my tj days... i think preparing for contemp items r far more strenuous den preparing for hip hop pieces... i dunno... i mean i sweat less... HAHA... ok i miss dancing contemp...
realised dat ensemble audition was today... im still pondering... haven made up my mind... but i guessed wad candy said way way back last yr when i was stuck in a similar dilemma, was true... im feeling stagnant already... =x
i wanna point my toes again =(
Sunday, August 17, 2008
noise pollution to e max.
went back home (finally) yest... missed my bed... and now im like at home, withstanding high levels of noise pollution... wif vulgarities hurled by dat someone... until im like immune by it... cant u give us some peace??? juz 1 wrong move made and u start to rattle like a spoilt tape recorder, repeating stuff u said... can u pls shut up???
u blame everyone for stuff which u have caused... u act as if u r e perfect one and all of us r like out to ruin ur life... but cant u c dat u r e one who ruin our lives? i juz wan my life back... pls, juz shut ur trap...
u blame everyone for stuff which u have caused... u act as if u r e perfect one and all of us r like out to ruin ur life... but cant u c dat u r e one who ruin our lives? i juz wan my life back... pls, juz shut ur trap...
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