the dancer within me...

a change!!!

2009-05-22T00:36:00.001+08:00

hey all, i decided to change my blog (like finally):
huanzi.wordpress.com =)

night safari!!!

2009-05-21T00:51:00.003+08:00

went to sch early to teach khai and e rest of e comm mass dance... haha they r a fun bunch to work wif... hee... all r quite enthu to learn... so good =)

went for ayg prac, but i gotta leave early cos of e jam... sigh... was telling pat dat i need to go off early, but cant tell him e full reason... LOL... in e end he said ok la, go la go la... den he laughed... LOL...

met ben and mei hui @ khatib mrt stn... in e end our dinner was gardenia red bean and kaya bread la... LOL... bought a 1.5l mineral water, but we didnt manage to finish... HAHA...mei hui brought e army insect repellent... ben kept saying dat e insect repellent can cause skin burns and melt pvc =.= but i muz say dat e army insect repellent is vv gd!!! i didnt have mosquito bite la... and we onli applied like 'dots' on our clothes... HAHA... ben super enthu... brought his canon pro camera... so we got in for free (yes!) and we walked like dimly litted trails... machiam for night games like dat... ben still say gt lights =.=

i met my friend, called mugger, which is a buaya (crocodile)... also known as a water monster... HAHA... wad an apt description... ben was named as e bearded pig (we didnt manage to c it, cos we wanted to catch e last creatures of e night show and ben was vvvvvvvvvv hungry) and mei hui was named as e babirosa (which sounds like a name for a detergent... HAHA) most of e creatures were sleeping can... when they r supposed to be nocturnal... LOL... but some animals were vv camera-friendly...

there was this flying squirrel which took vv long to agar e right distance to jump from 1 tree to e other... haha and we saw dat... YEAH CLAP HANDS... can c dat e squirrel doesnt jump dat often although it is called a flying squirrel... another one is e flying fox which ben kept saying dat it's a bat... =.= we were taking e mangrove walk and i didnt noe dat e flying fox (which is super big and look like a bat) was juz nxt to me n i shrieked... mei hui said like usually im nt scared of many things, but im like scared of a flying fox... LOL... even a caucasian guy (british i think) was like saying e flying fox is more scared of me la... =.= e other animal which performed well was e tiger... HAHA it paraded like juz in front of us like many times... catwalking la... HAHA... and gosh, it's massive can???

aft night safari, we went to 85 market to eat... HAHA... i ate my fav black carrot cake, mei hui ate hokkien mee and ben ate ba chor mee... aft dat we decided to order some lala to eat... HAHA damn shiok la... e chilli

thanks to ben, he fetched us all back home... ok who's on for spore flyer??? HEHE =)

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ben n mei hui were right, im nt moving on, cos im constantly talking abt him... sigh... so i guess i shld reali stop talking abt him, stop taking to him for e time being... ben suggested a fling for a change... LOL NONSENSE!!! but aft talking to them today, it reali knocked some sense into my head... =)

chicken rice day

2009-05-20T12:06:00.003+08:00

went to nus bukit timah to do e law show wif ellen, yuko, chi tarng, wei na and thomas... e place is so high class la... dun even look like a campus... look more like a museum... even e food sold @ e cafe is freaking ex... (it's called e thinking corner btw... wa im so enlightened)

went straight to e changing room and we saw this ultra big bottle of champagne... all of us thot it was empty... so we started taking pics of it... so i took e bottle and 'pour' e wine into wei na's mouth... thinking dat it was empty la...den suddenly i saw red stains on her white shirt!!! E WINE STINKS LA... im so sorry wei na!!! =(

aft e show, we went to eat chicken rice @ e 5 star hainanese chicken rice... hehe... all of us were like super hungry...

i was lying on my bed @ round 12am plus... thot dat i wouldnt be able to slp so early... so i left e light on... i rmbered e last thing i was doing was recapping e ayg steps... den e nxt thing i noe is dat i woke up @ 4am plus wif e lights on... LOL... and i juz slept in a totally weird position some more... guess i was unknowingly tired... HAHA

gg sch to teach e engin camp com mass dance... LOL... aft which got ayg prac again... and if ben can get e car, we will be gg to night safari!!! hehe =)

THIS IS E TIME, THIS IS E MOMENT!!!

2009-05-18T23:30:00.002+08:00

woke up at 0600 today cos ive got a temp job TODAY! haha did events wif charmian, gladys and gladys's friend... hee yeah at least gt some income!!! went to shop @ marina square and rafflescity... AND IVE BOUGHT 2 ADIDAS TOPS!!!

bought this super baggy shirt which karen and derek said vv nice... HAHA... for onli $15.60!!! and another more lady-like top for $22.50... which karen also say is vv nice... haha of cos la, i buy one leh... e adidas store @ rafflescity is having clearance sale... cos they shifting to bugis... so everything is on discount!!! (but need check for e quality of e super cheap ones... ie like my baggy shirt) hehehehe.... so guess wad??? i spent half of my earnings today lor... =.=

went to sch to practise wif wei na, chi tarng, ellen, yuko and thomas for tml's show... haha it was a lazy aftnoon can... i reali felt like slping cos i woke up super early today... aft which, we managed to catch e btc bus @ 1900 to nus bukit timah... free ride leh to ccab... and we had prac for ayg

joo teng was leading today's prac... he forever so funny sia... kept trying to confuse me wif e steps... LOL... NO IM NT GG TO FALL FOR IT!!! HAHA... kudos to daddy for fetching me back home and delivering my mum's cooking to me... HEHE... aren't u jealous dat i have such a dad... wahahahah

gg for supper wif my ahs councillor friends later... HAHA so happening sia...

addicted to HK drama...

2009-05-15T01:46:00.002+08:00

went to jb wif my parents this aftnoon... e last time i went to jb was during last yr's cny... HAHA... we bought ALOT of groceries... e staff was like staring @ us la... bought those put on e waist belt... hee quite cheap... round 8 bucks plus onli... and a baggy shirt which my mum refused to look @ it... my dad said we can share it... haha cos it's xl

for lunch we ate @ this japanese restaurant... love e sashimi there... my mum was like a small little gal slurping her ramen soup... HAHA... she reali loves ramen... for dinner we ate bak ku teh@ this small little coffee shop... hee i love e salted vegetables!!! and i realised it was juz beside e shop where my guy friends n i bought dao sa piah e last time...

e new causeway is machiam go kart route lor... turn here turn there... n it's like super cramped =.= my dad's driving skills r superb enuff to squeeze thru dat small little space lor...

im currently watching e HK drama 'A Journey Called Life' (金石良緣) hee... n im so addicted to it dat im at episode 13 liao... LOL... thanks to tudou... haha... i shall continue to ease my addiction... heheheh

eat, dance, sleep

2009-05-13T23:59:00.002+08:00

yest went to park hotel to eat a chinese buffet for onli 20 bucks nett lor... LOL... cos doong's bro-in-law worked there, so gt 50% discount... we eat until super full... greedy ben kwek go order so many desserts den he has to finish all of it... HAHA... had a real fun time catching up wif dem... esp cos of exams, we didnt reali meet up wif e guys...

woke up early today again lor... =.= 9am... aft which, i went to togi to eat my lunch... gotta take revenge ma... cos by right im supposed to be in korea now lor... i shld be eating bi bim bab, bulgolgi, rice cakes, kimchi... SIGH... so i took my revenge here lor... HAHA

had prac wif e blast ppl for a wto show nxt tue... lol apparently most of dem cant remember e dance lor... cos they had performed so many other items aft e feb concert, so of cos they wont remember la... had a fun time eating dinner wif dem @ my fav seah im foodcourt...

went for jie mei's class @danzppl wif karen... met eva, bryan, cs and rebecca... reali enjoyed e class... HAHA cos we laughed alot... and sweat alot... i think i worked out my bee hoon kweh and bi bim bab lor... LOL...

hee eva gave me a lift to kovan, so i reached home in like 30mins time... haha super fast... Thanks gal =) im accompanying my parents to jb tml... yeah~!

ah huan suddenly has lots of inspirations!!!

2009-05-12T12:05:00.002+08:00

juz received khai's sms dat i have to finish e choreo for e mass dance for engin camp by nxt mon... LOL since im like so free at home, i shall put my limbs to good use... am still aching from sun's rs session... alex made us do crunches n stuff... n im reali getting old la...

yest prac was @cca branch... it was at a multi purpose court, wif no air con???!!!! it reminded me of my tj dance prac la... cos we used to practise in e hall together wif volleyballers/badminton players... there will be some random balls throwing towards our side... either hitting our backs or heads... so annoying... weina kena like head shot lor... n e person didnt even bother to apologise... wad e ???!!! sweat like a pig lor... heng prac ended early n liren gave me a lift to bedok... hee thanks~! cos it reali saved alot of time by getting me out of bukit timah la... it's like so inaccessible for me...

caught up wif my jc classmates at e ever-so-familiar- tj hawker centre... although it was a short one for me, cos i reached at 9pm... boss was talking abt his friends trying to get him into mlm:

boss's friend: "i got 2 jobs for u. 1 is u earn $2000 monthly by juz doing ur duties. e other job is dat u do ur duties n u do some other stuff, u will get $10000. which one will u choose?"

boss: "erm e 1st one lor... e $2000 job."
(boss is a vv down-to0-earth person... haha)

boss's friend: "huh, y u so stupid? u c ah... my a levels grade is this.... (he didnt do vv well for his a levels) wad is urs?"

boss: "erm 6 distinctions"

boss's friend: "wa, i do so badly in a levels yet i earn more money den u la."

boss: "but im happy doing wad i do ma."

aft which boss's friend gave up hope on him... haha... i super respect boss lor... he stays true to his principles... heard from my friends dat alot of my jc mates got into mlm... borrowing money from their friends and go mia... i experienced dat from my friend... but wad do these ppl gain??? i mean u may gain back ur money (if u r successful in e mlm, which is highly unlikely unless u r in like e top levels of e management) but u lose friends n trust... would u be able to sleep in peace??? but these ppl r like being brainwashed until they r willing to do anything for e company, n i mean clever ppl... ppl wif brains!!! guan heng came up wif e theory dat onli clever ppl will fall for this cos their minds r like focused on how much e money can grow... argh

prabhu said we ought to go clubbing or meet up for supper... HAHA... i juz realised dat e last time i clubbed was in last jul... meihui was like OMG... haha yeah i have no life man... cant wait for e gathering later wif my sec sch councillors =)

sweat like a pig

2009-05-10T23:12:00.003+08:00

went for rs session straight aft coming back home from visitng my grandparents' urns... and i realised dat my stamina sucks like shit!!! lol... my knees were like giving way lor... haha tried my vv best in doing e last move, but i juz dun have e energy... anyway, alex's choreo was reali good =) haha... i get to learn to control my energy... HAHA by a bit... and all e abs exercise we have today... means im exercising!!!

glen gave me a lift back home today... hee so i reached home in 30 mins time... yeah~! mama cooked lei cha fan for us... super nutritious and delicious...

starting our pracs for asian youth games tml... need to travel to cca branch =x super far... LOL decided to meet karen at newton mrt cos my dearest partner always lose her way... HAHA... but we r supposed to meet earlier to recap e steps!!! =x anyway im watching this show called Beethoven virus... super nice... cos got my fav shuai ge acting in it... HAHA shall go watch it now

i suck in handicraft

2009-05-09T23:17:00.002+08:00

didnt go n run wif my sis today cos i couldnt wake up... LOL... im lazy man... i need to start building my stamina!!! =x

went to church early today to do e sorting of beads for e mission trip... haha i refused to string e beads cos i noe e beads will juz drop out cos i suck in tying knot... LOL... so i decided to juz stick to e sorting dept...

today's youth got me thinking... am i willing to do something crazy for God... my answer is: i dunno... watching how e hawaiians youth organize their outreach events make me wonder if i have e courage to do so here... hmmm... it's time to break away from e norms, i guess...

tml is mothers' day... HAHA... well my family juz doesnt have e tradition of celebrating it... this time round, we r making it memorable... we will visit my grandparents' urns tml... and i find it vv memorable cos im finally doing it consecutively... i haven visited their urns 10 yrs until last yr... so im keeping e tradition i hope... =)

there's this dance audition coming up on 6 jun... sigh, but i cant make it... cos we r departing on 6 jun morning... maybe it's juz nt meant to be... =(

e hols

2009-05-08T21:57:00.002+08:00

i decided to start blogging again... cos:

1) im super bored at home wif nth to do
2) i need to start voicing out
3) dearest sarah complained dat my blog is dead (haha yes, it is dead)

this is e 1st hols i have since e start of uni dat i wouldnt be seeing him... or rather this is e 1st time, i wont be seeing him... in e past we saw each other almost everyday... at 1st it was vv sweet... e feeling of holding his hand, sitting beside him during lect and tut... he would wait for me to buy my lunch b4 he starts eating his... and all these have turned into memories... for this entire sem, i have been struggling... i was sick 3 times in a mth... trying to fight back e tears... e hand which used to be so familar to touch became so distant... friends said i wasnt myself, said i shld move on... ya i wan to move on, who doesnt? how could u put away all those 'stuff' completely when u get to c e person almost everyday? b4 sch started, i told myself dat i shld stop hanging out wif him, cos i need to move on... but i realised dat my world was built arnd him... BIG MISTAKE ive made...

i nv regretted on starting dat relationship... although i always liked to joke abt dat in front of him... and i thank him for supporting me throughout these whole mess... i used to be angry wif him when he didnt turn up for my dance events or when he juz refused to attend camps wif me... n ive realized how unreasonable i am... im always angry dat he doesnt spend more time wif me cos of dota n dat he isnt sensitive enuff... but truth is have i ever paid attention to how he feels? nope i didnt...

some things could be changed n things could be made better... but ive grown to noe dat no matter how much we change, some things remained e same... wad was nt meant to be, would nt be meant to be... i would like to go back to e days when we were vv distant from each other, such dat we would nt care abt e existence of each other... back to e impression of him being a vv vulgar and animated guy and e impression of me being a talkative gal who doesnt stop talking... back to dat distance we had...

i guess he had changed alot for me... from a person who totally hates gg out, to a person who makes an effort to compromise and stood by me when i was sad... n i appreciate dat... so i will let it all go now, cos it isnt worth holding on to something which cannot be changed...

drowning in a sea of doubts

2008-08-26T23:18:00.002+08:00

thermody = thermo-die... fluid mechanics =x e 2 suckiest mods of my sem... oh man...

stayed in sch till 9pm, mugging my ass off... even when zy and bl went to gym la... i was mugging along wif adrain... i also cant believe dat... by e time i stepped out of e library, my eyes were like closing liao... ok now it's nt la... cos im nt doing thermo-die... LOL

it's gg to be blast tml (again)... oh well... im nt reali dancing dat intensive la... was comparing it to my tj days... i think preparing for contemp items r far more strenuous den preparing for hip hop pieces... i dunno... i mean i sweat less... HAHA... ok i miss dancing contemp...

realised dat ensemble audition was today... im still pondering... haven made up my mind... but i guessed wad candy said way way back last yr when i was stuck in a similar dilemma, was true... im feeling stagnant already... =x

i wanna point my toes again =(

noise pollution to e max.

2008-08-17T14:07:00.002+08:00

went back home (finally) yest... missed my bed... and now im like at home, withstanding high levels of noise pollution... wif vulgarities hurled by dat someone... until im like immune by it... cant u give us some peace??? juz 1 wrong move made and u start to rattle like a spoilt tape recorder, repeating stuff u said... can u pls shut up???

u blame everyone for stuff which u have caused... u act as if u r e perfect one and all of us r like out to ruin ur life... but cant u c dat u r e one who ruin our lives? i juz wan my life back... pls, juz shut ur trap...

Day 1 in sch!!!

2008-08-12T00:17:00.002+08:00

day 1 in sch was onli 2 hrs =.=

e 1st lect was on fluid mechanics, and i was like huh-ing all e way thru.... normal stress and strain tensor... HUH??? all of us were either discussing on which mods to ballot or wad tbs to buy... and e lect notes (ok he called it e outline) is super summairsed, so i think im so in need of a tb la... ARGH!!! man this sem we have like 2 chem eng mods... can swim like mad la...

managed to ballot all e slots i wanted... thank God! if nt, i reali dunno wad to do also... managed to sell my poe tb too!!! yeah~! gg to meet my buyer tml... and ive bought 2tbs from yong kai, 1tb thru e used tb forum and 1tb from hua cheng... haha... now left wif e biochem tb which im unsure of... if need to buy e latest 6th edition... den my $$$ will be gone... =(

gave tuition to wendy in e aftnoon and i was surprised dat i still rmb those stuff i learnt in phy in sec 4 la... LOL... ok some of e jc topics were brought down to their level... HAHA ok im so nt gg to give tuition nxt yr, so dat i can concentrate on my studies... and my occasional dance committments... yes occasional is e word... haha

yupyup and i have an 8am lect tml and im still blogging... LOL... alright, im gg to slp now... did i mention dat im gg to have a korean lecturer for biochem??? haha... but dat time when i have a korean tutor, i got a b- for econs la... i hope it doesnt work e same as econs... =x

4 more days to go!!!

2008-08-04T22:21:00.002+08:00

this is getting freaky!!! rag is in 4 days' time!!! argh... ah huan is pulling out her hair le... =x

went for rag prac early today in e morning... haha started to panic when i dun c dancers there and i realised dat it was onli 1045... HAHA... oh well... ah huan is stressed liao... =x ying ying and i went to eat e remains of e buffet prepared for e freshies... HAHA while e rest went to eat at subway... and went for cheerleading... ying ying and i went for pat's prac and although e cfa studio was air-conditioned... my shirt was wet la... super warm sia.... running like some siao za bo also... onli 4 counts to run from e far end of e stage to centre la... God pls help me lor... =x wanted to leave e prac halfway de, but pat began to take out e dancers who left... sigh... so decided to stay... i mean i get his pt la.. he wans to block e item asap, but when ppl leaves, he cant block ma... reali hope dat e rest of e blastards can come for pracs b4 we r like dead aft dancing e 1st item la... prac ended at onli at 1730

went to meet my raggers for dinner... had my fav mee rebus... b4 making our way back to engin to prac... dearest partner joined us in e meeting... haha and we managed to come up wif e designs for e face paint... thanks jia ren!!! hee karen is gg to help us in rag make up for e dancers too!!! hehe... jia ren shi zui hao de!!! yup aft dat, we went back to rag prac and im reali proud of my raggers today!!! they have shown improvement despit them being super tired... i noe aft long hrs of pracs... reali appreciate to have such friends to standby for one another... =)

well 4 more days' to go... and i shall use wad jie mei has always taught us... repeat aft me, " WOW, LET'S DO IT!!!" haha =)

packed, packed and more packed!!!

2008-07-25T16:55:00.002+08:00

juz finished giving tuition today... went to sch early in e morning for rag remedial... haha i muz say dat e raggers r getting better!!! yeah~! yest was pondering wad to take as e 5th mod... it's btwn fna (which is now called acc... LOL but still as 'ex' as ever) and korean... haha but korean mod does nt have any exams... but quite time consuming la... 4h lect and 2h tut... dunno if i shld go for it leh... scared acc also gt not enuff bid pts sia.... since now we r no longer protected le... =x

yest was super tiring sia... danced from 11am to 6pm for rag... more of shouting of counts for me... hehe... our lunch and dinner were survived on snacks kouped from e tea sessions downstairs... haha e guys went to koup 1 whole tray of bee hoon for me la... LOL... and e food became better and better... LOL... from juz plain finger food to drumsticks... white bee hoon to brown bee hoon... HAHA

went for prac for idil's item... hehe finally learnt e contemp/jazz part... i muz say dat as7 is freakingly warm la... i perspired like mad there la... think EA is way much better... haha but ke xi de shi, we dun have reflective windows like as7 =( if nt e raggers can look themselves in e mirror la... haix

rag is like so damn near now... me also stressed le... haix... pracs r becoming more intense wif me gg to sch almost on every single day la... LOL... sigh dun care la, shall go watch dark knight later... hope we can still get seats la... =( dun wan to go there le, den sold out, i confirm sian one... LOL 2.5h show leh... cant take e 9pm one la... by e time end liao, super late sia...

sick and tired of ppl saying dat they have cough, den nv come for dance prac... told them e change of timing and stuff and yet still say dunno abt e change e nxt day... i mean it's like i ask whether u will be free nt... and u said yes... =.= if u wanna slack, dun waste my bloody time k??? if u noe e steps and r gd at it, i dun mind... but nt when u dunno ur steps and still come late for pracs... when u missed like 5hrs for prac, juz to send ur friend off... =.=

but i guess doris is right, im in charge... so i shld have e right to take u off e item... and if u dun freakingly turn up for tml's prac, i will... mark my words

post-camp

2008-07-21T23:11:00.002+08:00

yeah!!! finally e camps r all over... back to me dancing everyday again... seriously mon is gg to be my only rest day =(

anyway, went to shop (like mad) today wif zy, treated him to sakae sushi (for his bdae =) ) and we watched e red cliff... HAHA super exciting... though most of e time, i have to rely on zy to tell me on e storyline of e whole entire san guo yan yi... LOL takeshi kaneshiro is damn shuai... HAHA he and his lame lines (together wif tony leung, my fav actor) they managed to change e whole mood of e story la... e whole movie was long lor... 2.5h leh... still got part 2 some more, i wonder when it will be released...

met michelle and doris at e cine toilet aft e movie... they have watched e dark knight and they said it's a must watch!!! i wan to watch dark knight!!! sigh... but i guess i have to wait and c when he's free... seems like he's e busy person now... LOL

met e fright nite ppl @ harbourfront pastamania for dinner and all e fn comm ppl ordered e same thing... bacon aglio... zy hates it though, he said it's too bland for him... but i think it's nice... LOL... we all ordered e same thing cos we wan to save $$$ to treat e fn ppl... HAHA

since i have spent alot of money today... i guess i shall go back to my thrifty lifestyle again... HAHA... no more shopping as of now... didnt regret buying e levis jeans... cos i like e colour super alot!!! HAHA but i juz pray hard dat it doesnt expand la... if nt, it will be super loose =( tml will be rag prac e whole day!!! dance, dance and dance away e fats!!! LOL

a simple prayer...

2008-07-09T09:07:00.002+08:00

yest i couldnt slp initially... quite strange cos it was 2am in e morning... so i uttered a simple prayer... asking God to remove my horrible sore throat... juz 1 sentence and amen... and today im feeling much better.... e pain has reduced by alot... thank God =) juz a simple prayer and it did wonders... it has been such a long time since i last prayed... haix i mean... but He showed me dat it doesnt matter, and He juz wan me to tok to Him, to ask and He will provide... =)

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managed to hitch a ride on uncle lau's car later... hehe can save time on travelling... later shall be blast and den find somewhere to have dinner and rot till 8pm, den it would be jie mei's rehearsal!!! dance, dance and dance!!!

dance wk man...

2008-07-07T12:13:00.002+08:00

yest had jie mei's rehearsal for e blast concert... LOL... everyone was falling off balance la... yes i will try to practise isolation at home... HAHA... and im aching all over now... super long time nv twist and isolate my body like yest la... HAHA... saw faces whom i missed... aprine, raz (aka rust LOL), tang guo jie jie and of cos jie mei... hehe... think at this rate dat im gg, i dun need to care abt my diet le... HAHA

sore throat is back again... SHIT... im nt gg to c e doc liao la... shall juz guan water down my throat and survive on strepsils... sigh jie mei said dat my voice still sound hoarse... haix...

tml is rag prac, wed is blast, thurs is idil's rehearsal, fri is e show, sat is idil's rehearsal and rag prac again... and den back to sun... OH MAN... haha but i noe i like this kind of life la... hehe

stress...

2008-07-01T01:59:00.002+08:00

juz realised biyi is unable to make it for our pracs... oh no... hopefully teik kheng is able to teach some basic stunts so dat we can do... and now im faced wif a prob dat im short of 2/3 villians... SIGH...

had fwc meeting today and i think we managed to sort out alot of fright nite stuff... wif all e stations and routes planned out... heck e lighted path... ARGH

ya and im scratching my head now... sucks

rag blast!!!

2008-06-28T22:46:00.002+08:00

today i managed to hitch a ride from my dad to e mrt stn... hehe... yup went to sch for rag blast... e turn out for e event is ok... wif bulk coming from my dance team... haha we had lots of fun today... yes im vv bad... i always bully peifen... HAHA... yup we managed to cover our objectives today... did sit ups and push ups today la... haha muz start training e guys to lift e gals le!!! LOL... if nt, sure jia lat de...

aft e event, we went over to yoshinoya at harbourfront to makan... 1st rag dance dinner!!! yeah... reali happy dat junjie, kenneth and khairul joined dance!!! hehe...yup... and i saw some of e costumes le!!! hee cool!!!

aft which, peifen and i accompanied e freshies to ecp for nite cycling... and peifen's dad offered to send me back home... wanted to juz stop at any mrt stns de.... but her dad is like my dad... he insisted to send me back home... so thanks peifen!!! =) reali saved alot of transport time... hehe

sigh im now wif a frail voice... and wif phlegnm stuck in my windpipe... im like coughing now la... my throat is still as sore as ever... so i decided to go c e doc tml... e terrible thing is dat i have to confess dat i took antibiotics meant for other things la... sigh... bu ti guess datz e onli way to cure my illness... haix...

horrible sore throat wif phlegm stuck

2008-06-26T10:06:00.002+08:00

down wif a fever during fright nite dry run... started to feel my joints were aching all over la... so audrey suggested me taking panadols... yup e fever came and e feeling sucks... so uncle lau sent me back home right aft dry run... haha i actually fell asleep like few mins in e car... LOL... yup... thanks uncle lau for sending me back home!!! =) so i stayed at home yest... e whole day and i guess i feel damn bored le... streamed movies online, talked to zy, watched animal planet and ch 56. nth else to do!!! zb asked me to learn from zy e art of staying at home... LOL ok i shall try today again...

missed blast like consecutively twice le... jie mei asked me to juz rest and dun think abt dancing... HAHA... ok i shall be gd den... duo kui partner le!!! cos she has to teach me e steps... which is alot la...

watched centerstage yest... and i was reminded of e times when i used to learn ballet... being so passionate abt ballet but in e end, cos of sucky techniques, i have to forgo it and choose other forms of dance... i muz say dat this movie has inspired me and motivated me to move on... esp when i was super depressed when i cant go on pointe fully... i decided to move on to take up other forms like street jazz and hip hop... im happy now.... but i still missed e days when i trained damn tired wif e entire leotard soaking wet and order a cup of mac lemonade aft class... HAHA yes dat was my life... and gg out wif my friends to performances@esplanade, spending a hefty amt juz to sit near e stage to catch e entire view of each and every dancers' feet and expressions... making trips down to sonata juz to buy demi-pointe, pointe, ballet shoes, leotard, etc... haha

yup those were e days... when i was much skinnier too... LOL... okok shall go stream movies to watch le...

taiwanese drama-ness

2008-06-14T10:07:00.002+08:00

was watching my lucky star yest on ch56... haha and i was hooked... so i went to chiong e entire drama set on crunchyroll yest b4 my rehearsal... HAHA... yup so i finished e entire drama... and yoo-hana is so pretty =)

this is like e 2nd taiwanese drama which ive watched almost fully (hehe cos of fast forwaring) ever since e lu guang sen lin... haha... which is like 2 yrs ago la... yupyup and lin zhi ying is so shuai... haha as ever...

went for fitting yest and heng heng i can squeeze into their skinnies... LOL ok la... short segment so still can dance in it... best of all - sneakers!!! yeah~! no need to worry abt heels getting stuck into e long-kang gaps... horrible stage layout la... argh

yupyup and we were done at 2040 yest... haha... and i met biyi!!! LOL wad a coincidence... haha... she was practising cheerleading wif her crew wif one of e contestant... aiya hope dat today wont dragged too... cos today im gg to watch this ballet contemporary concert @ e esplanade... free tics given by wei liang!!! haha and my mum forces me to bring a set of clothes to change... =x haix.... wads wif e dress code man??? it has been such a long long time since i go esplanade to watch a performance la... ever since ive quitted ballet... haix... ok la e last time was us performing nt gg in as audience... hehe yup i miss ballet... but i noe i can nv go back le la... wif my sucky turn out and pointe... argh... beta stick to wad ive been doing now... nt as if im vv gd la.. but at least much beta at den ballet...

shopping!!!

2008-06-06T17:34:00.003+08:00

went to somerset to hitch a ride wif xiao di to holland v... haha... had my fav shrimp paste rice @ thai express... hee den xiao di fetched yong kai and michelle to ucc and me back to orchard... and i finally bought my wallet!!! haha... at 1st i didnt wan to approach e staff for assistance cos e wallet was placed inside e cabinet... cos i thot it shld be ex... i think japan has influeneced me la... LOL... den xiao di kept asking me to ask e staff to take a look at e wallet... so i did, and it cost onli 36 bucks!!! haha rip curl wallet leh... okok so i bought it... and i saw a similar one @ fossil... this time, e leather was much of a better quality... HAHA... yup and it cost 198 bucks... yup... so ok la... 36 bucks leh

den i went to wisma and i bought a nike sports bra... haha at like 39 bucks... ok im so loving GSS... LOL aft which, i decided nt to continue shopping for stuff le, or else i will like spend away all dat ive earnt la... HAHA...

guess im still nt sicked of shopping... LOL

my muscles and brains r rusty...

2008-06-04T23:38:00.002+08:00

went for blast juz now... and we danced 2hrs straight... HAHA and i think my brains r like turning rusty... haha i suck in psycho-motor la... LOL... o la.. at least i can exercise... which in e end i think i gain in all back cos i ate quite abit at zy's place... HAHA...

gg for rag mass briefing tml at 10am =.= and it's like everyone telling me dat they r nt free to attend... make me also feel like nt attending when e main com ppl r like having other committments... ok la... im like thinking in e first place, if u reali wan to join and commit rag... u wont like go for internships and stuff lor... in e end we hold meetings on sun... and ppl complain dat sun is a family day... HARLOW im nt complaining??? haix... priortise ppl!!!

yup gg to give tuition to melissa tml... ya got to earn money liao so dat i can spend in GSS... LOL like i didnt spend alot in japan and korea... HAHA okok so i muz like earn back money le...

back to dancing =)

2008-06-04T01:00:00.002+08:00

ok ive finished wad im supposed to do... haha ive finally finished up e rag music... but i cant get e last song right cos it sounded abit muffled... haha but nvm la... ok la... so nxt is choreo... which im like totally rusty liao.. glad dat partner is able to help me out!!! =) hehe thanks, karen!!! and all e best for ur upcoming dance comp!!! =)

so yup im gg for blast tml!!! like finally... haha... kind of missed dancing... i haven been dancing for like mths!!! ever since e mugging has started... haha and it's combined class tml!!! guess i will be able to burn out all e fats which ive accumulated ever since e start of my journey... haha maybe nt all, but some la... gd enuff le... sad dat partner and xiao di wont be there... =x... hee there's still alvan, clarice and serene!!! haha okok so i wont be dat lonely tml...

this wk is kind of a relaxing wk for me... off to give tuition when my students r free and gg out wif friends... haha yes i bought a new bag from Great Singapore Sale... LOL uncle lau and zy said it's super my style... but i guess i wont bring it to sch la.. think i will dirty it lor... cos im always so careless... LOL... yupyup... bought shirt for dear too... for his sis's wedding... special thanks to uncle lau who gave me a lift down to orchard... HAHA uncle lau!!! glad dat u feel much better k??? hee and thanks for fetching zy from his house to orchard... haha dat zy treat us like we r his personal assistants la... HAHA jkjk... e lady from this store... think it's called X ADVENTURE at 4th sotrey of FAR EAST PLAZA is super nice la... i highly recommend this store... for guys' stuff la... she's reali patient and nice... hee and she has great memory... aft e shopping trip in far east, it made me realise dat spore is reali getting better in terms of customer service... nt yet on par wif japan cos e shoe sale assistant reali carried my friend's shoe bad to e entrance of e store and bowed... haha but we r getting there... at least better den korea la... LOL... okok... bad experience in korea... HAHA enuff said...

as for cn1111... yup it's a happy ending... I JUZ WAN TO SAY TO MY DEAREST HEAVENLY FATHER, THANKS ALOT =)

back in spore! =)

2008-06-01T22:27:00.002+08:00

ok so im back here, sneezing... LOL but wad can i say??? i miss spore... HAHA despite of e warm weather... so im back here, into reality... need to start choreo-ing for rag and settle fright nite for chess camp, give tuition... haha ok back to my normal lifestyle... no more reading of maps... and walking in unfamiliar grounds and faced wif chor lor ppl who speak a totally diff lang, symbols which i dun even noe how to draw... yup... back to spore, a familiar place to me... HAHA

had rag meeting today... on a sunday... yup... LOL but im glad dat we get to iron out stuff... so yup... gotta redo e music which ive edited... cos now e storyline has been changed slightly bcos of e tight budget given... nvm la... i got e time tml... haha gotta give tuition at nite though to wendy... so still ok la

down wif mild flu... think i shall go c e doc... since it is covered under insurance... HAHA...

i miss dancing!!! looking forward to blast prac this coming wed =)

nice homestay @ pusan

2008-05-23T07:53:00.002+08:00

im out of japan and ive finally reached korea... haha... now at pusan where everything is so cheap... LOL and u can keep eating like mad... HAHA cos everything is so cheap!!! LOL and e clothes... i think it's onli here where u can get cheap stuff la... doubt i will get these stuff at these prices when i reach seoul... haha i juz simply bought 2 tops at 7sgd... and e bim bim bab... 4.20sgd,,, and e portion is huge!!! my sis and i have trouble finishing e food!!! LOL... and e face shop stuff!!! is so damn cheap here!!! e eyeliner which i bought costs like 5 times more in sg la!!! im so sad... HAIX

yup... juz went down to e supermarket and realised dat it onli opens at 10am... LOL so ok... shall wait for 1 more hr.... aft dat shall juz tour arnd this area... HAHA... den take train down to go for e hot spring at hotel nongshim... heard dat it's super gd... haha so shall look c... haha hope dat i wont be boiled alive... cos e temp is quite high!!! =x

im missing my dear... haix... nvm 8 more days to seeing him... and e stupid thing... 7 more days for e release of my results... =x hope i wont da bao cm1502... cos this mod was like siao... haix... and my maths and matlab was abit messed up too... HAIX... dunno la... i did my best le la... wadever i shall try to enjoy wad i have here... HAHA...

almost done wif japan...

2008-05-17T19:19:00.003+08:00

ok so im leaving matsuyama soon for hiroshima... so a total of 4 more days in japan b4 moving on to korea!!! haha my yen is running low now... LOL and ive finally bought my earpiece!!! hee... my sports fit one... HAHA... and did i miss out sth??? i have this super huge mosquito bite here la... LOL... and e crows here r like super huge... quite scary sia... LOL

and now my mind is starting to pile up wif rag... wif my music half done... and fright nite planning... LOL which is i seriously need to rely on sia see to do dat cos im still far far away from spore... sorry sia see!!! =( i come back i treat u sth nice nice k???

guess i beta start to finish up these details... haix... anyway i will be gg to hiroshima -> fukuoka -> busan -> seoul... den back home... yeah!!! i miss my family and my dear... =( bet he is now having fun at sentosa... haix

off to japan in less den 20hrs

2008-05-08T01:09:00.002+08:00

yup... we've finally finalised most of e stuff... except im left wif accommodation @ seoul is still uncertain... once it has been confirmed, i can go and print out all e maps... haha

yup so im flying soon... cya in jun... LOL... hope dat i will be back in 1 pc... hehe

suddenly i see!!!

2008-05-04T19:52:00.002+08:00

ok yest ive finally realised sth which i failed to understand e moment since i stepped into uni... an incorrect concept which i had from e moment i entered into my course... and i onli realised it aft i handed in my matlab script =.= ok la... cant blame God for e delay... cos i noe He has His purpose for e delay... anyway, it has been a long long time since He has spoken to me... haha yes... i think ive been bad... hmmm... uncle william was vv right today... e reason dat we stray away from God, it's bcos of our daily affairs... affairs which onli matters e world... yup... and we always think dat we can run e race... e mad academic race alone... but actuali, wad we can accomplish is juz a short-d race... nt a long-d race... lest to say a marathon...

e moment i stepped into my sec sch, i told myself dat i cant expect much for my results, cos i juz merely passed e aggregate score to enter e sch... however, God proved me wrong... in fact, he helped me to achieve many of e results which ive nv saw myself possible to achieve... look @ my science... i scored a c for my science in pri sch... and i was like publicly insulted by my science teacher cos i couldnt ans a simple science qn... (and e prob was dat i was from e 2nd best class... ya stress =x)... and in e end... i was in triple science... irony huh?

e moment i stepped into my jc... i told myself e same thing... cos everyone was like e best of e best... ya... but in e end, God helped me to juggle many of my committments... dance and house com... and i participated in many events la... LOL... reali cannot imagine how i manage to pull thru... LOL... and still God helped me thru my a levels... yup...

but e prob was dat, e moment i stepped into uni, i told myself to keep up wad i had achieved so far... and dat was all wrong!!! wif dat mentality, i have been running e race alone... though wif less committments now (ever since e mistake i made in sem1)... and each time, i returned disheartened... yup... so starting from yest, i told myself dat i will nt indulge in my incorrect mentality... ya aft 3 papers have passed... LOL... nt dat bad wad, at least i realised... haha

tml it's cn1111... oh man... i told myself dat im nt gg in wif a mentality to solve all qns... i will juz attempt to ans PARTS of e qn... hehe... cant expect much la... let God do e rest ba... =)

2 more days n im free!!! cant imagine dat... and i will be gg to japan and korea!!! hehehehehehe

random thots...

2008-05-02T10:34:00.002+08:00

hee another fav song of mine... too much to ask by avril lavigne

Its the first time I ever felt this lonely
I wish someone could cure this pain
Its funny when you think its gonna work out
Til you chose weed over me, you're so lame
I thought you were cool until the point
But up until the point you didnt call me
When you said you would
I finally figured out youre all the same
Always coming up with some kind of story

Everytime I try to make you smile
You're always feeling sorry for yourself
Everytime I try to make you laugh
You can't
Youre too tough
You think you're the best
Is it too much that I'm asking for?

I thought you'd come around when I ignored you
So I thought you'd have the decency to change
But babe, I guess you didn't take that warning
'Cause I'm not about to look at your face again
Can't you see that you lie to yourself
You can't see the world through a mirror
It wont be too late when the smoke clears
'Cause I, I am still here
[ "Too Much To Ask" lyrics found on http://www.completealbumlyrics.com ]

But everytime I try to make you smile
You'd always grow up feeling sorry for yourself
Everytime I try to make you laugh
You stand like a stone
Alone in your zone
Is it too much that I'm asking for?
Yeah yeah yeah yeah
Can't find where I am
Lying hereAlone I fear
Afraid of the dark
No one to claim
Alone again

Can't you see that you lie to yourself
You can't see the world through a mirror
It wont be too late when the smoke clears
'Cause I, I am still here
Everytime I try to make you smile
You're always feeling sorry for yourself
Everytime I try to make you laugh
You can't
You're too tough
You think you're the best
It was too much that I'm asking for

running out of stamina...

2008-05-01T15:45:00.002+08:00

ok im supposed to study now... but ive juz stopped at 2pm cos i gotta research on my japan and korea trip =x

dunno wad to study le la, i tried to study cm1502 today... but it's like juz running thru lor... no stamina le la... guess ive started chionging too early... HAHA... zy and e rest r now discussing wad r we gg to do on tues... LOL... im already on half-tokyo mood liao... hehe

and i juz realised dat i missed dancing... =x guess i will miss it even more during e trip... nvm shall go and watch e dance performance in korea (The Ballerina Who Loves A B-Boy) =)

exams...

2008-04-25T11:15:00.002+08:00

ive been mugging every single day like dunno ever since when... so now ive reached to e pt dat i dunno wad to do now... and yet im still lacking of practice... haix... yup shall do ss later... though ive been getting like b-, b grade... also dunno wad to do to improve it... cos no matter how much effort i put in... seems like a waste... argh... zy says i should study acoording to timeline... hmmm ok... i shall try =x

did a maths paper today and i had so many careless mistakes la!!! oh man... reali dunno wad's on my mind... argh... forever so careless la... can knock myself in e head la!!! tried to study some of ss... shall continue tml, together wif maths... all my ntu friends r like starting to enjoy themselves and i haven even started 1 paper =.= but nvm la... once it begins, everything will pass super fast... haha!!! i hope =x

im now like waiting for borat to buffer... yest i watched evan almighty and it was super funny... but it makes me think for a moment... think abt this:

If you ask for courage, does God give u e courage or will He give u e opportunity to do so? If you ask for bravery, does God give u e bravery or will He give u e opportunity to do so? hmmm food for thought... =)

my wisdom tooth is out!!!

2008-04-17T20:48:00.002+08:00

went for scaling and polishing for my teeth on tues aft being asked to go for it like 2 yrs ago... haha so i decided to listen to dr wong so i went to e bukit merah outlet for ntuc denticare... e dentist was vv nice... haha he thot dat i was in yr 4 when i told him im onli yr 1... and he didnt believe me... ok i have an old face... =.=

everything was done in 15mins... when he told me dat i have this wisdom tooth on my upper right side which is tilted... he told me dat it will never come out fully cos it's being blocked by e rest of my teeth... so he suggested me to extract it out... and dat he can do it in like few mins and i can be discharged by 5pm... my appt was at 4.30pm btw... aft thinking it thru, i decided to extract it out... HAHA... ya ah huan is super decisive... LOL... yup so he injected anesthetic into my gum and it became numb... den he covered my eyes... and tataz it was out!!! thank God i didnt have much swelling... went back to eat normal food e nxt day... haha and that was arts canteen's ba chor mee... LOL... ya... but now i still dun dare to eat laksa... =x ah huan has been tolerating... haha

studied alot today!!! so i shall take a rest... now it's backto watching 8 Mile... hehe =)

matlab day =(

2008-04-11T23:31:00.002+08:00

met zy on bus 33 to go sch... and i think we pissed e old man who sat in front of us... lol e thing was my legs r quite long... so obviously my knees were pressing against e front seat rite??? so e uncle was quite pissed... so he shifted inside (in front of zy)... which was even worse... cos zy's legs r MUCH LONGER den mine... haha so he turned his head round 1/4 la... nt our fault wad... seats too cramped ma...

today all of us decided to finish up our last matlab assignment... so we camped @ e engin clusters today... until a moth kept ga chao-ing us... it first ga-chao bl... den bl swept it away den it flew towards me... and started to chase aft me =( so we ran round our seats like a bunch og gundus... and e clusters were quite quiet la... OOPS... anyway e moth left us alone... finally... lol... anyway yeah!!! we managed to get it done and over wif... so good lor... aft dat zy and i went to catch a movie @ cineleisure... e funny thing was we intended to watch e 1940 slot of definitely, maybe... but when we were buying e tics... e person said e 1845 slot was available... so we took dat slot... and by e time we reached e theatre, it was juz nice... haha... zy used his uob debit card... so e tics cost onli 8 bucks each, instead of e usu wkend price of 10 bucks!!! haha benefits of using uob cards huh... initially we wanted to book via online, but e tics like quite ex... so yup... decided to put our debit cards to gd use...

definitely, maybe is a super heartwarming show... can deny dat there were 2 scenes which made me cry... but too logical zy kept disturbing me when i was trying to 'feel' from e movie lor... =.= dun forget ur hols assignment k??!! LOL

building e nation...

2008-04-08T17:29:00.004+08:00

juz reached home nt long from my supposed-to-be long journey from sch... but i was reading e ss readings on e bus, so by e time i finished 1 article, i reached my stop le... ya datz how long e reading is... argh... ss test on thurs!!! building e nation is so nt easy!!! =.=

today i had e most amazing day of my life... i left my aunt's place at 7am... super early liao.. for my 8am lect... so i took 195 and alighted to change to bus 33... and i waited for 20 mins for dat bus... zy said there were 2 buses coming... and he couldnt take e 1st bus cos it was super packed wif those ns guys (argh) so he went to take e mrt instead... yup so when e 1st bus came, everyone took e 2nd bus la... cos e 1st bus got no seats ma... ok lor... happily happily went on e 2nd bus and ive found a seat... took out my mp3 and i was super happy cos e aircon was blasting... aaahhh so nice....

den e bus juz stopped aft alighting passengers at e dover road bus stop... i thot was traffic jam so it didnt matter much to me... it took me 2 mins to realise dat there wasnt any vehicles in front of dat bus... @ dat pt in time, i said to myself... e bus shouldnt break down la... cos e aircon was still blasting damn strongly... den e bus driver said bus huai diao le =.= and it was 0750... thank God dat there was bus 95 opp la... so i wanted to get down e bus IMMEDIATELY... den e bus uncle didnt open e doors... still busy printing out e tics to "compensate" us... but I DUN EVEN NEED DAT TIC LA!!! JUZ LET ME GET OFF E BUS!!! COS IM SO GG TO BE LATE FOR MY LECT!!! when e doors finally opened... i wanted to get off liao... but den there was this ah pek and this sec sch kid trying to tap their cards REPEATEDLY!!! DIDNT E BUS UNCLE TOLD ALL OF US DAT E BUS IS SPOILT SO AUTOMATICALLY E CARD READERS R SPOILT AS WELL?! and they continued to tap =.=

Lesson No. 1 learnt: Singaporeans are sceptical of one another

when they finally stopped, i chionged out of dat bus... initially i wanted to take cab... but there wasnt any vacant cabs arnd... argh peak hrs ma... so i waited for 95 lor... den 95a came... didnt noe if i shld take cos it terminates @ nuh... but i figured out dat either way... it will be much better for me to take e bus cos i dunno if e nxt bus 95 has space for me la... cos this bus is already almost filled... thank God there were ppl alighting @ my bus stop...

yup so i took e bus and alighted @ nuh... walked 1 bus stop down to wait for shuttle bus a1... and thank God it came quite fast... yup... so i reached my lt 15mins late... i took altogether: 4 buses from depot road to nus... abit irony hor??? uncle lau said i should have gone home on mon nite and take his car to sch instead... LOL...

lecturer onli went thru 1 slide... HAHA thank God... and this was e one of e few times i sit in lect alone... and i realised i can concentrate and understand better... hmmm wad does this apply???

Lesson No. 2 Learnt: it's ok to be alone.

eh nt dat when im wif zy and e rest we talk... but ya... there's a diff... haha

went to print notes wif zy (his printer spoilt liao... dun sad k???) for once he decided to learn from me on how to operate e printers in sch... HAHA... "amazing" lab partner asked me to print 1 copy for him... yup so i helped him lor... nt to my amaze, when i gave him his copy... he didnt offer to pay me... =.= den i realised last time when i lent my cashcard to him to print notes... he didnt pay me also... =.= ok i mean im ok if this happens to uncle lau, zy, zb or bl cos they always help me buy stuff so these stuff often cancelled out... it's like i help u, u help me like dat... but my lab partner??? i mean... i dun noe u well lor... argh (im nt being niao abt this... but e notes doesnt consist of few pgs la...)

Lesson No. 3 Learnt: dun be so helpful to others cos others wont appreciate u

yup... so now im like waiting for my tuition time... gotta travel to punggol... 1 thing im so thankful for e govt & sbs is dat sbs provides concession passes for students... i dunno how i will survive without it man... taking buses back and forth... and adult price... how to la???

ok 1 more addition to my amazing adventure... when i was running for bus 3 juz now... i stepped into a puddle... and my right sandal was soaked in water... (my papillio!!! =x) so i kept running, den i left my right sandal... and i got to run back to get it back... argh!!! and there was ppl!!! =.=

Lesson No. 4 Learnt: dun run so hard for dat stupid bus =.=

Blake

2008-04-02T09:35:00.001+08:00

oh man!!! super nice!!!

Funny motor imitation.

2008-03-31T23:00:00.001+08:00

hey guys!!! this a funny clip!!!

ah huan tries to mug hard

2008-03-31T22:47:00.002+08:00

woke up early today to watch my korean drama... haha finally i started watching it... and to my surprise... it was 10am!!! so i rushed out of home aft dressing up and guess wad??? dearest mu tou overslept... and he juz woke up... haha so we decided to eat @ redhill instead... tried e pontian wanton noodles and it's super great!!! haha wanton was reali crispy... yupyup so if anyone passes by blk 79 @ redhill, can juz try this... i bought e 2.50 bucks one... so serving was super small but it's reali unique, totally diff from e rest of e wanton noodles stalls... haha

e funny thing was zy wanted to order it as well,but den when i saw e uncle served e soup... e soup looks like e cmi kind, so i told him nt to order... haha... poor him went to order prata... sorry =x

lects today was fine... e weird thing was i left my pencil case @ my aunt's place... so i went to sch WITHOUT a pencil case... wad on earth am i doing in sch den... LOL... heng heng, zy got a mechanical pencil which he borrowed from his sis and has yet to return it (bad zy!!!)... and i wonder y cos this pencil has these words, 'cherry pomp' written on it... LOL... and juz nice his 'hollow' eraser broke into 2 pieces... so can lend me 1 of dat... haha thanks zy =)

went back home, tried to do my maths tut but to no avail (again =x) but i dunno whether im on e right track... guess i need my notes at home =( tml is an early day for me... 8am let... hope i pay attn to it... haha... and tml got ss tut... argh disgusting dun even noe wad e tutor wans so i also dunno how to present e ans... everyone takes out e marlboro and smoke thru (dunno bout e rest of e artsy fartsy ppl... but zy, bl, zb and i reali do dat... LOL) i mean ans to e pt --> lack of analysis b-... beat arnd e bush --> a+ ??? argh i reali hope to do well in this mod... cos i dunwanna use my su AGAIN for this sem... cos im still in yr 1 man!!! argh =x

okok enuff bitching... jie and i watched e repeat telecast of spop yest... man my face is so freaking square and big!!! guess sia see was rite aft all =x

study!!!

2008-03-27T20:31:00.002+08:00

went for blast yest and pat told us dat we're doing more of a gangster dance... ya and im aching now =x e most funny thing was dat jeremy (whom i hardly talk to) told kenny dat im pat's niece =.= alamak pat's niece is wei ting la!!! nt me!!! -_-"

rag meeting ended at 9pm yest and xiao di gave me a lift back home... thanks xiao di~! since i couldnt make it for e surprise party... i decided to give him a treat... haha... partner and e rest gave him a vv great surprise party @ west coast mac... too bad i wasnt there =x

today's classes were fine... finished at 4pm... and got a lift back home from uncle lau... hehe thanks for dong bang-ing me from sch and to sch!!! haha... so when i went back home, i was super tired and i slept while watching larry king... LOL haven been watching tv la... den also quite tired so i fell asleep... when i woke up for dinner it was 1930 le... watching gong zhu xiao mei now... wu zun is so shuai!!! haha... and zhang shao han is so pretty... but this show quite lame la... LOL... shall study hard tml and go eat @ ichiban boshi tml wif zy!!! =)

MY 100TH POST!!!

2008-03-20T22:13:00.002+08:00

haha juz realised this is my 100th post... LOL... wa didnt noe i blogged so much sia... haha... actuali quite little la... but at least is more den b4 la... haha

came back aft jdc concert... i muz say e ticket sales were super bad... e audi was onli 1/3 filled? onli half of e front stall seats were filled... and there were empty seats... =x didnt give my full out... guess it's e cold... me super weak now...

went to school and went straight to sta travel agency... and i was being fu yan away by e woman... i said i wanted to enquire abt open jaw tickets... told her i wanted to fly from spore to japan den korea to spore... den she tell me got such ticket... 600++ bucks onli... from spore to japan, japan to korea, korea to spore... den i double checked wif her e details and she said yes... alamak even her sec sch kid also noe dat it's impossible to get a tic at this price la... u think i dumb ah??? couldnt be bothered by her and i didnt wan my day to get ruin by her rite @ e start la... nonsense woman... erjie told me i shouldnt like dat... should have asked for her name and complain... argh slacker woman... u were eating chips when i saw u la... u so slack liao do a little bit of work also cannot ah???

heck care... im so nt gg to purchase any tics from u...

went for lects... skipped cn tut to go for maths tut... couldnt understand alot of things la... argh... went for cn1111 lect and e amazing thing was i understood all e stuff ^^ matlab lect was fun too... aft which, i went straight to ntu le...

did finish my matlab lab assignment le... and i cleared my cm1502 lab report liao... yeah~! da gong gao cheng... have to give tuition tml morning... den got cam run tml until midnite!!! hope i can rmb e steps... =x

dance, dance and dance!!!

2008-03-17T23:57:00.002+08:00

yest rehearsal was super chop chop... haha we finished at 2145... and thank God... all e buses came super fast... so i reached rachel and aprine's room at 2230 la... LOL speedo leh... aft which chel brought me to fong seng to eat my post dinner cum supper... haha... i ate e maggi goreng and it's quite nice =) thanks to aprine, i was able to slp on her bed... thanks gal =)

chit chatted wif rach and i did my stuff... and bu zhi bu jue... it was 3am already!!! and i had a 9am class e nxt day... LOL... chel said she normally cant wake up de... and guess wad??? i managed to wake her up lor... LOL... wo shi li hai de... chel brought me down to eusoff canteen to eat... gotta help to collect aprine's food... so chel wrote 2 matric card no.s on a piece of paper for me to enter... LOL... obviously e person suspected la... den asked me if i was new here... and i said... yes??? LOL

went for maths lab class and there was onli 10ppl... hai hao marianne came... haha zong suan got some1 to accompany me... sigh... and e rest of e day was super lethargic... guess it's e lack of slp... =x and i think im gg to fall sick soon...

rushed down to ntu straight aft class today wif zy... e rehearsal was ok la... haha i totally screw e 1st run cos i totally forgot my steps... HAHA... lots of waiting time also... hai hao, i brought my laptop... so can do half of e matlab assignment... shall complete it tml... i hope... LOL...

when it came to e 2nd run... we asked e stage manager when do we enter e stage... since e mc was talking... den he replied... actuali i also dunno leh... wa piang and i heard this com is also under e same com as impresario... alamak can u pls wake up ur idea??? if u dunno e roles of a stage manager, pls dun take up e job k??? @ least find out some info from ur seniors la... which i bet e impre com didnt do it... ARGH...

maybe im juz being bitchy la... but i cant stand disorganisation... if it's a big event... im sure no one wans to mess up e whole event... so... we can all corporate together... and organisers also have to do ur part la...

guess it's e lack of slp and datz y im back to my complaining mode... ok shall go zzzzz now... tml gotta wake up early again... 8am lect and im hitching a ride from uncle lau!!! =)

mugging hard...

2008-03-15T09:51:00.002+08:00

planned to wake up @8am tody, instead i woke up @ 0730... LOL cant slp too much al.. since i slept at 2330 last nite... 8hrs of slp leh!!! haha... watched step up wif zy yest... for e 1st time, i book e tics thru credit card... LOL nv tried it b4... im soo noob!!! i was super amazed dat u can collect e tics thru any axs stations... den i was like... axs stations can print gv tics meh??? haha ya they can... 1 pathetic slip of receipt-looking paper is ur tics lor... HAHA... thank God i printed out b4 i took e train... e queue to collecting tics were long lor... haha heng heng i bought e tics online... cos e theatre was half filled already when i bought it online... looks like everyone likes this show...

zy said nv to step into plaza sing gv anymore... he couldnt stand e ambience of e cinema... HAHA... he said he rather pay dat 50cents more to watch it @ cine or e grand cathay... HAHA ok lor...

anyway, i feel dat step up2 appeals more to e street-stylers... it's totally diff from step up1, which involves more of jazz and hip hop fusion... more like stomp of e yard kind... so if u dunno how to appreciate e real original hip hop style... i guess u wont enjoy e show... haha... but i feel dat there were more gimmicks in step up1 la... channing tatum onli appeared for like 5-8 mins... but his moves were enuff to thrash robert hoffman... HAHA... yes dat dude's moves were super impressive... esp e part on e trampoline...

obviously dance shows like these have less story line la... but step up1 had more story to it... haha but i like e songs in step up2!!! im so gg to buy it... LOL...

hmm rating wise.... 7/10 =)

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juz finished cn1111 tut... gg to start reading on those wordy ss readings =x i hafta complete my ss tut TODAY... so dat i can watch my korean drama... aft which i got rehearsal @ 7pm!!! gt a vv bad feeling dat it will end late... argh... and i seem to forget e steps liao... OH NO!!! =( ah huan shall perservere...

ah huan is sad =(

2008-03-13T22:24:00.002+08:00

brought e korean drama discs to my aunt's place to watch... den realise dat e com cannot read dvd =( dun wan to watch outside cos i dun wan to disturb e rest... guess i shall juz resort to blogging and reading manga ba...

yest was a super interesting day... i went to crash cm1502 tut and i saw e infamous chem eng couple and zheng wen... haha so i had someone i noe to accompany me thru e tut... aft which i went to have dg wif yong chean and janice... den i went for e-stylez lunch... it's like a mini update session for all of us on wad we went thru dat wk... haha... den we went for blast... erwin thot us this choreo which he learnt from youtube... super his style... haha quite diff to get e groove into me la... couldnt stay for e 2nd choreo cos i need to rush for my e other rehearsal... thanks to alvan who ferried us to e kr terminal so i wasnt wet... but i was wet from e perspiration... LOL...

went for rehearsal yest and it was super chop chop... so fast dat we actuali had 30mins of chatting time... haha was damn funny to chit chat wif zaki, candy and ash... LOL dad came to pick me up... thanks dad =)

realised i couldnt perform for e good fri's show... sigh cos of rehearsals scheduled on fri itself... got cam run =x reali vv sorry guys...

tml's gg to be a hectic day for me... gg to rush back home aft maths lect to give tuition to my 2 kids... den can watch step up2 wif zy lor!!! yeah im so excited abt e show!!! =)

ah huan is pissed.

2008-03-11T18:38:00.002+08:00

im blogging this cos i wan to send a note to parents who r sending their kids for tuition... pls ensure dat ur kid wans to study and nt trying to merely obey ur commands... yes, im paid for all e lessons and i ought to be sure dat ur kids show gd results... but hey... im nt giving tuition merely for e sake of money... i rather help ppl who wan to help themselves... i understand dat my dear wendy is busy and she noes dat it's time for her to buckle up le... and ok i will try to help her, cos she's willing to put in effort... but e other one??? finding excuses dat im sick, i gt book review, blah blah blah... when i noe dat u r watching tv and lay-paking at home... if u seriously wan to pull up ur grades, PLS DO STH... dun expect me to push u as and when u like... it's e hols i noe... but consider e no. of times u have been postponing tuition... it's definately more den wad wendy does throughout these almost 4 yrs dat im teaching her... PLS WAKE UP URSELF... and i dun wan to earn ur money if u r nt willing to help urself... even jonan wanted to help himself... and i appreciate dat...

ok enuff of complaints... im feeling much better now

took e same bus as zy for e 1st time in dunno how many mths... poor me was squeezed rite in front of the bus... carrying my laptop... =( and onli when i sat down, zy saw me and came over... i was abit shocked... stupid bus, waited for 20mins for it... nvm...

did finish matlab assignment during break, so i guess i dun need to go for matlab tml!!! crashing uncle lau's cm1502 tut tml... hope e tutor doesnt find out... hmmm dunno how to explain to blast abt my situation... got zaki's rehearsal tml... hope i still rmb e steps... =x

took uncle lau's car home today... he sent me to my house... THANKS UNCLE LAU!!! slept for 1 hr, den went to do maths... and i think im screwed la... quite tough leh... =( onli did like 3qns out of 6 la =x i hate modelling!!! gg to eat dinner soon le... shall eat le den go give tuition... wont unleash my anger on her... cos my qi xiao le... HAHA

on 2nd thot... hmmm i shall go and crash e 10am-11am cm1502 slot... rehearsal should be late tml, i suppose... den can go for blast... feel bad for nt gg =(

dry throat =x

2008-03-09T22:11:00.002+08:00

argh im like now guan-ning water... having dry throat now... =( nevertheless, i fully enjoyed e dinner!!! haha

went for rehearsal juz now... hee managed to catch e steps... all of e gals doing 3 items... so yup doing 3 items... LOL there was this particular part where we gotta kick and lift our left leg during e 1st time, but 2nd time we r NT SUPPOSED to kick... so blur ah huan went to kick e 2nd time and i was rite in front of zaki... LOL so he laughed like mad... LOL... and ah huan is losing her flexibility, guess i gotta start training it or else i will end up like wad i did during e superheroes show (burok kick) LOL

finished my cm1502 tut le... yeah... ah huan did study during e rehearsal lor... LOL... i mean wad i said... this wk shall be a dancing wk for me... wad an irony from wad i blogged last wk =.=

i noe e consequence.

2008-03-08T10:06:00.002+08:00

woke up early to start to do my lab report... but i realised dat e graph i plotted wasnt precised enuff cos of e older version of excel... sigh... so now im waiting for zy to wake up, so dat i can use his laptop... and while waiting... zaki called me and told me dat he will put me in 2 items onli... so on 2nd thots, i agreed... and yes, i noe e consequences... show is on 26th march... wif 2/3 rehearsals this wk... full dress rehearsal on 22nd, cam run on 25th... should be ok la... zaki said he will make sure i study during rehearsals... LOL i guess this time round is nt abt trying... I WILL STUDY DURING REHEARSALS...

gotta rush out my report by today... if nt, i wont have time... gt rehearsal tml... so i better start priortising my stuff... no cn1111 tut nxt wk... so datz a gd thing... means i onli need to do cm1502 and maths tut... nt to mention, my lab report... =x

1st programming assignment!!!

2008-03-06T22:31:00.002+08:00

it was such a gd and cooling day today dat i almost didnt wan to wake up... haha so nice to sleep leh... cos it was drizziling, my grandma fetched me down to e bus stop wif an umbrella... thanks nai nai =)

e 1st lect i had today was cm1502... zy said e lecturer looked like my sis when she's in short hair... HAHA some more talk like her... eh jie, zy insulting u lor... cos @ e start of e lect, my lecturer apologised for talking monotonously lor... HAHA... oh well... i like dat lecturer lor... gou shuang kuai... release us in 1h instead of e usu 2hrs... hehe

went for cn1111 tut and nv failed to dun understand wad mark saeys said... haix... shall learn e art of chem engin asap... =x

rushed back home to give tuition, rush out my matlab assignment and maths tut... hee thanks to uncle lau, i was able to get back home at 1645!!! haha... thank God, i managed to run my 1st matlab programme... hehe... tried to calculate zy, bl and my cap and it works!!! yeah... haha zong suan jiao cai le... hehe erjie, wo shi you qian tu de lor... when mum came into my room, i told her im doing e simplified version of wad im doing... den i asked her to see, she refused... LOL...

tried to attempt as many maths tut qns dat i can do le... e rest shall leave it tml... God, pls gimme ideas for rag, PLEASE!!! =x

ah huan needs patience.

2008-03-05T21:04:00.002+08:00

finished all my mid term tests liao... yest was e most tiring day of my life... having 3 tests and 1 super long experiment wif 80 readings in a day wasnt a nice thing for me... zy said like dat better cos can get it done and over wif... but e thing is... it's so mentally exhausting!!! haha nevertheless, im glad dat it's over... despite e stupid calculate e thickness of e earth's atmostphere in cn1111, e stupid cm1502 tutor who made me run all e way to e other side of e hall to get my matric card when e lecturer said no need to and insufficient time to do e maths paper.... im ok la... shall take a rest this wk... dun feel like doing cn1111 and maths tut cos i wanna rest plus... vv difficult... malthus modelling qns r so long =x

yest was like sitting for patience test... whoever whom i dun wan to mention, reali pissed me off big time, ive nv seen a guy who has ego so high (nt to mention, zy, zb, bl and uncle lau la... HAHA... @ least they have sth which they can base their ego on) this stupid guy... who insulted dat my maths vv lousy... skipped a total of 3 readings during my expt... nv mind... 1st time was 2 readings and they were @ my most critical part opf my expt... they were supposed to help me judge e endpt of my titration... and he screwed up... nvm... say until so easy... ask me go find out e rest of our peers' increment... UNCLE, U THINK SO EASY IZIT??? WE STARTED OFF WIF A HIGHER READING COS OF OUR MACHINE, AND OUR ENDPT IS MUCH EARLIER DEN DEM!!! worst thing was, he did it again e 2nd time la... i knew sth like this would happen cos he's a super impatient guy... dat experiment needs us to be extra careful and precise... and during e whole experiment, he was juz complaining dat he hasnt studied for e maths test ah... haven do mid term paper ah... blah blah blah... U BUGGER!!! DUN U NOE DAT EVERYONE ALSO HAS MATHS TEST TO STUDY??? U THINK U R E ONLI ONE KENA STUCK IN THIS SITUATION AH??? gd thing is, i didnt lose my cool... thanks to sia see, wan tian, leonard and daphne who gave me a smile to cheer me up... IM SO GLAD DAT WE R ONLI LEFT WIF 1 EXPERIMENT TO DO... u super competitive guy... got a b+ for e lab report den scold h*** g**... gt a need to lose ur cool like dat nt??? i also got a b+ la... should i lose my cool like u???

ok im feeling better now. haha.

had matlab session today... didnt manage to finish it... so i gotta continue doing tml aft giving tuition to melissa... had discipleship session wif janice and yong chean... it has been such a long time since i last went to dg la... haha... went for blast prac today... joo teng taught us 2 choreos taken from youtube... haha it's e style which i dun c myself gd @, but i tried k??? haha... learning e 2 choreos in 2hrs nt vv easy leh... further adds on on my mental stress... haha...

yupyup ah huan wans to rest this wk... shall catch up nxt wk la... haha but matlab assignment is due on this fri =(

cramping all e formulae and stuff...

2008-03-03T21:59:00.002+08:00

had matlab test today and guess wad??? ah huan was super careless again... argh hate mcq... and e thing was it's open bk leh... damn it... argh.... nevertheless, beloved sis asked me to concentrate on my e other subjects and dun care abt matlab le... haix...

e thing is when i opened up my cn lect notes and tuts... im filled wif qns like y im studying chem engin... cos cn1111 is so super difficult... janice said cn1111 is already e easiest chem engin mod le... sigh i dunno how to endure for e nxt coming 3 yrs... AAAHHHH~!

talked to zy juz now... and he asked me nt to cramp so many stuff le... i managed to calm down aft talking to him... hee thanks, mu tou =) wif attempts of marlboro, dunhill, viceroy and texas here and there... we managed to clarify certain doubts... HAHA... but ppl, smoking isnt good k??? im lame =x cos im stressed

didnt blog abt it dat day... but we, e d-vantagers, came in 1st for impresario!!! haha... yes we won e senior gals and e senior guys teams... hmmm.... nevertheless, it has been a great experience for all of us... and this was absolutely e 1st time i felt proud dancing @ mediacorp... cos e audience applauded for us, DANCERS!!! nt e artistes.... haha sth diff sia... and it was machiam a standing ovation lor... LOL ok im exaggerating... haha but our last pose was a salute position... HEHE

had a hard time removing my hair... LOL but thanks to beloved sis who used nail clipper to cut e rubber bands, my hair was saved... HAHA if nt, huo guo jiang hui shi bu kan she xiang... LOL

ok im like having cn1111 test @ 8am to 9.30am, cm1502 test @ 12pm to 1pm and ma1506 test @8pm to 9pm... and nt to forget, e killer expt 3 @ 2pm to 5pm... God pls help me... i reali dun wan to get burnt out b4 my maths test... i dun wan to have a mental block again... man dat experience was certainly traumatic for me... ah huan will nv do dat again!!! =x

my mind is squashed wif stuff

2008-02-28T08:28:00.002+08:00

decided to give up on cn1111 and move on... cos i cant remain stagnant too long =x went for dance prac yest and ive managed to squash e steps in2 my mind... but i still got psycho-motor probs la... LOL so need to practise on my own le... d-vantagers, thanks for being patient and tolerant towards me... haha i noe ive been skipping pracs but im glad dat u all find time to teach me e stuff... =) thanks to mov also... cos i cant go down wif dem today to lavender to buy costumes cos i gotta study... but mov said he will help me buy =)

ok im finishing cm1502 soon... wan to move on to maths soon... im worried dat i cant rmb e stuff la... =x

yest erjie brought me to e quad to eat claypot chicken... man e portion is so big la!!! and it costs onli 4 bucks!!! haha initially we wanted to order claypot seafood one... but den e person said no more seafood le onli left chicken... so we took e chicken lor... den e person behind us ordered claypot, but e person said sold out... hehe thank God we got e last 2 claypots... haha... or else our long walk to e quad will be wasted... erjie brought me to e quad there to print my notes... gosh e place is so condusive to study can??? who says ntu lack of places to study ah??? haha... and it's so quiet also...

ok shall go wash up now... LOL i haven washed up yet la... HAHA... yes, im missing u 2... =(

stressed out =x

2008-02-26T22:03:00.002+08:00

tried to understand e concepts for cn1111 today... outcome???

not much better

argh i think whenever i study cn1111, i will age like few mths... this mod is giving me headache... senior said it's like e easiest chem engin mod... =.= studied @ central library today... from 9am to 7pm... but i still dun understand alot of stuff la... understand e formulae liao, den try to attempt tut qns... in e end also dunno how to do... =x cannot la... gotta start cm1502 le... or else dun have time liao... gg for impre dance prac finally... sorry for ps-ing u guys... but i gotta cramp all e stuff in like these few days... no time to study aft e comp la... cos my tests r on mon and tues... argh...

ah huan is vv stressed now... how??? haix...

tuition day.

2008-02-23T22:27:00.002+08:00

woke up @ 9am today... super unlike of me... since ive always wake up punctually @ 0830 during wkends... haha... yes ah huan is tired... and i went to switch on tv and watched channel 55... and im hooked on this new drama called ying xin jie fu... im so gg to like watch it online if possible... HAHA... i was laughing super loudly and i watched it straight for 3hrs... LOL

gave tuition to wendy today and i went to youth, like finally... haha but i couldnt stay for long cos gotta give tuition to melissa... waited super long for bus3 la... dunno y it took forever... cos it was e onli bus @ e bus stop... all of us stood up when we saw an sbs bus passing by... LOL... yes e bus stop was crowded cos of e stupid bus delay... so we had like so many of fake surprises... argh

reach melissa's place @ onli like 1930... ya dat stupid bus... haha but today im quite happy cos i feel dat melissa has improved quite abit for chinese... at least now she noes how to read more cl words... hehe... ok la... auntie celina sent me back home... so nice of her... =) we chit chatted and i realised how much my parents care for me by asking me to stay over @ my aunt's.... together wif my aunt's family... they reali wan to help me out... thanks =) ah huan will always remember this... and i will do u all proud in return for ur care and concern...

guess ive learnt alot today abt repentance and humanity... thanks for making me more human... i thot ive lost my sense of humanity ever since i indulge in my own world of busi-ness... =)

shall take a break from dancing.

2008-02-23T00:44:00.002+08:00

ah huan decided to take a break... and try to be a gd chem engin student... HAHA... so much dat i have a super big pimple on my forehead now... yes alot of ppl were amazed @ e size of it la... ss and yan ling said they could c e pimple from afar... -_-" ok this shows dat im stressed k??? HAHA... dun wanna screw my mid terms again!!!

zaki called me today... cant do e show la... despite e short rehearsals... till date i still have yet to attend any impre pracs la... oh man... guess i have alot to catch up!!!

finished choreo-ing e super simple steps for e filming on sun... HAHA... all of my fellow blast hippies caught e steps quite fast also... so yeah!!! we r all ready for e filming on sun!!! i hope... haha ok i have faith dat we would!!! went to ang suah to eat dessert with partner... talked abt alot of things... partner bu kui shi wo de partner... hehe i promise dat i will study super hard k??? den we can join hip hop nite nxt yr!!! HAHA... hope dat we can go for dance pracs and e dance concert together in seoul!!! hope dat e schedule can match... =x

ok ah huan is tired... giving tuition tml and gg to attend youth which i haven been doing for e past few mths... =x ah huan is gg to get her priorties right this time, i promise.

Shinhwa-Perfect Man m/v

2008-02-20T21:41:00.001+08:00

this was e 1st song which i choreo to... haha brings back memories sia.. ahs council... HAHA

home alone.

2008-02-20T20:45:00.002+08:00

woke up at 0815 and i read e newspapers... a routine which i would dutifully obey since sec sch when im @ home mugging for exams... i would always pour myself a cup of super warm water... plus bread spead wif peanut butter... den bring all these stuff to e living room where i will read e newspapers on dat cold marble floor... apparently... i cant do this now ever since e day my dajie asked my mum to terminate e contract wif e newspaper vendor... argh... ya so obviously i haven been reading e newspapers...

hmmm... but today was diff... im @ my aunt's place... so i drank my fav soya bean milk and ate spaghetti which was cooked by my nai nai... aft which i slamned myself wif e numerous ss readings =x

my nai nai went out in e aftnoon so i had to cook my own lunch... yeah my fav maggi mee... datz y i think i can nv stay in hall cos i will adopt e habit of eating cup noodles for meals... LOL... aft lunch, i forced myself to memorise all e history facts... yes my mind is exploding soon... wan 2 sit for e paper like now so dat i can juz throw away all these facts... and i noe uni history isnt gg to be easy... think memorise also muz noe how to use e facts to ans e qns... sth im extremely weak in...

went to e living room to study and uncle david (e neighbour nxt door) was playing di ni hua... to think dat i can identify e song... LOL... im a cantonese k??? of cos i noe dat song la... my dad's fav duet wif my mum leh... nai nai came back @ 2pm and time reali passed super fast... it was 4++pm liao... my nai nai super cute... came to me and said y am i nt feeling hungry... den she started munching on snacks... so i joined her lor... anyway approximately 5pm liao ma... my official knock off timing... haha... so i decided to watch tv lor... e ellen degeneres show and tyra banks show which i swiftly changed to kids central to watch daffy duck... LOL... saw this 15 yr old filipino gal in e ellen degenres show singing... and gosh her vocals were so gd!!! reminded me of e filipinos who sand during church service while we were there for mission rip... e filipinos are reali blessed wif great vocals... to c them singing so passionately for God, despite e mediocre standard of musical instruments and equipment, was vv touching... i still could remember e guilt i had while i was listening to them pouring their hearts for God... and now im thinking abt myself... i haven been attending church and youth regularly cos of my dance committments... and i guess it's time to stop these stuff... and im slowly drifting away... i wan to come back again... im sorry, God...

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my nai nai super nice... asked me which veg i eat and whether i eat zhu gan (pig's liver) and fa cai... i wondered if i wasnt @ home, she would be so lonely @ home... hated dat i couldnt chit chat wif her cos gotta study ss... but thank God i managed to finish it by 4++pm... so i chit chatted wif her lor... now i noe e reason y i stayed home e whole day today... maybe God was trying to give me a chance to interact wif my nai nai despite my busi-ness... =)

watched e channel u 7pm korean drama wif xiao rui and nai nai... apparently xiao rui has a test tml... both xiao wei and i were pressurising her to study for her geog test... LOL... and me??? still dare to watch korean drama... reward ma... haha... ok so now im sitting down blogging like a couch potato... maybe zy was right... there's benefits of staying @ home... nt doing anything... haha...

i hope tml's test would be ok... i dun wan to waste another day, stuck on e shadows of my mistake...

izit too much dat im asking for???

2008-02-19T20:34:00.002+08:00

woke up @ 6am today... ya onli had 4 hrs of slp... went to sch wif uncle lau and realised dat mark saeys was lecturing today for cn1111... apparently a continuation of where he last stopped... so i didnt bring e notes lor... but thank God i still have a laptop... haha... so can refer and go on msn also... LOL... and thanks to uncle lau... he helped me to submit my data sheet... HAHA cos blur ah huan forgot to attach e data sheet when submitting e lab report... LOL... THANKS UNCLE LAU!!!

went to crash cm1502 tut today and i was shot e most diff qn -_-" obviously ah huan didnt noe how to draw e dot and crosses la... cos i juz drew e skeletal structure... ok so ah huan went to look for zy aft her tut... waited for him till 4pm when he called and said he juz remembered dat he got cm tut aft his gen bio lect... OK this is e 1st time u ps me... LOL... so i shall not ji chou (since ah huan has always been putting u on numerous aeroplanes... LOL)

tried to do e matlab assignment... hmmm should be ok la... so i shant go for matlab tml... stay @ home and hopefully finish memorising all e historical facts abt Spore... ARGH!!! 1st mid term of e yr sia... i wanna dye my hair this sem!!!

Impresario semis 2008-d-vantagers

2008-02-19T01:52:00.001+08:00

HAHA yup this was us at causeway... izaac u missed this performance!!!

stressed =x

2008-02-19T00:11:00.002+08:00

ah huan is super stressed now... cant even finish maths oscillation tut... cos im like stuck and dunno wad im solving =x... and thurs is e ss exam... wif so many stuff nt memorised... super nt prepared for midterms... dun wan e same thing to happen to me again!!! argh... i muz be able to fulfill my wish of dying my hair this sem!!! haha yes, datz my motivation force... LOL...

tml we r finally having our official dance prac over @ ntu... we were editing music on our last prac... vernon reali put in effort in editing this one... hehe thanks vernon!!! hope we r able to come up wif steps tml =x

juz realised dat e musical filming is on this sat... oh man... means i have to choreo by fri and teach them... and matlab assignment better be done by wed... or else i also dun have time to study for ss plus to choreo for e musical!!! ah!!! someone save me!!! =x

ah huan doesnt noe wad to do now...

2008-02-15T14:56:00.002+08:00

yes im now slacking... juz remembered dat i haven helped my sis to research on japan stuff... LOL yes supposed to research on it and i forgot... paiseh la... haha oh well... shall go research later...

im sorry zy for fu-yaning u e whole day yest... u reali surprised wif dat bouquet of flowers... didnt expect u to do dat...and u planning it like 1 wk ago... it's so nt u... haha even u admitted to it... thanks alot for everything... i reali liked e sashimi... haha thanks, mu tou =)

anyway... when we were making our way to e restaurant.... on bus 33, there were these 3 gals standing in front of us... when 1 of them started talking in this fake american accent and bimbotically... emp all e "oh my God..." and "it's totally like..." ya... imagine this scenario when it's like 6pm ++ already... aft a long day at work or in sch... and u finally got e time to settle down and rest for awhile b4 gg home to rest for e day... and there's this gal who started to talk in super loud voice machiam e whole bus is hers... shouting e f word when e bus uncle jammed e brakes cos of e sudden brake by e vehicle in front... i started taking out my mp3 and decided to share it wif zy since i can sense him gg to lose it anytime... LOL... e gal started to talk abt guys she prefer to date, etc... which nono of us on e bus were interested to hear... ya she was literally shouting... and den suddenly i saw zy's earpiece dropped... and he said to dat gal, "excuse me, can u lower down ur volume?" HAHA and another lady from e opp side said to her e same thing... LOL... i guessed e gal and her friends were super embarresed... juz nice... they were alighting at dat particular bus stop... so we onli had peace for e nxt 10mins... ARGH

i juz realised dat ss exam is juz nxt wk... i mean i noe e date... but i didnt expect it to come so fast... LOL... okok ah huan shall work hard this sem and try my vv best to fulfill my wish of dying my hair aft this sem... haha... i will work hard de!!! ah huan jia you =)

shall go research now, take nap den go for hip hop nite...

memories...

2008-02-12T00:11:00.000+08:00

gave tuition to wendy today... prada (one of e dogs) had nv failed to terrorise me... LOL he was barking all e way when i got up off my seat to go for my toilet break... HAHA... ok he listened to me k??? i felt quite accomplished @ dat instant... HAHA

finally finished reading thru my lab procedure for tml... prepared my data sheet liao lor... haha hope i can finish within e time frame tml and wont have cock ups from e t.a =x... gotta wear shoes tml... so it's back to my dance attire... HAHA... asked raz abt e venue for tml's prac but he replied dat i did nt need to go down for prac cos they doing reblocking for e sch performance on wed and thurs... haha so gd lor... tml shall try to gao dim e lab report... so dat i can finish by wed... this wk gotta prepare stuff ahead sia...

was listening to 98.7fm for e past 3 hrs... feels gd to have my radio back... i can finally switch on e radio while i slp once again!!! listening to songs played while i was back den mugging hard @ nite for a levels... brings back gd old memories... as if time has stopped... for once, im nt even worried abt e time.... even when i got sch @ 8am tml... and my fav song went on air:

When You're Gone - Avril Lavigne

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days felt like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie
Is made up on your side
When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Did you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do
Reminds me of you
And the clothes you left
they lie on my floor
And they smell just like youI love the things that you do
When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Did you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
And when you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were
Yeah Yeah
All I ever wanted it was for you to know
Everything I do I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe, I need to feel you here with me
Yeah

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear will always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

this song has nv failed to make me tear... sounds silly but ya... guess im emo-ing... juz wan to say im sorry... if u r reading this...

hardworking ah huan.

2008-02-09T23:50:00.000+08:00

woke up at 0830 today and straight away, i chiong thru my tuts... hee cleared ss, maths and cn tut lor!!! hehe... and ive finally finished up e last bit of matlab!!! yeah~!

went over to bai nian @ zy's house onli @ 1415 cos i wanted to finish up all my work... since there's gonna be dance prac tml... so no time to do either... plus giving tuition and stuff =x

train was half empty today la... guess dat it's cny chu san ba... tried to fall asleep on e train but i couldnt la... haha guess my mind was still pretty awake from all e tuts... LOL

played mahjong @ zy's place and e 1st thing i did was to anyhow hu my pai... LOL... wasnt aware how to count fans and stuff... and they were actuali playing min 3 fans... LOL... took super long to learn e rules... HAHA... slow learner sia... so i was declared bankrupt twice... and e irony was i took over zy's bro-in-law... and he had been winning like big amts... and i juz lost all e chips like dat... LOL... e funny part came when i was holding my last 4 tiles... and waiting for e last tile... and turns out dat zy has e exact 4 tiles as me... so we were waiting for e same tile... ie 6 tong... and zy's second sis was holding onto it la... LOL...

but ah huan did actuali win 1 k??? i won a ban she... bamboos cum triplets of a big pai... which i forgot wad it is... haha... 5 fans lor... finally got 1 achievement... HAHA... my mum actuali called me @ 8 plus to ask me to go back home... but i felt dat i haven learnt enuff yet... LOL funny thing was by e time i reached back home @ arnd 2220... she didnt scold me... guess dat she knew she had to hong me @ 8 plus to get me reahed home by 10 plus... clever mum... HAHA

ok ah huan is scared of looking @ this coming wk's schedule... cos mon would be tuition, tues would be dance prac, wed would be tuition, thurs would be =), fri would be dance prac, sat would be musical filming and make-up maths tut... if possible, church youth steamboat... sun would be dance prac again... HELP!!!

haha juz got news dat tml we will be gg to vernon's and jacky's place... juz brainstorming for ideas... so no dance prac!!! yeah!!!

da nian chu yi

2008-02-07T20:59:00.001+08:00

ok today i woke up quite early den e past few yrs... haha... i woke up at 9am++... i DID help in preparing food to bring to my da yi's place... i helped to roast e peanut for e yu sheng... still gotta remove e skin and stuff... haha... and my sis and i watched some paris show halfway... sigh cant continue now cos i gotta chiong for ss tut... matlab deadline has been extended... which im 90% completed... -_-" ok nvm shall focus on finishing ss and maths tut...

went to my da yi's place to visit all my relatives from my mum's side... and yes i realised how OLD i am cos of my small little nephew whom is 12 YRS YOUNGER den me, his name is shawn... yes he's a fellow dragon... and i realised both of us had alot of similarities:

1) We are both talkative.
2) We are vv clumsy.
3) We cant take super spicy stuff (thats when im young like HIM).
4) We like to play @ my da yi's swing.
5) We love to shift e blame onto others.

LOL... and yes i met little benedict who is 3 yrs old onli... and he's my little nephew too... he's super quiet... hee but datz wad i like abt him... wad happened was he didnt noe how to wear his shoes... so i gotta help him... den it was e socks... and i have to correct him on how to wear e socks... hee... 3 yrs old onli ma... so muz help lor... e funniest part was when shawn offered benedict har bi hiang... i started saying... y jie jie dun have??? den little benedict went to tap shawn again to take another piece of e har bi hiang for me!!! so sweet!!! =)

yup for e rest of e day, my sis and i juz stared @ e tv watching random programmes... this yr there wasnt loud singing of hokkien songs... it's quite peaceful... HAHA... cos im nt reali vv close wif my nieces and nephew who are of my generation... my cousins are like 30++ yrs old... ya... datz e age gap im experiencing... im already an aunt when i came into e world... HAHA sad case...

talked to zy @ 6 plus cos i couldnt tahan e sian-ness... and he told me dat zb, bl, justin and him are planning to go to tioman during e hols... ARGH!!! dun think i can go cos my parents sure wont allow... i asked him to ask my parents on my behalf when he comes to bai nian @ my place... LOL... he said no... u r so bad!!! HUMPFH... LOL

yeah tml we're gg to jb!!! to visit my relatives... will be gg to my uncle's house instead of a restaurant... it has been a long long time since i last seen my cousins... i miss yuan xiang!!! my sis said he changed alot... ok i shall c for myself tml den... thinking of bringing ss readings to e road trip tml... hmmm

so tired!

2008-02-06T21:51:00.000+08:00

ok today i woke up early so dat i can clear my stuff in my "room"... but a terrible incident happened which got me all in cold sweat until 10am la... haix... right now im still feeling a little nauseous... =s

yes so my room is all cleared up wif a table now... wif my dearest radio!!! =) no need to rely on my lappie for online streaming for 98.7FM!!! haha

gonna be a long long day @ my da yi's house tml... and matlab is half done!!! haha ok 90% done so im happy!!! yeah

all set for cny???

2008-02-05T23:05:00.000+08:00

went back home to give tuition to melissa... and now im sitting in front of my laptop watching e lake house... hmmm finally la... haha... didnt get to watch dat show last yr cos i didnt have time... keanu reeves is so shuai and sandra bullock is so pretty... so touching sia... im still watching it halfway while waiting for it buffer... haha... pls buffer quickly!!!

gg to wake up early tml to da shao chu... and also to shift my table and cd player to my "room"... argh still got so many stuff uncleared!!! argh... shall settle everything by tml so dat i can kai kai xin xin eat my tuan yuan fan... and watch raz, pam, shawn they all performing @ e cny eve show... haha

a trip to ikea. finally.

2008-02-04T23:03:00.000+08:00

ah huan made an achievement today... i stayed awake for all e lects cum cn tut despite nt understand wad my tutor was talking abt for dat cn tut... HAHA... i didnt slp lor... enjoyed most of e lects la... except for maths... think i have to digest it during cny hols =x

janice, my discipleship mentor told me dat @ times she felt like bringing her tb to her relatives' place during cny visitation... haha i totally understand wad she's saying now... haix but everyone does noe dat it's a taboo!!! =x

me aim to finish matlab on chu xi!!! i shall stay awake to shou ye, while doing matlab... haha... great plan rite??? den like dat i can go visiting wif relief and stress-free... HAHA... but i hope to do finish la.. doesnt mean i can finish la... =x

went to ikea aft completing my lab report and eating my dinner... took bus 58 to tamp ikea... haha it has opened since like almost a yr i supposed... and ive yet to visit it... yes... im a noob... ah huan busy ma... and it's juz 2 bus stops away from my place lor... haha... went to do shopping for deco to decorate and organise my "room"... bought a cd box, wastepaper basket and a file rack... vv sad la... went to do shopping alone... everyone was wif their family/bf/gf/wife/husband... and i was alone carrying dat big big yellow ikea shopping bag =( doesnt matter... i gotta plan wad i wanna buy... hehe... my da jie agreed to gimme back my table and cd player... so YEAH!!! i can finally have a proper table now... no more doing hw on e floor!!!

shall da shao chu on wed since im nt gg to sch... gg to make my "room" nice nice!!! yes messy ah huan is gg to clean up my "messy room"

cn1111 tut =x

2008-02-03T17:58:00.000+08:00

dance prac got cancelled cos everyone was gg to be late... so if we actually had e prac, it would onli last for 1-2 hrs... yup so raz decided to cancel it... so i went back home right aft giving tuition to wendy... and went straight to do cn1111 tut and damn... i cant even be sure of my ans of any of e qns la... i juz left blank for some lor... didnt wan to even try... sian chem eng is reali super cheem sia... dun even understand non-ideal gas eqns... how i wish i can return back to jc physics where ideal gas law was juz a super-duper small topic... haix...

it's a rainy day and i didnt slp cos of this tut since i would be gg for e cn tut tml... and wads e diff??? i barely written any stuff for e tut... =x... now waiting for my mum to finish cooking dinner b4 my sis and i can embark on e journey to e west... shall bunk at my aunt's place today =)

e calories!!!

2008-02-03T00:15:00.000+08:00

today i woke up @ 8am plus to do my lab report b4 gg to marina to meet e hc ppl!!! haha super long time nv c them liao... tay as joker as ever, lau as serious as ever, clement as pai kia as ever, yq as wacky as ever, liesel as more girlified den me as ever and yan liang as calm as ever... haha yes today's outing was super testosterone level filled... haha... but ok la, since liesel and i are considered half-a-man... hmmm...

we went to catch e movie e mist which was based on a novel by stephen king... basically it's abt a grp of ppl being trapped in a grocery store and they could nt get out of it cos of e mist outside where dangerous creatures wif tentacles from e 4th dimension were roaming outside... ok it's lame... pls dun watch it... if u wanna have a great laugh over gruesome scenes den go ahead... LOL i muz say dat e graphics were abit too morbid den saw sia... haha... e movie ended @ 6pm... so liesel and i rushed off... she gotta go back to bedok, while i gotta rush to koshimbo over at suntec... haha

went over to meet e rest of my family there... was vv happy to see nai nai and xiao rui eating vv happily =) glad dat nai nai likes e bouse which i bought for her... hehe... yup so ah huan ate alot of sashimi and gained back all e calories which she had lost over e consecutive wks of intensive dance pracs... oh well... at least it's sth which i can look forward to for tml's prac... dat is to burn calories!!! =x

oh ya rating for e mist = 4/10 it's reali low budget sia... e camera suddenly zoom in and out and change to diff angles... super giddy sia... ok im exaggerating =p

seh day.

2008-02-01T23:17:00.000+08:00

went for eusoff hall production last nite wif e-stylez... haha had a great laugh during e production cos e plot was super humourous!!! reali enjoyed it!!! saw patrick, aprine and rachel dancing on stage... haha looking @ aprine and rachel doing splits and stuff, i wonder if im still able to do dat la... LOL... im stiff and old already!!! =x

aft which, e-stylez went over to west coast mac and ate supper!!! and ah huan being e glutton as ever... ate fillet-o-fish student meal -_-" im so dead la... 1 wk of break and im building up all these calories again... haha nvm got dance prac on sun to burn it off... HAHA... so we discussed abt danceworks and we've finally finalised on e music and choreo to use... and it was past 1am... LOL... so poor xiao di gotta send karen, me, elson and eva home b4 gg back to his place... sorrie izaac!!! but thanks for e lift =)

so i slept @ round 0230 and woke up @ 0620 for my 8am lect!!! so lack of slp now... but today i had a vv fulfilling day!!! i did my cny shopping and i managed to buy nai nai a shirt!!! both my mum and my er jie said it's nice... hehe thanks mu tou for walking down e streets of orchard road and people's park wif me!!! noe dat u muz be super tired from my crazy shopping spree... =x hehe... brought zy to toji, a korean restaurant @ mosque street... and he liked e food alot!!! hee i kind of miss dat place =x e food was superb and cheap!!! though we sat outside... we were nt exactly perspiring dat much cos it was drizzling... hehe... e funny thing was when we were resting on a bench @ people's park... an old lady came and sat beside us... and she started speaking in hokkien to us... obviously i didnt understand 80% of e content... but zy managed to converse wif her super fluently in hokkien... hehe but e ah ma was super friendly to us =)

met my mum @ og and zy waited for my mum to appear... when my mum started to "bad-mouth" me saying dat i anyhow spend money on clothes and ended up nt wearing them... LOL... zy, u beta dun use dat as a ba bing against me ah!!! HAHA

dad got his new car... YEAH!!! it's super spacious... hehe of cos everyone is vv cautious abt e car now... but ya... few mths down e road... hmmm i think it would be quite hard to maintain e cleanliness... HAHA alright... shall slp soon... movie outing wif hc friends (if tuition is nt on) and kushimbo outing wif family + nai nai and gugu's family tml!!! =)

rest day. =)

2008-01-30T20:20:00.000+08:00

woke up @ 8am today to eat e tom yam cup noodles which my sis bought for me... haha yes i was waiting for it with anticipation... haha... did finish cn tut but wif lots of doubts... aft which i ate lunch wif my beloved sis at hall 2 canteen... had e chicken rice... which is super yummy as usu... though it was a short lunch i reali enjoyed spending time wif my sis... aft dat i chiong back to nus to meet janice... hehe had a 1hr talk wif her... aft dat i went to join e e-stylez lunch... partner was nt feeling well so i sent her back...

i had my hair cut today!!! it's shorter and lighter... heng i didnt kena e woman who cut my hair super ugly dat time... haha im satisfied wif it!!! =)

got lessons till 5pm tml aft which im watching eusoff hall production... all e bez to patrick, aprine and rachel for ur performance!!! =)

1st lab!!! =x

2008-01-29T19:23:00.000+08:00

LOL as usu... ah huan is being as blur as she is today... i thot dat i balloted for e even wks lab for cm1502... but in e end, i actuali balloted for e odd wk one!!! AH!!! lucky i was wearing cargo pants and my adidas shoes... proper attire for lab... excluding e lab coat and goggles la... LOL... zhao xiang helped me out today by lending me his lab coat... surprising thing is dat i can wear a size l la... haha... ya i noe e pain when u arent e 1st one wearing e new stuff which u have bought... so im sorry zhao xiang =x allen helped me out alot today by helping me to print my lab manual... thanks allen =) he's definately a friend whom u can rely on =)

went to lab together wif e familiar ppl i noe... haha... so quite fun... partnered hua cheng who is super tall so he can easily read off e burette readings without me lowering it... haha... e weird thing is i kena phenolpthalein on my right sleeve!!! i was like, "allen!!! zhao xiang sure kill me one..." haha den allen said vv calmly, "juz put some diluted acid and smear it over... " hehe... yup so it's gone like magic clean!!! yes ah huan is vv clumsy =x

e stupid ah tiong ta... came over and said our temp readings were wrong when it's correct so we ended up re-doing for nth -_-" he said e same thing to allen also la... nonsense... but allen ignored him... argh... stupid bugger...

but we finished quite early la... 1645... hee aft which i met zy for dinner @ clementi which i successfully psychoed him nt to eat laksa since he was gyming for e past 1h 45mins... haha... c im vv influential one lor... LOL juz kidding

wendy had fever today so she's cancelling this wed's tuition so i do not need to go home tml!!! got blast prac tml!!! and i forgot to bring out my cartoon shirt again =x sorry alvan!!!

dance wkend

2008-01-28T08:52:00.000+08:00

yest was d day for us D'vantagers... hee out of e 5 grps competing, they were selecting 3 grps for e finals on 1st march which is gg to be held @ mediacorp... yup so we got into e finals!!! yeah!!! i got mixed feelings abt dat cos 1st march is b4 my mid-terms while it is aft their mid terms... sigh... backed out of danceworks becos of this dat, in e end, i still gotta dance on this date... but hai hao e choreo is up liao... so not much things to change... i hope...

yest venue was @ causeway pt... and impre is more of a singing competition rather den a dancing competition... yup so e dance segment was b4 e singing segment... so aft our competition, we still gotta wait for 3 hrs 4 e release of results... yup... xiao di came to support me and e fellow blast team (black ice - chun's grp) hee was veri touched dat he came down... this poor guy went rounds and rounds and rounds to level 6 to find a parking lot... so in e end he missed both of our items... =x... nevertheless, his effort of coming touched both eva and i... thanks xiao di!!! it's ok dat u cant find e florist!!! da ge appreciates ur effort!!! =)

izaac had a 40 bucks ichiban sushi voucher... so he decided to use it wif us... thanks xiao di!!! but eva and i nv eat ba wang can k??? we got pay money lor... haha... aft e release of results, xiao di drove fred, eva and i down to town for funka... i was removing my makeup in his car la... but i cant remove e gold glitters on my hair... =x

while we were outside cineleisure... 2 gals came and appraoch me... she asked me if im a dancer.. den i replied uhuh... den they said we understand it... e hairdo and stuff... den they said bye... and xiao di and i looked @ each other in bewilderment la... weird sia.... LOL... georgina was @ heeren watching manhunt... haha... sorry georgina... didnt mean to let u wait for so long... ah huan is super sorry =x

yup so we went to watch manhunt... and eva and i found out dat we had a common friend - ben kwan... apparently he was 1 of e contestant... most of e contestants r chui... either nt proportion or nt defined... i think zy can do a better job lor... haha... but i think if zb go and compete... sure will win one... he didnt get e title of pageant king for nth k???

walked over to watch funka and it was vv packed... yong kai siad it's a gd training session to exercise our calf muscles by tip-toeing.... LOL... ya datz wad we all did most of e time... trademark and static crew have both improved alot!!! but trademark is definately e one which entertained and showed e most musicality, style and techinque among all e other teams... hee... so it was no doubt they won... i was reali enriched aft watching these teams strutting their stuff on stage... and jie mei!!! it's ok k??? u nv fail to show e diff variations of dance throughout e item... great job!!!

went to eat dinner wif xiao di, georgina and elson @ newton circle... and it was my 1st time gg there la... haha... ate e famous ba chor mee and we shared cai dao kweh (e black one)... hehe had a vv fulfilling dinner... @ like 10pm... aft which xiao di drove us home... and georgina's condo is super class k??? oh my... we made her promised us to bring us arnd soon... haha...

ok back to student life again... shall go pack my stuff and begin my 1h 15-30 mins journey to sch... =x

unreasonable auntie.

2008-01-26T14:38:00.000+08:00

today i woke up super early to go for dance prac @ ntu... so yup gotta take train which i kind of hate it cos my back will definately hurt aft such a long ride on e train... but nvm... ok so i was listening to my mp3 while up on e escalator and i was standing on e left side of e escalator... there was already a train waiting @ e platform le, but i decided to give it a miss... so when i was approaching e platform, i checked dat there wasnt anyone walking up e escalator on e right... so i decided to stepped to e right and walked up e escalator onto e platform... so aft i had walked up quite a dist... an auntie who was chiong-ing for e train... stepped on e back of MY left shoe... and she tripped... so in e end she missed e tain and nvm, she turned arnd and gimme an angry stare... i dunno y... but my blood started to boil... i mean it's like u stepped on MY shoes (and i bet it costs much more den ur lang guai heels... yup she stepped on my new adidas shoes) and u tripped cos u were key kiang thinking dat u could rush for e train... and u blamed me??? i would have said sorry if u didnt gimme dat angry stare la... told my mum n she said i should have said sorry cos by nt doing dat, i appeared vv hostile towards dat auntie... but sorry la... so as usual, i gave my bin chao chao's face which i dun intend to check in e mirror if it's super filled wif sha qi... cos i believed it is... LOL

yup so i continued my journey on e train, trying hard to read e ss readings... but it's too wordy!!! LOL... almost slept but i didnt... i read e readings all e way till jurong east la... and i didnt highlight any stuff cos it was too much for me to digest... LOL so gg to read it again later... and i shall go watch memoirs of a geisha later... not gg for youth cos i think i should complete my tut today, since i wont have time tml... cos tml is e semi-finals for impre!!! and it's @ causeway point... which is like so far away from my home and my aunt's home... so nt gg for youth later though... =x.... wad am i doing now??? giving tuition to wendy... LOL cos she's still doing her phy tys... so ya got nth to do for e moment...

yeah impre is finally here!!! but it's e semi-finals though... heard dat e stage is super small... haha so hope dat no accidents will happen tml... esp e jumping over part... haha... yupyup

1 more to go!!! =)

2008-01-25T14:17:00.000+08:00

went for sde bash yest to support xiao di and guess wad??? he won!!! haha way to go, izaac!!! karen and i were like quite lay pak sitting down @ mos when ppl are like so full of enthusiasm... haha... me n karen were juz shouting izaac's name throughout e whole show... haha e rest of e-stylez except clarice and patrick were there... elson went there late and he was quite shocked to c me there... LOL cos i dun seem like a person who goes to club... and he actuali said i dressed quite demure la??? eh harlow!!! i so nt demure meh??? LOL...

went to sch for 8am lect... manage to understand wad e maths lecturer said... actuali met him on bus 33 la... LOL... aft which, zy and i went to central library to mug... finished most of my maths tut le... yeah~! left wif ss tut... haix shall do it either today or tml... gotta give tuition to melissa aft e dance prac @ ntu... haix busy day...

so here i am sitting in front of e com, watching naruto... and seeing zy doing weights and pumping @ e same time... he's strong!!!!!!!! haha

mugging hard!!!

2008-01-23T11:00:00.000+08:00

er jie juz left her shell in e morning... and e way she woke me up was like whacking me super alot of times... haha wad to do? gotta help her close door ma... haha... anyway i had a vv gd slp last nite or in e morning??? since i slept at 0145... LOL... woke up at 8am, ate cup noodles again... LOL and i juz ate it yest nite la... haha and did cn1111 and cm1502 tuts liao... left wif maths whereby e qns are so super wordy dat i dun wanna look at it... LOL... plus e fact dat e lecturer hasnt taought finish ba... shant do it now... left wif ss tut... which im having probs opening e file cos of dunno wad reasons... guess i will juz gotta do it over e wkend... yup so now im stoning... thinking of steps to choreo for e chorus part of lucky... how to choreo??? dun have inspiration now...

even for rag, i also dunno wad to choreo... jia lat liao... ah huan relies too much on others' choreography and now her choreo skill sucks to e core... haha... okok im so gg to rot now till 4pm!!! argh... juz rmb dat i cant go anywhere except staying at my sis's room cos i passed her my ezlink!!! =.=

sleepy headed.

2008-01-22T16:25:00.000+08:00

hitched a ride with uncle lau's car to sch... so i woke up super early!!! and discovered dat i onli had 4hrs of slp =x balloted for my cn1111 tut slot again... hope i'll get it this time round!!! haix... decided to crash e tut wif my class for cm1502 tut... it's e onli way out la... or else i gotta stay until super late on fri la!!! =x

went for gen bio lect wif zy and e rest... was trying hard to do e cn1111 tut... but e lect is much interesting den e rest of e engin lects la... haix... am i at e wrong course???

got dance prac later @ 7pm... shall see my sis soon =)

argh.

2008-01-21T23:52:00.000+08:00

didnt manage to get my cn1111 tut, got all e rest except dat i gotta rot extra 4 hrs to my cm1502 tut on fri... sian... nvm shall try to ballot again tml

got news like onli few hrs ago at 9pm plus dat there's prac on wed also... and last min change of tml's prac timing... sian... im sicked and tired of last min stuff sia...

jie mei got overseas assignment in bangkok, but sian... it's during e mid-term exams period... so i cant... =x

got dance prac tml, wed, thurs and fri again... hao bu rong yi go back to student life today... reali listened to lects today some more esp ss... haix... i wish to be a full-time student again =x

e-stylez

2008-01-20T20:53:00.000+08:00

today was e 1st competition which e-stylez took part... and i felt nervous and i haven got this feeling for super long time ago liao... haha... i cocked up e part where we gotta remove e sleeve... LOL... but nvm la... thank God i didnt let it affect me... hee... juz when izaac and i failed e many recent attempts in stunts... we succeeded!!! haha

ive decided nt to join e-stylez for danceworks... cos i wanna stablise my grades this sem 1st... u guys jia you k??? cos im sure aft this competition today, we have definately learn alot... me 2 esp... dat i gotta control my temper... and behave like a woman... LOL... im sure u all can do it de... i will give u all moral support de... izaac dun be sad k??? i will come back soon and we can dance and partner each other soon... =)

till den, i shall do my part and brush up my grades... finally i can wear normal clothes to sch tml!!! no more dance sneakers and pants!!! (though im quite sad dat i cant wear my new adidas shoes to sch tml... LOL)

balloting for tuts is such a chore.

2008-01-18T13:14:00.000+08:00

juz finished balloting for my tuts... following my class for labs and tuts... haha totally diff from zy, zb, bl and justin... LOL good la.. can concentrate in class... haha... kind of miss my class... im sorrie dat i pang seh u guys... haix but im nt cut out for ddp ba... rest of u muz jia you k???

i bought a new pair of adidas shoes to dance!!! hehe it's e superstar series... got write japan one... haha so funny... red and white colour some more... can wear for cny... LOL... zy and i walked e whole of queensway shopping centre la... saw a pair of metallic blue stripes one... but dun have my size... saw a red female cut one... also dun have my size... so i gotta take my 3rd choice den... hope dat this wont happen to me balloting my tuts!!! i reali cant mess up e tut slots sia... if nt, it will be super jia lat... haix...

slept super late last nite cos i reached home at 2345 ... dad waited for me and fetched me home la... thanks, dad =) yest was a super hectic day for me... i reali perspired alot la... chenchen said i eat e pao pao cha's pearls will gain alot of calories... i think i juz burnt it all out yest la... aft e early morning funka prac, i rushed to lect at lt7... took bus a2 cos bus b was no where to be seen la... so in e end i gotta climb alot of stairs... =x... aft which, dad and susie auntie fetched me to swissotel... dad helped to da bao a super full cai fan la... LOL... cos e backstage crew took super long to clear e stage, we onli could start rehearsing on e stage at 1300... =( yan ling and i were like super stressed of e time... cos she gotta reach back her office @ 1430 and i got lect @ 1400... LOL... so guess wad? i was late for lect by 30 mins... went for lect for onli 20 mins... but better den nth la... zy taught me wad i missed aft e lect... hai hao it's 70% jc stuff... still can remember those sig fig rule and dp stuff... ya thanks to spa skill d... argh...

went back to swissotel @ 1800... and in 30 mins time, i was dressed as ms fantastic... wif a super messy short light blue wig... LOL... zaki was announcing dat dat was my 1st costume show... considering dat everyone has more experience den me, i bet they had done countless of such shows... 1 thing gd abt this show was dat there were long breaks for us to think thru e steps... haha so nt so kan chiong... prob was during e 1st item, everyone was supposed to kick la... and my kick was super burok... LOL... zaki was laughing and sab and shulin were like shocked cos apparently she was e onli one who saw me in e act... LOL

e last item was fun... hehe pretty short... but everyone wanted to get it done and over wif since it's e last item and everyone wanna go home... haha it was certainly an interesting experience for me esp when we gotta ask ppl down to e dance floor to dance... haha e ppl were quite sporting la... haha

ok 1 down, now i shall concentrate on funka which is on this coming sun!!! =x but b4 dat... i gotta go for prac at ntu den back to nus... sigh...

ang suah aka redhill =)

2008-01-16T23:50:00.000+08:00

today i went over to zy's new house over at ang suah... datz wad alvan calls it... LOL... and his new place is super nice!!! esp e deco!!! im so envious... u r so lucky, mu tou!!!

went over to e redhill market to makan and buy stockings and belt for tml's performance... and i ate superb chicken rice and white carrot cake!!! it was super delicious... together wif super smooth soya bean milk... ulalah!!!

went for blast prac in e aftnoon and thanks to izaac, both me and partner got a lift back to ang suah... yeah!!! thanks xiao di!!! =) aft which karen and i went to buy pao pao cha... and i kept mispronouncing smoothie passion as smoothie pension at nus... and when i reached ang suah, i mispronounced e name as soothie passion... omg... i suck at pronouncing man...

ate at zy's house... and e dining table was super cool!!! ya and zy is so pampered... he switched on e aircon e moment he got into his room... can u pls save e environment??? im so sorry, but im super jealous... LOL

tml gotta go for prac at 7am and rush to swissotel for stage run in like 15mins... and den back to sch in 15mins... and back to swissotel... den aft e show... gotta rush to catch e gg to be last bus back to my aunt's place... hectic day tml!!! =x ah huan ah... dun push urself too much la... sigh

indecisive.

2008-01-11T22:02:00.000+08:00

mood: crap

ive nv been so indecisive in my life b4... told myself dat it would be e last one... but in e end i still accepted... ms wee asked me again today... so ive decided to do e show... reali gotta rush for lects and stage run on this coming thurs man... gonna go from sch to fullerton hotel and cab back to sch for 2pm lect... and go back to fullerton hotel again... at least there's onli 2 rehearsals... and zaki promised to do a 1h chop chop stage run... so jia you ba, ah huan!!! make this ur last one!!!

ive decided to stay over at my aunt's place throughout e five days during this sem... wanna concentrate on studies... once awhile go back home during e wkdays to give tuition... and den go back home during e wkends... reali didnt wan to take up another student de... but cos of my mum... haix... 2 words - ren qing... and i dun understand y im e one helping her to pay it... sigh

nvm... i shall go for dance prac @ nus tml den go for youth in e late aftnoon... rehearsal starting on sun... quite nervous... dunno y... ah huan, u suck...

Taufik - My BG

2008-01-11T21:47:00.001+08:00

my 1st dance item for yr 2008!!!

NUS Dance BLAST! 6th Anniversary - Jootz's item

2008-01-11T21:38:00.001+08:00

hee... we r so green!!!

bruises and sweat.

2008-01-10T19:33:00.000+08:00

juz finished dance prac today... elson said we are still quite messy... sigh... guess we gotta work extremely hard!!! izaac can lift me up super high now... and i can do e candlestick now... haha... izaac said im lighter and i said he's stronger now... datz y...

went for fright nite trial and beach games trial... and im sun burnt... LOL i wore e white mask during fright nite and zb, bl and zy all said it's quite scary when i put it on esp when i tilt my head and walk... LOL... ok la... was quite tired aft e whole nite...

hmmm now waiting to go out for supper to celebrate uncle lau's belated birthday... and ya it's supper lor... LOL cos birthday boy wanna eat dim sum at geylang... haha

sigh i rejected another show... both karen and yong kai supported my decision cos funka pracs r already everyday liao... by den i will be super tired... despite e fact dat there's onli 2 rehearsals... haix... but i think i need to get everything on track this sem... settle e 2 competitions and i can totally focus on studying le... i hope...

argh... i need inspiration for rag!!!! haix...

ah huan is happy =)

2008-01-03T23:17:00.000+08:00

mood: liberated

ive finally withdraw from ddp... starting afresh... mno here i come... LOL... heard from clarice dat it will be a diff lecturer this sem... haix... but nvm la... jovina talked thru wif me... so ive decided le... thanks jovina!!!

was late for dance prac by 30mins cos of stupid bus 151 =( sorrie partner and yong kai!!! i missed e bus la... haix... travelling from home to nus isnt a vv fun thing to do... when i went up e bus, i fell asleep immediately... and my head was jerking violently lor... in e end i was banging my head against the window and e handle behind my head... =.= ok im tired

met roz to pass her e jacket and i met candy... candy said i looked super tired... guess i haven recovered yet... she asked if im doing zaki's swatch show but i said im nt doing cos i wanna rest b4 sch term starts... she wanted to do also but her schedule cant fit in2 e rehearsal schedule... hmmm... i juz wanna rest and spend quality time wif my family and friends b4 sch term actuali starts...

tml we r having lunch @ maxwell market b4 dance prac!!! yeah!!!

im so full!!!

2008-01-02T21:10:00.000+08:00

it has been hrs since ive last eaten... LOL and im still super full!!! zy's sis's wedding lunch reali got lots of things to eat... met zy's brother-in-law's nephew who had e same eating habit as me la!!! he also needs to watch videos to eat... if nt, he wont keep still... LOL... yes im a problematic kid... HAHA

aft e lunch, zb, zy and i went to "shop" at central, marina square and suntec city... but we bought NTH!!! yes... ah huan is sad... =x haha but nvm la, save money

yes im now like thinking wad mods to take for e nxt sem... and i reali dunno!!! sigh

and yes im still suffering from deprivation of slp... sian... prac at 1pm tml!!!

haix... e ddp ic person still hasnt replied me yet... guess i shall call her tml if she still doesnt reply my email... argh... i hope she does so dat i can slp in peace... haix

IST POST OF E YR 2008!!!

2008-01-01T14:48:00.000+08:00

yeah!!! 2008 has come... yest show was fantastic... haha met shi min and hui kiang yest juz outside e dressing rms... by e time i didnt have any tics wif me... so cant bring them in wif me... =x met my ahs dance juniors too... lol to think dat they can recognise me wif my super thick make up and siao zha bo hairstyle... LOL... last seen them like 3 yrs ago la... haha and they have grown so tall..

yest we celebrated andrea's birthday on stage... haha wif fireworks!!! e thing was onli e performers get to c e fireworks... we were all pointing at e sky but e audience can onli c like e roof... LOL... i was getting super nervous bout lovestoned la... but it was alright... hehe... i survived on e boots la!!! haha... taufik was super nice... aft e performance he actuali thanked us on stage... everything was super great yest... i did both my last item for yr2007 (Give it to Me wif jade seah, nat ho and joakim gomez (dunno how to spell his name) ) and first item for yr2008 (MYBG wif taufik) haha... so super memorable... zaki bought us belgium chocs and club 21 vouchers!!! THANK YOU ZAKI!!! =)

my family went down super early to watch e pre-show, whereas zy, zb and bl came later to watch so they ended up standing... haha zy said he could c me standing by e stage but i didnt c him... LOL... and there was nobody btwn us some more... LOL... ok i was super nervous... HAHA... haven been nervous abt dancing for super long le... LOL... aft e show, i met zy, zb and bl... while walking to harbourfront centre, we saw 1 grp of bapoks walking towards us... and this particular bapok wif super big boobs... waved and winked at zb!!! LOL... we were all laughing like mad can??? LOL zy said zb should clean his eyes wif dettol... HAHA... so funny... im reali happy dat dad, mum and sis actuali came down and jie actuali recorded my segments... THANKS JIE~!

yes 2008 has come and ive decided to work super hard... ah huan jia you!!!

LAST POST OF E YR 2007!!!

2007-12-31T11:16:00.000+08:00

yeah man... today is d-day for me... screwed up lovestoned yest during rehearsal... did double roti pratas instead of 1... LOL... zaki asked me nt to be over-excited... LOL

yest rehearsal was ok la... abit scary cos we have to dance in boots and spin double in dat... but no mishaps have occured... LOL... so ok la... but yest we gotta report at 4pm to do our makeup... so we rotted all e way till 2130... so i met zy at 1930... but i got news dat we gotta remain arnd e stage area at 8pm!!! so zy was abit sianded la... but den ms wee said it's ok... cos confirm drag one... so she asked me to juz continue to shop wif zy and she will call me when it's time... haha... thanks ms wee!!!

yupyup so today gotta report at 4pm again... this time round i hope i wont screw up any parts sia... =x

yr 2007 has been a blast for me... it was e yr when i started dancing for shows and stuff... breakthrough i supposed... and ive learnt alot this yr... and of cos ive learnt my lesson... of prioritising stuff properly... so ive decided to study hard for 2008!!! (and hope to pull up my cap... =x)

yupyup ah huan has learnt alot... so wad r my committments for 2008???

1) God
2) family... i agree ive neglected them this yr... sigh
3) studies!!!
4) funkamania - e-stylez we rock!
5) impresario
6) dance blast!

nt dat bad rite??? jia you ah huan!!!

mentally and physically challenged.

2007-12-28T23:28:00.000+08:00

mood: super drained of energy

juz came back from rehearsal nt long... ate my mum's bee hoon... thanks mum =) reali appreciate dat... i dunno y but im super famished... today's rehearsal was scheduled at 2030... but cos of e deal or no deal gals... we started our prac late... so in e end we gotta all rush and dance with minimal water breaks... lol... zaki was vv funny... aft e whole rehearsal when everyone is super tired and drained of energy and water... he walked to us and said, "im okay now! i am still zaki!" shu lin replied, " we dunno anyone called zaki la!" lol... guess we all got his pt... we gotta rush thru e whole rehearsal cos we r supposed to end at 2230... yupyup... so i guess today i juz finished like running 10km worth of distance... LOL

had prac at 9am today... izaac gave yong kai, serene and i a lift at kovan (haha but serene was late la... so we drove to her place instead) den we went to e west coast mac... could have gone thru e drive thru... LOL but we didnt... so we looked like noobs carrying plastic bags out of mac to izaac's car... LOL... aft which we had prac till 1530 when dearest jie mei izaac gave karen and i a lift to vivo... haha and jie mei actually spent like 130++ bucks on esprit clothes... i bought a pull and bear top for 24.90 bucks though! partner karen and jie mei said it's so me la... e top.. haha... anyway thanks izaac for driving us today!!! and thanks partner for being there to support me these 2 days... reali appreciate it, gal! =)

went up to vivo rooftop early... we were supposed to meet at 1845 but i reached at 1815... haha nevertheless, i sat on a bench beside e wading pool... and i fell asleep!!! and i almost fell off e ben while sleeping cross-legged can? so malu... LOL.. in e end yan ling found me there stoning... so we went to food republic to get her dinner... so we re-capped e steps all e way till 2030...

so in e end... we reali danced alot today... im super tired =x gotta wake up early tml again! =(

fruitful day.

2007-12-25T20:58:00.000+08:00

zy and i were on our way to meet zb and bl at orachard mrt stn yest, when this bangladesh worker kept squeezing his way thru us... and zy said, " hey, relax can?" lol... and dat guy stopped... and till now we dun even noe if he understands wad zy said... LOL... went to hard rock cafe wif zy, zb and bl yest to celebrate christmas... was my 1st time gg there... they closed e 2nd floor so there were no seats available when we got there... so in e end we gotta stand... nt vv nice... haha but e ambience is great... e live band was superb esp e lead singer... his vocals were super gd!!! kumar hosted e show... and she reali made me laugh alot...

met up wif sis at macs and we were all chilling out till 2am... hee... aft which we walked down e whole stretch of orchard road... and to our surprise (and disgust)... ngee ann city was filled wif trash!!! ppl juz threw their rubbish arnd and e poor workers gotta clean things up... it was reali a mess man...

jie and i ran aft e bus 7n... LOL i looked like some siao zha bo running down orachrd road lor... so unglam man... but thank God, we managed to catch e bus... or else we gotta wait super long for e nxt bus... but poor zy, zb and bl... they waited for 1 hr for their bus... =x

woke up at 0930 today... brought my family to ichiban boshi to eat... they reali liked it alot... so im happy lor... some more my da jie came along also... which is gd =) went to dorothy perkins and i bought a top for myself... bought a miss selfridge top for my mum... hehe uob discounts rocks! aft which, we went down to robinsons... and dat place was flooded wif ppl can??? i queued for 1 hr to pay lor... as usual, i was alone queing... but zy accompanied me by talking to me... thanks alot, ah pek! in e end, we spent 300 bucks la!!! bought glucocamine for my knee joints... aft listening to partner and zy... hmmm guess i shld invest in dat... need to take gd care of myself... and now my legs aching like mad from e long hrs of standing... jia lat... results coming out tml... argh... some mre got dance pracs and rehearsal... wad if i dun make e cut to remain in ddp??? i think i wont have mood to dance tml... sigh... lest to stay to chiong... argh!!! =x

misunderstood.

2007-12-23T09:24:00.000+08:00

it sucks when ppl misunderstands anyone... and im sure no one likes dat feeling... e most terrible thing to do to e person will be refusing to listen to e person's explanation... or rather... judging e person b4 he or she even explains him or herself... it makes e person sian to explain everything even when e surrounding ppl said i wan to sort things out wif u...

i need a place where i can call it my own resting corner in e bloody house... travelling from e east to e west, staying in diff houses isnt a nice thing to do... cos everything is temporary... but when i come back home... i dun even have a permanent place which i can sleep in... it's nt say dat im selfish and i dun wan to share my room wif others... cos my cousins and my aunt and uncle r willing to let me stay in their house... it's e feeling dat when u come back home (like onli a few times in a wk) and when u see dat ur room is occupied by ppl and u have to sleep some where else... e feeling juz sucks...

it even sucks when family members question y did i come back to my OWN HOME yest... damn it... it's my own bloody home... i have all rights to come back rite??? do i have to like inform u everyday whether im coming back to my OWN HOME to stay???

dun say dat im selfish when u have a bloody hostel to stay in... a place where u can settle down for 5 days... damn it... i dun even have a place to stay in consecutively for 5 days... there's no basis for comparison...

nt say i dun wan to share a bed wif u, mum... but u noe it dat even if i sleep beside u... u wont be able to have a good nite rest...

wad i have told u b4, i believed, has all gone down into e drain, dad... u dun even wan to listen to me explaining myself... talking abt disappointed... i think i am more disappointed in all of u den wad u all r feeling abt me...

so will anyone try to understand me? i doubt so.

argh... camp!!!

2007-12-16T20:55:00.000+08:00

went to watch code edge dance competition at zouk yest... but i didnt club... cos got church service and rehearsal e nxt day... c i so guai... haha... anyway e nus seniors plus cs were reali gd!!! wasnt reali impressed by la fuse though... one crew was definately superb... they should be in e top 3 placings la... sigh... guess e judges muz be looking for sth else...

had rehearsal today over at mediacorp... dancing wif all e lao jiaos!!! =x hope dat i can remember e dance steps... or else??!!! argh!!! rehearsal today was ok... everyone was joking arnd and there wasnt any tension... a vv gd environment for me to learn e dance steps... hehe... zaki is given 50 countdown tics... yup so he asked if we wan any... so anyone interested to watch, let me noe k??? =)

haven packed my stuff for e blast camp tml... LOL... i think by e end of e camp... i will lose alot of wt la... haha...

im so gg to seem missing sth for this whole wk... =(

trapezius - trapezium???

2007-12-13T13:23:00.000+08:00

according to zy... trapezius is a muscle on e shoulders... vv near to e neck... and yup dat stupid muscles of mine are aching damn badly... and now it's super big la... =.= it was flat e last time when i went for massage at amore... but now... it's back!!! argh!!!

resting now till 3pm when i gotta dance again... gotta go imm to buy pants and ear piece... argh... i hope e adidas there got e pants dat i saw at bugis!!! =x reali like it alot...

haix till den i shall rest and watch my prison break... actuali for wentworth miller... haha

ah huan is tired =x

2007-12-11T22:48:00.000+08:00

juz came back from nus aft dance prac... and im now resting in front of my laptop... and i juz had my dinner... wonderful fei xiong fishball noodles... nt dat fantastic la... but it was a luxury to me cos im super duper hungry!!! =x

had dance prac over at nus at 2pm... haha yes was watching naruto in e morning... had like cup noodles for breakfast and instant oatmeal porridge for lunch... yes by 4pm im super hungry... lucky got buy dao so pia for msia... hehe shunzi, jacky, esther and raz liked e dao sa pia alot lor... haha... yes i think im super unhealthy today... eat all those instant stuff... LOL well experience to hall life ma... didnt wan to go down to e canteen cos of e stench... LOL

took bus 198 to nus today... and i fell asleep on e bus la... this kind of weather... haix should be staying at home to slp lor!!! LOL... and i was 1 hr late... thanks to e traffic jam along aye la... sigh...

finished prac at 9 plus... got a lift from my friend to dover mrt stn... haha along wif karen and yong kai... when i finally made my way back to ntu... so here i am typing... super tired wif muscles aching all over... and i dunno y... dance prac at 10 tml... sore =.=

back from a short trip

2007-12-10T22:03:00.000+08:00

went to jb today and i bought onli 1 top... LOL... but nvm... we went to eat seafood... thanks to ginny... she fetched us in her bmw... wahahaha... ate alot today... yup im so gonna burn it off tml... got 2 pracs tml!!! how can i squeeze in my dinner??? haix...

journey to e west.

2007-12-10T01:19:00.000+08:00

ok i juz realised dat there isnt any bus to kranji from my place... though kranji is like 1 straight road down e expressway from my place... shucks!!! and thinking abt dat... i decided to stay in hall tml... so i gotta shift all e stuff i need for e wk to ntu tml!!! =x sianz...

looking forward to jb trip later!!! i juz checked my passport and i realised dat it has been exactly 1 yr since i went to malaysia... and e freaky part is dat e last last time i went to malaysia was also on 10 dec... so coincidental la!!! LOL shun min said 10 dec is e malaysia date for me...

mum and sis went over to hokaido today... going to miss my mum's cooking and miss irritating my sis... haha but nvm... they will be coming back soon... LOL

im aching... =x

2007-12-06T23:41:00.000+08:00

went over to ntu for dance prac at 10 plus... danced till 12 plus... and im aching!!! oh no... haven been dancing much... sigh need to get my momentum back...

went to watch naruto again!!! and it's super nice... ok im hooked... haha zy is rite... hehe ok im like now at ep20 onli la... when according to zy... they have released up to 200 eps liao... =x ok i seriously need to catch up...

better have an early nite tonight... cos tml dance is at 0900!!! ah!!! and till 4pm la... long day tml!!! =x

exams r finally over!!! dancer mode - on

2007-12-05T23:42:00.000+08:00

hehe exams r finally over for me!!! and this is day 2 of my hols... went to watch enchanted yest... and it's super nice!!! quite lame la... haha but it's e lameness which made me laughed like mad... LOL... good movie to unwind!!!

went to eat at ichiban boshi... hehe and e sushi tastes super nice!!! zy is ok wif e katsudon even though he's nt a fan of jap food... and it was his 1st time eating jap food some more... LOL... went to watch naruto... and damn! im now addicted to naruto le... =x

got like put on aeroplane today for e dance prac at ntu... sian... but raz taught me e steps le... so i didnt make my ntu trip useless... thanks raz!!! =) went to watch more naruto... den went for aprine's concert at victoria theatre... haha it was a great show... was vv surprised by this small little gal... arnd 6 yrs old? who was dancing hip hop... super good la!!! LOL her energy was super high man... put us youth to shame... tsk...

went back home wif rachel and ah bu... and we discussed lots of things... and we r meeting up again nxt wk!!! haha yeah!!!

got dance prac at ntu tml at 10am... but im like at my own house now... sigh journey to e west again la... =x

hee... more photos on our last ctw lesson!!! (thanks allen =) )

our ctw class (e10)ok obviously im e odd one out... cos im nt from rj... haha... e rest are reali from rj or rgsrandom shot... hehe
ok im mean to shu quan... haha

slacking le...

2007-12-03T14:18:00.000+08:00

haha im getting so easily distracted dat im re-watching e hwangjini movie wif my sis... supposed to study stats le... but... im still filled wif doubts... understanding uncertainty using stats... ya rite...

cant wait for tml to come man!!! im so gg to watch enchanted wif zy... LOL ironic thing is dat most of my army friends have watched e show le... sian... ya exams r still nt over for us, sian... nvm, it shall be over in e nxt 21 hrs??? haha... at least it's like less den a day la... yeah...

gg to watch aprine's dance concert on wed... in e meantime got dance rehearsals here and there... and gel youth camp on 12 to 15, den dance blast camp on 17th onwards... hectic mth... but im sure i will enjoy it much better as compared to e past few mths... LOL trying to catch up wif chpts which i have missed e lects is reali sian... to be constantly in doubt is so nt me... but ever since ive stepped in2 uni... im nv once certain of wad im studying... LOL... guess datz uni life huh???

christmas is here!!! and i can smell it!!! haha... lightings at orchard road is super nice sia... but i havcen got e mood to reali like walk thru... everytime i stepped in2 dat place, i felt so sinful... cos my exams arent over... but im sure i wont feel dat way starting from tml... haha... can finally go shop all i wan... ok window shop, since i realised dat i had spent alot of money this yr... ya... on pants actuali... haix... ok la... window shop also nt bad...

now rotting at home wif my laptop in front of me, trying to recap wad ive learnt for stats... and waiting for my er jie to finish packing her luggage so dat i can continue wif e hwangjini movie!!! sian... now at home wif my mum, da jie and beloved er jie... and wif jolin tsai's music blasting from e living room... -_-" forever one la... during this period of e yr, my da jie will juz blast jolin tsai's songs... argh... im seriously nt a fan of hers... i can even stand she, but no jolin tsai pls....

juz heard from gideon dat e company which ive worked at previously is shutting down... surprised??? i am man... i mean... quite shocking la... cos i thot this yr had been quite good wif businesses going up... hmmm it has been vv long since i left but it has onli been 5 mths??? haha... going to meet up wif my ex-colleagues vv soon!!! meng hoe suggested a drinking session... hmmm but me??? drinking??? i can onli rmb e incident when i went for e engine bash @ attica wif uncle lau and i stepped in2 e gents... LOL... ok enuff said... i was high... LOL... and a guy almost wanted to pee when i got in... oops... chou shi

yeah man... this wk is going to be a happening wk for me!!! aft tml stats paper is done... haha

blur gal

2007-12-02T21:41:00.000+08:00

went to biz library to join zy, bl, zb and uncle lau... onli studied till 5.30pm cos i gotta meet my family at chinatown... so today was super inefficient!!! and stats also dunno how to mug la...

yest i went to biz library to study in e morning... aft which went to orchard to meet e ahs councillors... haha went to ps cafe to eat and it's super ulu-ated... ambience is great there... but e food is so so la... think aerins better... cos maybe im still having my exams??? haha... as usual mr chua's birthday present is always so unique... we gave him a mini baby chua... with no eyes attached!!! LOL... yupyup... happy 36th birthday to u!!! this guy... refused to admit his age la... cannot stand it... haha... cos of some cock ups wif e reservations, we gotta leave e place by 8pm la... in e end, we onli left at 8.30pm... so aft which we went over to ben and jerry's and mr chua treated us to e monstor ice cream... 20 scoops of ice cream la!!! 88 bucks!!! didnt dare to take photo cos everyone was digging their spoons into e bucket la... and everything was in a mess??? haha... but everytime we dig, we found new flavours... brynner said cannot tell ppl when we find new flavours, cos everyone will rush for e flavour... haha poor audrey, she decided to give up long time ago... LOL mei hui couldnt scoop for e ice cream also, cos everyone was chiong-ing for it... haha... so i helped her to scoop...

me n mei hui cam-whoring at ben and jerry's

me n mei hui acting bimbo... haha

ben and alex playing wif... e party thing... haha

them playing e thing again... wif ash staring at mr chua and audrey's wedding photos

xmas tree at dempsey hill

and now some good-old days memories...

zhao xiang, me n shu quan... ya 2 real rj peeps and 1 fakeme n karin (proud hci gal)

yup i forgot to bring my tj uniform so marianne lent me her rjc uniform... hmmm do i look like i was from rj??? HAHA