indecisive.

mood: crap

ive nv been so indecisive in my life b4... told myself dat it would be e last one... but in e end i still accepted... ms wee asked me again today... so ive decided to do e show... reali gotta rush for lects and stage run on this coming thurs man... gonna go from sch to fullerton hotel and cab back to sch for 2pm lect... and go back to fullerton hotel again... at least there's onli 2 rehearsals... and zaki promised to do a 1h chop chop stage run... so jia you ba, ah huan!!! make this ur last one!!!

ive decided to stay over at my aunt's place throughout e five days during this sem... wanna concentrate on studies... once awhile go back home during e wkdays to give tuition... and den go back home during e wkends... reali didnt wan to take up another student de... but cos of my mum... haix... 2 words - ren qing... and i dun understand y im e one helping her to pay it... sigh

nvm... i shall go for dance prac @ nus tml den go for youth in e late aftnoon... rehearsal starting on sun... quite nervous... dunno y... ah huan, u suck...

Taufik - My BG

my 1st dance item for yr 2008!!!

NUS Dance BLAST! 6th Anniversary - Jootz's item

hee... we r so green!!!

bruises and sweat.

juz finished dance prac today... elson said we are still quite messy... sigh... guess we gotta work extremely hard!!! izaac can lift me up super high now... and i can do e candlestick now... haha... izaac said im lighter and i said he's stronger now... datz y...

went for fright nite trial and beach games trial... and im sun burnt... LOL i wore e white mask during fright nite and zb, bl and zy all said it's quite scary when i put it on esp when i tilt my head and walk... LOL... ok la... was quite tired aft e whole nite...

hmmm now waiting to go out for supper to celebrate uncle lau's belated birthday... and ya it's supper lor... LOL cos birthday boy wanna eat dim sum at geylang... haha

sigh i rejected another show... both karen and yong kai supported my decision cos funka pracs r already everyday liao... by den i will be super tired... despite e fact dat there's onli 2 rehearsals... haix... but i think i need to get everything on track this sem... settle e 2 competitions and i can totally focus on studying le... i hope...

argh... i need inspiration for rag!!!! haix...

ah huan is happy =)

mood: liberated

ive finally withdraw from ddp... starting afresh... mno here i come... LOL... heard from clarice dat it will be a diff lecturer this sem... haix... but nvm la... jovina talked thru wif me... so ive decided le... thanks jovina!!!

was late for dance prac by 30mins cos of stupid bus 151 =( sorrie partner and yong kai!!! i missed e bus la... haix... travelling from home to nus isnt a vv fun thing to do... when i went up e bus, i fell asleep immediately... and my head was jerking violently lor... in e end i was banging my head against the window and e handle behind my head... =.= ok im tired

met roz to pass her e jacket and i met candy... candy said i looked super tired... guess i haven recovered yet... she asked if im doing zaki's swatch show but i said im nt doing cos i wanna rest b4 sch term starts... she wanted to do also but her schedule cant fit in2 e rehearsal schedule... hmmm... i juz wanna rest and spend quality time wif my family and friends b4 sch term actuali starts...

tml we r having lunch @ maxwell market b4 dance prac!!! yeah!!!

im so full!!!

it has been hrs since ive last eaten... LOL and im still super full!!! zy's sis's wedding lunch reali got lots of things to eat... met zy's brother-in-law's nephew who had e same eating habit as me la!!! he also needs to watch videos to eat... if nt, he wont keep still... LOL... yes im a problematic kid... HAHA

aft e lunch, zb, zy and i went to "shop" at central, marina square and suntec city... but we bought NTH!!! yes... ah huan is sad... =x haha but nvm la, save money

yes im now like thinking wad mods to take for e nxt sem... and i reali dunno!!! sigh

and yes im still suffering from deprivation of slp... sian... prac at 1pm tml!!!

haix... e ddp ic person still hasnt replied me yet... guess i shall call her tml if she still doesnt reply my email... argh... i hope she does so dat i can slp in peace... haix

IST POST OF E YR 2008!!!

yeah!!! 2008 has come... yest show was fantastic... haha met shi min and hui kiang yest juz outside e dressing rms... by e time i didnt have any tics wif me... so cant bring them in wif me... =x met my ahs dance juniors too... lol to think dat they can recognise me wif my super thick make up and siao zha bo hairstyle... LOL... last seen them like 3 yrs ago la... haha and they have grown so tall..

yest we celebrated andrea's birthday on stage... haha wif fireworks!!! e thing was onli e performers get to c e fireworks... we were all pointing at e sky but e audience can onli c like e roof... LOL... i was getting super nervous bout lovestoned la... but it was alright... hehe... i survived on e boots la!!! haha... taufik was super nice... aft e performance he actuali thanked us on stage... everything was super great yest... i did both my last item for yr2007 (Give it to Me wif jade seah, nat ho and joakim gomez (dunno how to spell his name) ) and first item for yr2008 (MYBG wif taufik) haha... so super memorable... zaki bought us belgium chocs and club 21 vouchers!!! THANK YOU ZAKI!!! =)

my family went down super early to watch e pre-show, whereas zy, zb and bl came later to watch so they ended up standing... haha zy said he could c me standing by e stage but i didnt c him... LOL... and there was nobody btwn us some more... LOL... ok i was super nervous... HAHA... haven been nervous abt dancing for super long le... LOL... aft e show, i met zy, zb and bl... while walking to harbourfront centre, we saw 1 grp of bapoks walking towards us... and this particular bapok wif super big boobs... waved and winked at zb!!! LOL... we were all laughing like mad can??? LOL zy said zb should clean his eyes wif dettol... HAHA... so funny... im reali happy dat dad, mum and sis actuali came down and jie actuali recorded my segments... THANKS JIE~!

yes 2008 has come and ive decided to work super hard... ah huan jia you!!!